wow i didn't realise that my previous post was the 500th post.
i never thought that there were that many post.
haha.
500 more to 1000.
including this.

so back to posting.
ola people.
was at sister's house for the weekends.
its the perfect place to destress haha.
i brought my baby along for the first time there.
i brought her around the area.
it was fun but tiring.
haha.
baby uhh? :)
i loooovvvveeeeee you.

ok so ya i have to realise that behind every hapiness will always be dissapointment.
i never knew why i was so excited to go to my sister's house.
i thought it was because it would be the first time i brought my baby there.
but it was actually because my sister really needed someone to talk to.
somehow its as if i knew she needed someone then.

so we talked.
it was a really emotional talk.
i never knew that my sister is facing a lot of problems.
it really really affected me.
the whole time i kept thinking on how i could help her out.
it was the first time tears slid down my cheeks after hearing her talk about her problems.
it was a really sad period of time.
my brother did a hell of a "great" job consoling her.
you fucker.
you just don't know how consoling works.
you don't go saying both parties are wrong when you're consoling.
FINE you idiot, i agree that both parties are wrong.
but during consoling, you should be siding with the one facing the real problems you idiot.
you just can't console people lah eh.
you can't even control your life and there you are, fucking up other people's life even more.
he's so damn act sia.
FUCKING BLOODY BUSTARDLY BIG EGO.
he thinks i have no right to advice.
stop saying that dad is very egoistic when you're one too.
i instantly slept the moment i lie down cos i felt so tired after thinking about this things.
to summarise this paragraph,
i'm so dissapointed with my mum.
VERY VERY DISSAPOINTED.

regarding the above paragraph.
i'm not saying that i'm perfect.
i have my personal imperfections.
DON'T FUCKING TELL ME TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.
I AM DIFFERENT FROM YOU.
i have a different dad.
i have a dad who would make my life so difficult.
fine i don't really face any financial difficulties so far.
i thank Allah for that.
but having a dad who controls everything you do isn't the best thing in this world.
you can say that i can't be acting like that.
BE IN MY FREAKING SHOES AND YOU WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL.
i'm always afraid to say out the truth,
because why?!
it always turned out badly.
you know what?
its better to be friends with the very same person you said isn't a good idea to be friends with.
cos i think she has a similar pair of parents and she knows how it feels.
"there's restrictions everywhere."
lastly.
if you are a good person, sms her friend and apologise to her.

ahhh.
the weekends.
wooot.
i'm so not going to talk about the past few days.
ok maybe about one incident.
damn funny.
it happened yesterday.
Jolene has this phone pouch which is VERY hairy on the insides.
so i turned it inside out so the hairy part is outside.
i really have no intention of scary anyone.
i was just trying to fool around.
so i put my fingers in the pouch and moved it as thought its a caterpillar.
ON SIVA'S SHOULDERS so its like he can only see it with a sideglance.
LOL.
he damn freaked out.
lol, i should have taken a picture of his reaction.
Jolene and me immediately burst into laughter.
our laugh was really OMG.
hahaa.
the lecturer clearly was shocked by the sudden outburst.
haha.
we only stopped laughing 2 minutes later.
eh no.
we stopped a while, but somehow Jolene cannot take it so she laughed again.
and it really affected me so we laughed for another 5 mins.
ahhhh what a way to destress.
heh.
sorry siva i really have no intention of scaring you.
lol i'm just bored.

ok so other than that the past few days had been pretty horrible.
but it went well today.
the trip today from the mosque to home was a really a memorable journey.
HAH.
i asked dad about the possibility of me going for overseas attachment.
and for the first ever, he didnt say NO immediately.
he told me to go for the briefing first,
and enquire about things (one of the most important things would be whether halal food can be found hehe).
then after that if everything seems fine and its within budget,
he, by all means will let me go.
its so heartwarming to hear that from him.
serious.

this i promise to all parties involved, i will do my best if i were to be able to get OITP.
ok lah i will work hard if i have to go local ITP but would work harder if i were to be able to go OITP.
:)

and today somehow the HDR photgraphy madness infected me.
i think i talked about this before.
its basically a style of photography when i take pictures of a scene 3 times with -2,-,+2 exposure compensation.
then combine them to bring out A LOT of details.
therefore the term HDR(High Dynamic Range).
oh and you will need a tripod to do it.
but i actually didn't cos i'm using a high shutter speed.

here's one of my virgin attempts.

