My fucking dilemma.

oh god.
i'm such in a dilemma.
Jana somehow got my number(obviously suria gave it to her),
and she msged me!
now i dont know whether to reply back or not...
haiz!!
i regretted giving my no to Suria.
but i cant blame her though.

well at least going out with Lut,Fiz and Asraf
made my day.
super fun lor we went into the sch in jeans and hse t-shirts and searched for teacher and crack jokes!
at last we only get to meet Mr Teh and Cikgu Mis.
now i know that our sch dont offer triple sci anymore..
aww dats sad.

oh god..
i'm depressed.
i tink i'm addicted to living in Malaysia..
this is weird man!
its only 1 day there,
and i like it so much already..
maybe its cos now i knew i have so many friendly relatives there..
oh god..!!

ok i might say i will be back on Wed.
but somehow dad wants to reach Singapore today.
well the day at the house wasnt that all sadness..
after the burial we kinda comfort each other...

actually this trip was the most exciting trip i've been to.
i met a lot of new relatives that i didnt noe existed b4...
when i said lots, it means dam lots!
and they are super friendly.
i kinda got well with 3 new ppl of the opposite sex..
that i slept only after 3 am.
k maybe 1 of them she didnt dare to talk to me.
i'll explain y later...
and god, i realise how easy it is to find a stranger who look alike to someone you knew.

Puteri was there too..
and theres a girl called Suria who is the same age as her.
she talked to me about wat she plans to do in the future..
and we compared Singapore education and theirs..
it was rather confusing actually.
really different.
oh yea..
we exchanged numbers for the sake of making her happy..
i wouldnt pay so much just to sms someone i might see only once in a lifetime.

the other one..
shes 11 years old i tink.
oh god i adore her so much..
shes bloody dam CUTE!
i mean cute like cute ah..
very kiddy kiddy like dat..
shes so funny!
she asked me so many questions about Singapore..
dats y i only slept at 3 am..
it was fun though entertaining her..
the way she initiated her questions are so adorable..
she will be like,
"Eh, awak awak (then the question)"
and i counted how many times she said that till i lost count that is..
she even asked me..
Does the pirates trying to rob the ships travelling in Singapore coastals waters have birds on their shoulders?
then i was like OMG LOL!
ard 3 am she went silent and slept...
and in the morning she continued..
gosh how adorable!
oh yea!
she looked really like Amirah..

ok the other one.
the one i said she didnt talk to me.
the story begins like this.
as always i love acting innocent and so i said in one corner and listened to the radio on my own.
then i got thirsty and so off i go to the kitchen to find water.
then suddenly Puteri told me she wanted to tell something..
then suddenly she said the 'girl in yellow' says shes interested in me.
and wanted Puteri to help her send her regards to me as she wont be sleeping at the house..
then i was like WTF?
someone interested in me?
so is started accusing Puteri of lying..
and i stopped immediately when Suria said it was true..
super confused/shocking sia..
well to say the truth actually i'm also interested in her..
maybe its cos she bears a resemblance to my old fren, Darina,
who once i had a crush on.
but the thing is,
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP RARELY WORKS.
so the next morning i saw her again..
and gave her a friendly smile.
b4 the adorable girl start asking me questions...
haha..
i'll try to get her photo from Put and put up to show the resemblance.

oh yea,
talking about this love thingy..
i got a love bite..
from a mozzie..
nice aiming huh!

and dad fell in love with his new car..
i like it too..
140km/h was really smooth as compared to the previous car..
except that the original tyres need changing cos they generate a lot of noise.

gosh this is very devastating..
imagine urself being woke up around 8am just to know that ur relative had just passed away..
yea it happened to me now..
so now i'm waiting for my father to get back from work..
and fetch us and drive st8 to Melaka.
so i'll be back on Wed..
so cya guys.
be gd.haha mcm bapak bapak aku ni.

gosh my parents treated my results as if its really a big deal...
i mean its not that i dont appreciate..
but they kinda surprise me with a treat..

well maybe its not a surprise..
they are so bad at maintaining the surprise that i immediately picked up wat they would be doing.
so off we go to Puteri Pacific Hotel in Malaysia..
as always food was fine..
but i was kinda tired of these kind of dining..
i just hated being so formal.

my father kind of congratulated me..
well it was an awkward moment to shake his hand(i nvr did it b4)..
so after sitting in the restaurant for 2hrs+.
my father paid the bills and got RM28 beverages voucher.
and my bro made my mum buy a 1kg cheesecake using the voucher so means she has to add more money..lol
well at least it was the best cheesecake i ever tasted..
but nevertheless i quickly gave it to my bro..
muak katekan..haha

ok finally my mind cleared..
finally i registered to JAE.
After a discussion starting from 11 am.
watch out for the time i posted this post.

and i'm really happy with my choices.

















and now my bro in law and my bro started betting which course i will get..
my bro said i will get choice 1.
and my bro in law said i will get choice 2,4 or 6.
but my dad is the coolest.
he said he will pray and made sure i will get 4..
oh no!