Before:

Today was really foggy.

After:

More detailed. Too detailed actually. haha. Dirty spots on lens could be seen.

Anybody is welcomed to steal the HDR picture to get a closer look.

i know its small.

Till then, with love everyone!

"i hated today.
for a couple of reasons.
and i REALLY REALLY hope its gonna be better tomorrow.
shucks."
quoted from yesterday.
same for today.

this week is probably the 2nd worst week after the first week of year 2.
and one of the reasons is that.
MY PICTURES FUCKING SUCK TODAY.
i took 78 photos but only liked 13 of them.
wat the heck lah.
is it because i didn't use the battery grip provided?
cos most of the shots are shot in a potrait position.
didn't know the battery grip could really spoil me.
in the sense spolit brat.
heh.

with love erm, everyone.
it had been fun, you made my day.

i hated today.
for a couple of reasons.
and i REALLY REALLY hope its gonna be better tomorrow.
shucks.

hmmph i guess i have to apologise to Hui Yin and Siva.
about the secret i've been keeping to myself for more than 2 1/2 years.
ok lah actually i have to apologise to everyone.
but since they are the only people who know about this.
i guess i will only apologise to them.
haha.
i was really surprised Siva did noe about it.
cos i only gave him hints.
lol.
hui yin's reaction was cuter.
HAH i always love her reactions.

continuing from yesterday.
hmm where did i stop uhh.
alright got it.

my 3rd reason.
ok so basically my bedroom is kinda well equipped with almost anything.
i have my laptop which can basically do anything (eg radio, movies)
i've got snacks in my side table.
and soon there's gonna be a small bar fridge right below my bookshelf.
so i don't see the need to go scavenging for food in the kitchen.
cos i got my own kitchenette! :D
oh ya for this, i have to admit i'm pretty selfish.
i don't like sharing my snacks.
haha.
alah i have to use my monthly pocket money to buy everything.
from clothes to stationaries to other things that i want.
its always, i give you this (little) amount of money,
you pandai pandai take care of your budget cos i don't care if its enough or not.
wow i really like my dad.
the way he says things.
i wish one day he would really ask me why i am so selfish with my money.
really. i got a script already.
ah whatever.
oh and if the overseas internship is considered affordable and yet he still refuses to let me go.
i'm gonna dig everything out.
i promise.
i told myself, nothing will get in my way of wanting the experience for my future career except Allah.
so back to the point, that would be my 3rd reason.

4th!
and last.
finally.
ok this is a very sweet and simple.
i'm not that friendly at home as compared to when i'm outside.
so basically i won't smile at home.
and this might did cause some misunderstandings among the family.
so i think its better for me to stick inside my darkroom to prevent some anger provocation.
i'm positive i will lose in terms of fun factor at home to my brother but outside, i'll own.
ok lah nt saying i fun, but at least better than at home.
i just don't feel the chemistry at home.
the way i think is totally different from others.
which most of the time i appreciate.

what my father told me really made me sit down in front of my laptop..
and stare into blank space, deep in thoughts.
he said "Why are you treating this house like a hotel? You're always in your bedroom."
i wish i could just say my opinions out loud.
but like always, i always avoid arguments as much as i can.

i think i will just type the reasons in here and keep it to myself.
well if somehow they happened to read it.......

1st reason: i myself actually noticed it, since i the day my sister moved out of the house and i shifted rooms.
a room ALL by myself.
it does felt awkward at first, without all the late night conversations with my brother,
all the hysterical laughter we had that woke mum up.
but soon, as weeks go by,
i don't miss these things anymore.
i'm used to it.
or is it that i'm getting more independent, taking control of my life instead of being influenced easily.
so back to the point, the reason is that actually i find my room really comfortable.
its big enough to be a living room, dining room, study room, bedroom and a kitchenette for someone as small as me.
toilet is only about 4 feet away from the door.
i find peace being all by myself, without the voices of other people polluting my mind.
also i got everything i need in my room.
i will elaborate this later in the 3rd reason.

2nd reason:
ok this might be pretting surprising/shocking for some people.
but i prefer darkness than light.
not that i hate light.
just that i tend to go to darkness more.
so basically the living room is always full of light, especially from the sun.
its been a while since i considered the living room a skylight room.
the sun, as seen from the windows, is at the same level as the living room's glass panels.
light will be shone directly into directly into the area.
hence the nickname skylight room by me.
not the most appropiate nickname but i think that's the closest.
living "in-the-sky" isnt great at all to be frank.
its full of light.
so thats actually the reason i tend to avoid the living room.
with the exception of nights or during raining months when it would be prefectly dark and cool.

how does my lovely room look like?
hmm. it looks dark and spooky.
yup positive on that.
when my other family members close curtains in the night, i close them in the day.
and have it wide open during the night.
i love the view of the night sky from my bed.
its really cool to sometimes have moonlight shine throught my window.
yup moonlight. i love them. again not saying that i hate sun's light.
just that i prefer moonlight.
perfect Twilight setting.
theres also sometimes a single start in the sky at the same exact spot everytime.
ok maybe not that exact.
but still i can spot it easily.
i gave it a german name, Arianne.
i would love to take a photo of it,
but i just couldn't,
cos i need a damn long range lens.
even if i were to have it, i still need a tripod.
just so that i can have a slow shutter speed without blurred images.

the artificial lighting in my room is also positioned in a way its biased to one side of the room.
the part of the room i would least likely to be at.
so basically the place i'm always at is pretty dim.
the lighted part is usually where i do experiments and soldering.
yeah i do some experiments people won't think i would do.
i'm not a really easy person to figure out, nor am i that difficult.
my room is painted brown for the same reason,
to make the room dark.
i wanted to paint gray, but dad wouldn't allow it.
well.
brown sure darkened my room a lot.
and i'm happy with it.
i love my room the way it is.
i get pissed when my room had to been given up to visitors.
i have to say, i don't really like my brother's bedroom.
also the different smell.
i'm not being selfish, i'm paranoid.
i wouldn't like it when i hear people comment about how eerie my room is.

i guess i will stop at the 2nd reason today.
i will continue on the 3rd and last reason tomorrow.
have fun in the darkness. :)
with love, friends and Arianne. :D

oh my.
sometimes i really get irritated by my sister's kid.
but sometimes, he's pure hilarious.

Him: Nenek, i don't want the rice anymore.
Mum: Finish it lah, later the rice cry how?
Him: Then nenek make it stop crying lah.
Mum: *shuts up*

hah.
the heck.

gah i'm damn tired.
my body's getting better.
i just hate being sick.
especially when i'm not used to it.

omg i just read my school email.
ITP is so near than ever.
it kinda made me nervous.
there's gonna be a talk on 8 july about overseas ITP.
i think i'm gonna go for that talk.
i can't wait.
haha but i have very slim hope of being able to do overseas ITP.
i wish i'm rich.
haiz.
if i am, i can study all i want.
airplane theory, overseas ITP.
hmmmph.



so basically these last few days i went back to microsoft flight simulator.
guess what!
I'M ABLE TO SET UP AUTOPILOT NOW!
WOOOT.
i'm so proud of myself.
its a really steep learning curve.
oh one more thing.
also, today.
I LEANRT HOW TO ILS LAND MY PLANE!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i'm really really happy.

haha.
and suddenly i realised how childish i am with all the WOOOOT and WEEEEE.
well wtv.

here is the screenshot of the ILS landing.
so fun and thrilling. :D:D:D.

other than that,
i think i'm gonna fall sick soon.
i think its because of the guava juice i drank.
i got sore throat right after drinking it.
then now i feel heaty.
aiyoooo.
i just hate being sick.
i need to recover soon.