The Intensive Research

gosh this is worse then the time i was about to take my PSLE..!
i had to sit alongside my father and discuss about the courses,
for 4 hrs!
we started at 8,then paused a while fer isyak, then we continued till 9.30
b4 he requested to rest and then we continued till like 12 midnite?
and now he told me to look out for the university courses to plan my route and also to find out more about the modules i will learn the respective courses.
oh yea he made sure went went through everything..
and imagine me sitting on the floor fer 4 hrs.
dats painful.
luckily theres a leg rest i can put my butt on.

ok here are my choices.
they are not yet ranked to my preference.(ranking means another 2hrs of gruelling discussions and arguments.)
-Banking And Finance (SP)
-Banking And Finance (NP)
-Biomedical Sci (SP)
-Biomedical Sci/Lab Technolgy (NP)
-Molecular Biotechnology (NP)
-Aerospace Electronics (NP)
-Aerospace Electronics (SP)
-Aerospace Technolgy (NP)
-Aeronautical Engeneering (SP)
-Network Security (NP)
-PJC (Sci)
-JJC (Sci)

well actually finally i made my father let me opt fer Tourism And Resort Management and Mass Communications.
But after much thoughts, i eliminated them.

i am actually that stubborn?
haha actually i'm rather glad i am.
i forced my dad to let me choose the courses i wan..
but then i also consult him lar..
ask bout further studies and career prospects..
he's really helpful in this kind of things.

rite now i'm researching on the courses
and so now i gtg.
so bb!

gosh i feel so paiseh!
i actually brought home hafiz's report book!
LOL.
lucky the o results are separated.
maybe its bcos he told me to hold his books fer him so he can do the survey..
then we were all so excited we got clumsy and tripped on things we shoudlnt trip..
haha.
and i forgot to return fiz his report book.
PAISEH!

aniwae i tink i wanna be very stubborn.
i dont want to go cardiac tech means i dont wan.

My lovable results.

looks like i'm all smiles!
aerospace tech here i come!
on second thought i tink poly is better fer me.
i'm so happy i could go to all of the courses in a;; poly according to the list.
but yet, its more difficult to determine which course i wan than doing the o lvls.

gosh i'm really excited now!
feel like confessing to my crush..lol
ok on second thought i'm scared of confessing.

anyway to people who love to go to ten mile junction.
i'm sry but the building's going down soon(in few yrs time)to make way fer the mrt.

CHEERS!

The Station

omg this is so cool!
just now an LTA and HDB contractor came to my home to inspect for cracks to evaluate if they can excavate under the block..
in case u all dont know..
LTA's gonna build a MRT station in Bukit Panjang to reduce travelling time to only about 20mins when going to town..
and they happen to plan to build the station near my place..(:
hari hari merayap ah!LOL
so the contractors start taking pictures of the house and inspect for cracks..
(actually initially i though they are gonna check for mozzies breeding grounds..lol)
and they even say that a lot of contractors will come to my place cos they need to take pictures from the top..
my place has a bird's eye view that means!
and the HDB contractor said that the properties in the area will have a jump in resale prices..
wooot!
omg but we have to wait fer 10yrs
wth?

'O' Level Results

i hate yesterday news that i forced my dad to change the channel and watch disney channel...
and he did..(:
its so depressing to hear every news talking about 'o' levels results release date.
its not dat i can escape from the results..
haiz i'm so freaked out..literally.

and my dad some more pressure me..
the first time i heard about the release date,
i told myself,
You're a nervous wreck..
and he somehow overheard me saying dat and he said..
Kepale otak ko nak nervous..lol
(your head, be nervous fer wat.)
its rather funny when he said dat kind of things..
haha. its amusing.

ok dats it..

I freaked out.

while my father and my sister debate whose job has a better system.
its better if i blog..
well my dad just motivated me to go jc..

he told me about his history of education..
on how he scored for 'A' levels but misses the scholarship by an inch..
his family was not a wealthy one..
so he couldnt afford to go uni...

and he told me how he suffered during his first year of marriage...
once he cant even afford to buy my sister her milk..
haiz i feel so sad...
no one wanted to help him when he was suffering..
but now ppl start streaming in for his help..
gosh i didnt know this kind of ppl existed..

hes kinda lucky to get a wife like my mum..
not demanding at that time..(errr now my dad spoilt her a it..haha)
aniwae we had a discussion in madrasah today..
and it freaks me out to find out things about women these days...

The day in the class.

my father made a cool 50km/h screeching corner while listening to Good Cahrlottes Dance Floor Anthem(its weird cos hes always listening to things related to Islam) today to test his new car..
and i flew in all directions.

and our religious class made our teacher angry and ended the lesson 15 min earlier.
i tot she was joking so i said sarcastically as usual,
as if theres a bass guitar humming..
oh god i feel guilty now..
and i started swearing at ppl under my breath..
while the person behind me shouted "Sial!"
lol i find it amusing..somehow.