Someone: What's the diff between a physcho killer and a serial killer?
Me: Physcho u like kill ppl cos u crazy. Serial is when u kill a lot of people cos its fun.
Someone: Serial hamster killer?
Me: U ah.*sticks out tongue*

it was a pretty great day today.
well actually positive thinking overwhelms all the bad events and there you go!
a seemingly perfect day.
:D
i get so irritated today seeing frowning people i didn't even want to glance at them.
pfff.

today was my first lab test in year 2.
it was object oriented programming.
c++ thingy.
i pretty much hate it actually.
but somehow it went better than expected.
again, i will have to say its because of the positive thinking i'm training myself to have.
if everything goes well, i might get full marks for it.
insyaallah.

i love my new phase of life now.
its now me, my camera and the new her.
:D
oh btw haha fine i will remember to go home with you.
and not leave you alone.
LOL.

haiz emotional days are here.
i just got hit pretty hard.
i can't believe that in a few days time, it will all end.
i hope it will end for the best.


and i hope at least after the heartbreaking ending, i will find a new path.
to find a new person and forget her for she deserves someone better.
i hope you always succeed for your future endeavours.
and i won't forget the memories because you changed me so much.
sometimes i wish reality isn't this cruel.

urghh.


it hurts to know that, i will have to start from scratch.
but i hope with this experience, i will not do the same mistake again.

it had been days since i last ended my blog with a positive note.
so here i am again.
well forcing myself to end this post with a happy ending.
also i would like to thank the usual guys i can depend on.
though they don't really know whats happening to me except lutfi who had been with me throughout this.
i just look forward to seeing this people, because they make my life shine and school enjoyable.


so back to topic.
just now i brought my beloved camera to school.
for 2 reasons,
siva wanted to see it, haha.
and of course i wanna take pictures of people whom i want to take a picture of.


so here are the pictures.
i'm still new to the camera, so don't expect really nice pictures.

i used the lens to take a picture of the bag which had been keeping it safe. I suddenly recalled the malay phrase "bagai kacang lupakan kulit". ahah

siva's finger on his laptop?

dreamy siva..hee

i don't know how to describe this, just wanna say that this beautiful picture was taken by hmm...
urs truly. :D




OI, why use my phone to call! you pay my bills ah! :P

somehow i love this picture a lot. not sure of why though.

good night everyone.

hope you guys have a wonderful week ahead.

i need to practice wearing eyeliner more.

lutfi and me are now undergoing talks about well...my life.
it isn't a really happy conversation.
my heart is aching now.
i know i am ready to move on.
but leaving her just like that is just so...painful.

its like i'm going to be back to square one.
i screwed up everything.
it had been weeks.
its been a painful experience for me to be true.
i might be smiling sincerely but deep down inside, i'm actually thinking of how to patch up the pieces i screwed up.
but well, now i'm so sure i wouldn't be able to mend it.
its like a stage 4 cancer.
nothing can be done to save this.

urghhh.
i suck.
i suck.
i suck.
i suck.
.
.
.
.
.
..

ahhh the weekends.
its one of the times i really appreciate a weekend.
it had been a pretty hectic and tiring week.
literally running here and there.
i'm gonna have a "well deserved" rest,
BUT i have to be back to work by tomorrow 12 noon.

CRS need to be done,
i need to revise my programming,
i need to revise my servomechanism.
haiz.

and guess what, my whole body is aching like shit now.
i get so demoralised when i don't feel good.
i had quite a difficult time concentrating in lectures and tutorials the last two days because of it.
oh did i mentioned for the first time ever,
i was on the verge of dozing off in MCT practical.
wth?
I AM THAT SHAGGED?

i am pretty lucky to be in the Director's Honours List.
if not, i bet this week would be a sleeping week.
i'm motivated, and i'm happy with it.
even my parents are clearly pleased with it.

one last thing,
i'm so glad you're back to the normal you.
the one who attempted to joke but just fail to do it.
and i laughed because you failed to be funny.
which is pretty funny.
:D
haha like i said, friends are meant to be insulted eh?
HAH.

hmm at least i'm verrrry nice today.
it really felt weird to not be able to just shoot with my mouth.
haha.
please don't do that emo thingy again please.
it kinda freaked me out actually.

it was a pretty fine day today.
siva got excited over my new camera cos it would mean that he can see girls through my camera.
-_-.
haha.