The Wild: Me

oh well.
sumthing weird happened to me ytd at NP Open House.
i went wild..
haha u all wouldnt even be able to guess wat i did.
and we saw a lot of ZSS ppl there..
and i felt small in the A4 Skyhawk..

suddenly i tink i shuld say some of my wild moves..
or maybe the msot innocent wild move..
i smsed to the text screen the word "Pontianak" and it really appeared..
and lintang pukang asraf, lutfi and me ran..
haha it was so funny.
there was guy explaining about the system to another guy
when the screen went from somebody's name to "pontianak".
thats the most innocent one that i did at the Open House.
Ask Asraf what i did when i saw a redhead..lol
it was damn funny.
and Asraf i demand my pix!
oh yea on he way home..
Asraf challenged me to pole dance in the bus..
and i nearly did it when Asraf didnt allow me..
(:.

i am rather amazed by some people who have a strong desire to live even though their chances of staying alive is kinda slim..
for example is Mr Suharto..
it was told by the doctors that his chances of living is 50/50..
but yet he remained alive even though practically all his organs failed..
he deserved an applasue for his strong will.

Another example was about a Japanese pilot who survived a dogfight in Guadacanal.
He was shot through his brained and yet he did his really best to stay alive and at last made it back to his base..
imagine getting shot by a high calibre bullet through the brain while piloting..
his left side of his body instantly paralysed but yet he made use of his right side of his body to steer the plane down to the ground..
and he actually recovered fully but lost sight in one his eyes..
and he didnt die cos of the brain damage he got..
instead he died of natural causes..
it was such a miracle sia!

ok this is lame..
the next day then i noe wats the reason for the feast..
it was actually my parents anniversary..
and i didnt know bout it till my sister told me.
it may be a little late but,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MAMA AND AYAH!

oh yea,
because of all the fuss i also forgot to blog bout my madrasah results.
i was rather pleased with myself considering that i really studied.
well except aqidah cos Zainal took my book and forgot to return it...
and sirah to me was purely difficult..
imagine a qn asking u to list all the political parties..
and the names are not like People's Action Party or wat which is easily memorised.
i wish to post the names of the party but i cant seem to find the notes.
but its rather inevitable that i would slightly feel kind of dissapointed that i didnt get the best in class.
i just couldnt handle their smartness ah..haha

but results are results..
and i cant cahnge anything.
aniwae mr wee had always told me b4 o lvls.
pressure urself to do ur best.
but dont pressure urself to be the best.
cos the unnecessary pressure could adversely affect my health.

and my father had told me..
it's no use feeling miserable after getting my results.
cos its not going to cahnge anything.

well my results had really made me want to work harder this year..

oh no!
my home would so packed today!
omg..
my relatives would be coming over to our house to have a "feast".

but looking on the bright side,
i could be my mother's food critic.
she is now cooking black pepper crab and seafood tom yam...
and shit, i cant even criticize her cooking..
i'm kind of feel proud having a mother that cooks very well.
nice choice of wife, father!
LOL

ok looks like she's transferring the tom yam soup into another container!!
and she scores!!
wtv..
k now shes cooking meat..
i don't know the name of the dish..

another trip to a poly today..
nanyang poly
and we got a stupid calculator...
not as nice as SP's flashlight..haha

we went there in foursome,
me ,lut, asraf and hafiz....
super noisy sia we all...
super lots of jokes...

and a student there got a sarcastic remark from me..
she tot me, lut and fiz are not enrolling in tertiary ed..
cos she tot we were still below 16 or wat...
so i said to her "Are we that short?"
LOL

and i saw my primary school friend...Darina
at first i didnt even notice her...
to be more specific,
she chubbier..and ahem...cute?
haha.
and now i'm happy i found her in friendster.
ok done here!
next week NP's turn.!

it was quite fun just now at Singapore Poly.
Sadly Asraf didnt folo us...
so its like the moment me and lutfi stepped into the poly,
we were like "err where to now?"
lol
then suddenli this student came to us and said.
"u guys finished o lvls?
duh obviously.
"ok then take this survey"
STUPID.
and their survey was like comprehension leh!
Qn 1: what do you find informative about the newspaper "Be informed" delivered to you?
o-m-g.
i hate that type of qns!
but their goodie bag is super nice...
i mean not the bag but the flashlight inside..
super stylish sia!!
The Robotic Flashlight.
heres the vid.

my brother had a succesful spinal surgery..
btw those who dont noe,
he got a disc slip while training in Civil Defence Academy.

i was happy for him,
but at the same time, i felt so lazy to visit him at the hospital..
i cant take it when i have to stay in the hosp from morning to nite..
lucky today my parents let me off..
but dam,
tml i have to go.
haiz!!!