someone from my clique had a pretty bad day i think from her looks.
somehow i was pretty much affected by it,
i don't really know why,
its kinda sad to see her like that.
i watched my words the whole day(which is a good thing) and tried to comfort her.
i hope it does at least a little bit cheered her up.
well, i'm gonna say back to you.
I hope to see the cheerful you soon. =)

other than that,
Jolene was really high today.
kept on walking like a drunkard and disturbing me and blocking my way.
haha.
wth man.

today was a really great day.
well actually its just a normal day but what i've got to know really perked me up.
positively of course.

my name was at the noticeboard today!
haha who wouldn't be happy about it kann?
its like having ur name on the banner because you did good in o lvls.
i am now in the Director's Honours List.
take a look at this.
heeee.
i'm seriously proud of myself for all the "study-like-no-tomorrow" attitude i had for my year 1.
http://www.sp.edu.sg/SPweb/ShowBinary/BEA%20Repository/assets_EEE/news/april_june2009/honour0809/DHL2008-09_1st_year.pdf
its a good and bad thing.
yeah theres a really bad thing.
now my father reminded(read pressure) me that i should continue to work hard and remain in the honours roll.
what ayah?
higher than the current one?
you want GPA 4.0?
GILER.
hahahaha.
2nd year is really tough.
especially with the core subjects taught by well erm, lecturers who don't know how to teach.
heh.

i'm so happy that my whole clique got the honours,
Jolene (Han Zhong Wei), Hui Yin (Lim Hui Yin), Nigel (Nigel Han) and last but not least!
Siva(Sivanesh Karrupiah)!
congrats you guys hurhur! :D
oh ya also congrats to Siva's friend too for making it in also.
Congrats Thenmugilan!
heee you guys rock.
thanks for being by me and motivating me always.
i wouldn't be able to get those resutls without help from you people.
:DD.

today there was programming test.
THE FIRST TEST IN 2ND YEAR.
and of course being the new me now,
i feel so pressured.
haha.
i don't wanna get low score for my first test seh...
memories of my MST1 scores in year 1 really send chills up my spine.
but luckily, with help from codeblock,
i got full marks.
phewww.

GEMs was the usual so-so to boring.
after that was muay thai.
well it was fun, but really strenous.
i really enjoyed it especially its like my first official exercise in like hmmm...1 1/2 years?
haha.
then after that got my DSLR.
YAY!
THANKS LUT FOR HELPING ME OUT!
I LOVE YOU.
LOL.
jkjk...
oh god IT IS HUGE.
lol.

i only realised how peaceful SP can be when lutfi and me went for Asar and Maghrib at the school.
it was a wonderful night.
the breeze and the tranquility.
oh man i love it so much till the fact i told lutfi i won't mind sleeping at the musollah area.
:p

i'm done with my day here.
to add some emo-ness.
i just wanna say.
it really felt weird to not think about you.
heh.

just when school days went so smooth.
it all get disrupted by a short message.
and there goes all my sincere smiles and laughter.
surprisingly, it didn't affect me really much.

maybe its just that, i've got over you.

just before i posted this post,
i've realised that i did not post yesterday's one.
so i guess i will be combining today's post with yesteryday's.

Saturday, 9 May 2009

i had the weirdest breakfast today.
there's garlic bread, mushroom soup and salad with tomatoes in it on the table.
ok so its obvious that i should eat the garlic bread with the soup,
but then the salad?
where should i dump it?
inside the soup and then scoop it up with my bread and then eat it?
it really made me sit there thinking for a few minutes before i started eating.
i was dumbfounded.

sometimes i believe that my parents can't really blame me for having a lack of interest in malay culture.
its them who just wouldn't expose me to the culture.
hmmmmm.
pretty ironic isn't it?
oh well.

later i will be spending the night at my sister's.
i kind of like that place.
its really a nice place to be at.
especially with stress building up in me.
it really does release some steam.
oh and of course there's always the playstation to accompany me there.
not like the pathetic PS1 at my place which i couldn't find any nice game to play.
lol.
the downside would be that there isn't any freaking useable wireless there.
haha.

with love guys. :)
nah actually i don't really feel like smiling ah. hmmph.

Sunday, 10 May 2009

so yah, back from sister's house.
it was heaven there.
lol.
some of my stress gone, all the "aman get ready for prayers" gone.
playstation accompanied me while i'm there.
but now i'm back to reality.
back to the horrendous modules like OOP and Servomechanisms.
back to the super strict rules at home.
seriously i'm getting sick of it and at times i feel like just stuffing a pillow into my face and just hope i can escape from all this if you know what i mean.
and now, its back to school tomorrow.
i don't really know how i will perform in school this week.
i'm so afraid that i will break down again and in the process start hurting my friends feelings.
haiz.

looks like i will be starting this week with pretty fucked up.
as much as i hope it will get better, i'm pretty much sure it just won't.
maybe i really need to talk to someone about this.
but then, i just wanna share it with her.
and now she's "dissapeared".
who should i turn to?
dear friends,
if you were to see me wearing a freaking shit attitude, please forgive me.
and no matter what happens, i still love my friends. :)

hmmppph.
one week past by so fast.
i'm pretty surprised actually.

to summarise the whole week,
i guess i would say that it was a pretty violent rollercoaster ride.
emotions ran high actually to be frank.
i'm not sure of whats wrong with me nowadays,
but i tend to think a lot and then after that start breaking down.
i'm terribly sorry Hui Yin, Siva and Nigel just now when i suddenly refused to talk.
what was i thinking?
i guess the added pressure i'm facing is the contributing factor.
maybe as weeks go by i will get used to the hectic schedule and stop behaving like an ass.
i think i just proven that poly education isn't for slackers after all.
in fact, i think slackers should go JC.
cos in JC if you do badly(in the sense not fail) for exams, you might still be safe.
the deciding factor is your promos and As.
but in poly you will need to be consistent in ALL exams, mini quizzes and labs to maintain the GPA.
i wanna highlight that i'm not saying any negative things against JCs.
its just my own opinion.
so anybody is free to disagree with me but i will stay by my opinion.
and those who are not happy with my opinion, you can shut your pie holes up.

i'm done venting.
as always i don't like a post to be entirely negative.
so here comes the positive part.
in 2 days time, it would be Jolene's birthday!!!
teehee.
hope you like the little gift from us.
heh.
i don't really care about the present actually,
ok let me rephrase that.
i DO CARE about the present,
but i like the birthday card message more.
hee.
it was created by hmmm..urs truly.
:D

"Happy birthday Jolene! Accept this sincere gift of ours and please don't think its because you have a bad body odour. :p".
heee i'm so funny.
just trying to be humble ok!

also, i didn't know Jolene was that insistent.
Me: Promise me one thing, don't read the card until you open the present.
Jolene: But I want to read the card!
Me: Nono! You must open the present first then can read the card!
Jolene: *rips the present wrapper in a non-ripping way* There! I opened it! I WANT TO READ THE CARD NOW. *with her act cute face*.
Me: Oh well whatever. Go on.

another one.
Me: Awww birthday girl, you want a hug?
Jolene: Ewwww. *signature disgusted face*.
Me: The hell.
haha.
alamak i forgot to take her picture with the prezzie.
lol.
she can make cool faces thats why taking pictures with/of her is so damn cool.
haha.

hmm its late now i think i better go to sleep.
full swimg programming this weekend.
please Allah, give me the courage to study hard.
and yah, last but not least, thanks Hui Yin for that sms which kinda cheered me up actually.
at least there's someone who "Hope(s) to see e cheerful rahman soon =)".
i really appreciate it. big warm thanks.

I BLOODY CAN'T BELIEVE ALLISON WAS VOTED OUT.
WTF man.
aiyooooooooooooo.
freaking shit lor.
haiz.
well results can't be change.
):

ok that aside.
oh god another bad thing.
wth is wrong with today.
aiyooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
stupid servo.
i already can't do 2 questions in tutorial 1.
and guess what.
in tutorial 6, i only know how to do 1 question.
FUCK LAH.
i'm so frustrated with myself.
i wish i can absorb studies faster.
haiz.
and now i gave up doing the tutorial.
aiyooo.
really can't stand it.
a few hours of doing the tutorial and i can't even finish it.
sial ah babi betul.

grrrr.
i think i better go to sleep now and forget all the frustrations.
sleep will do wonders.
i think.
not in the mood to say "with love guys".
lol.
ok ignore the lol pls.
i'm seriously frustrated.

hmmm about today....
well I was supposed to go UniSIM for a talk about my course,
but last minute Siva said he was lazy to go.
lol so after that i got lazy too.
so it all went "cya".
haha.

the good thing was that the GEMS lecturer let me off early.
so basically i went home at 2.10 instead of 3.00.
hah.
oh and lutfi is a damn good actor.
haha.
he acted as if he's also involved in the talk.
hahaha.
with so much confidence he answered the lecturer's questions about the talk I AM GOING TO.
hahaha.
mcm faham eh lut.
LOL.
muke straight seh.

urghh i really hate programming now.
its so confusing.
why the hell should i learn programming in aerospace.
haiz.
i'm sick of it.
but well, i can't do anything about it.
so i guess i have to struggle.
no matter how much i hate it, i will dedicate Friday, Saturday and Sunday to programming.
its only the 3rd chapter and i'm already hitting my head against the rocks.
aiyoooo.
but i love what i said just now during programming class.
well knowing me, i always say random things anytime anywhere.
:)
"i feel like hurling a string of vulgarities today!"
:D
"string" is a programming term.
get the pun?
hee.

awww Adam and Allison were spetacular in their duet just now.
it was really a heart pumping performance.
i like Allison, she's so cute just now.
teehee.
lol.

oh on the side note,
ceh somebody like lutfi seh!!!!
i wonder when it will be my turn.
haha lol.
i reckon it is a really good feeling.

i feel like shit now....
hmm ok well i'm bluffing.

yeah bluffing without any apparent reason.

first thing i wanna say,

SP now looks more like Changi Airport.

lol.

computers everywhere near the entrances.

just to check if people are sick or not.

lol why don't they ask us to bring our passports too huh?

yeah and now everyone has to wear a lanyard.

wth.

that aside,

today's mass lecture was amazingly fun.

haha other than the irritating 12 smses everybody got that reminded us to report to our tutors if we went to any of the affected countries.

call them kiasu will ya?

haha.

ok lah they are very concerned about their students.

bravo SP.

but you don't need to spam us.

heh.

Jolene made the 4 of us camwhore with her.

lol WITH MY PHONE.

hahah.

i call it "Invasion of Jolene".

so freaking funny.

will post up some pictures later.

also will include pictures from yesterday.

gonna do a nice slideshow of pictures soon.

hope i will have enough time for them.

lol.

and the pictures begin here.

this had been news 131434 tonight.

credits roll.

nites guys!

haha i'm starting to hate blogger because they just don't post pictures properly.

so i'm going to upload in flickr and post the link here.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/38081595@N06/

there you go...

enjoy!

oh the macro shots are by me..

nice kannnn.

hahaa.

i love them!

aiyooo my leg hurts so much.
haha serves me right.
go out with a girl somemore.
LOL.
i wonder if it really gets this painful if i were to really have a girlfriend.
hahahaha.

this weekend was a full house at my sister's house.
haha yeah literally.
when my brother and me meet up with our cousins,
its time for poker.
lol.
i wanna have the habit of going to my sister's house every weekend.
but hmmph i have to say i can't cos i have a lot of commitments.
hha ye la klakar kepe commitments.
ok i need to study..
really study for the aircraft..to get the maintenance license.
aww man after what happened a few days ago, its my number one priority.
i have to say, the lack of internet connection there is really a torture.
but i don't really care cos theres a PS2 there.
haha.
i took all the car licenses in Gran Turismo 3.
man i'm good with the manual transmission.
lol.
just being humble hurhur.
:P

so yah back to today.
went to city hall area to get something for someone.
meanwhile we walked around the area to places like Esplanade and Singapore Flyer.
ok ah i wasn't boring but it was really hot.
haha.
i really can't stand the heat just now.

while we were walking around the area,
10 lamborghini's roared pass us.
lol it was funny how excited we got.
hahaha.
i should get the pictures by tomorrow and i will post them up.
if i'm not lazy.
heheh.

my legs are getting better now with the help of Salonpas.
so what are you waiting for?
BUY SALONPAS! :D
with love guys.

then after that, it was all dogfighting.
haha.
i love ace combat combat 3!
hhaa.