Another happy and surprising day for me indeed!

:D.

i got 96 for my PEEE and also the highest in class.

its pretty big deal for me 'cos its my first time!

then for Maths i got 98.

happy happy.

tomorrow will be New Year's Eve.

i'm now wondering what will happen in 2009..

would bad overpower good?

or vice versa?

hmmm.

i hope 2009 to be a really good year for me.

AND AND!

the year 2009 would be the year that I will be officially an Aerospace student.

i'm soooo excited.

well that's if i pass my first year..

heh.

Excuse of the day:

Nigel: Eh you really a lot of careless mistakes in your paper leh. 2more marks u full marks already sia.

Me: Ya lor i always like that one, careless.

Nigel: You don't want to get 100 ah?

Me: Aiya i get 100 oso cannot win Hui Yin, must get 101 then can.

-_-.

hey its been a long time since i typed that emoticon!

i am a VERY happy guy today.

first of all, i'm definitely very happy with my DE results,

mainly due to the fact that it is a tough paper - as agreed by the lecturer.

i'm so lucky to get 83 heh.

happy happy.

moreover my class broke the history of Digital Electronics in Singapore Polytehnic.

zero failures.

and again its a tough paper!

you guys super smart lah!

you guys rock!

we made history!

hahaha.

whatever. 

then when i reached home,

the new Starhub goodies had arrived!

i'm so happy.

i watch tv the whole day hahahah.

we are now using the Hubstation so i can now record House that kind of series.

yay!

i watch Australian's Next Top Model from the start to the end.

lol never had i done it before.

one of the models, I think her name is Demenza.

gosh shes so damn gorgeous but her attitude seriously sucks.

haha.

like hmm-Lutfi-you-know-who-but-now-not-anymore eh?

hahahaha.

and i defenitely appreciate the new internet speed.

3.4mbps is already enough for me,

but the upgrade is definitely welcomed.

DUH!

tomorrow would be likely results for PEEE and Maths.

hope the class would break another record hehe.

i hope to not only improve but do really well in the subjects.

the one subject that is definitely scaring the shit out of me is Structure Programming.

haiz.

oh man!

starting school tomorrow.

haiz.

still in holiday mood damn it.

eh wait.

ok fine i'm not actually, i'm anticipating school.

the thing that kind of freak me out is actually the exam results that i will be getting.

i'm damn scared to say the least.

and just now, my family had an end of year celebration.

omg it was damn fun lah!

read the Ya-siin 3 times before Asar and 3 more after Maghrib.

ass.

obviously i already know who influence my dad into doing this kind of things.

i don't why but i don't seem to have any problems liking my other religious teachers.

but this particular one(eh two), i just dislike them.

i don't mind my dad doing the long hours of prayers cos i'm pretty immune to it already,

but the heck? 

6 times reciting the same thing over and over again?

gosh.

ironically the two religous teachers SOMETIMES made me dislike Islam.

NOTE!

SOMETIMES!

i definitely have nothing against Islam.

i'm ok with the religion i'm putting me trust with.

but this father and son,

GOSH!

i don't know what to say.

i'm so damn pissed.

yay!

great.

my father actually upgraded the internet to a speed more than 3x faster.

my need for speed. :)

also changing the channels.

dump the useless use channels and take other more interesting ones.

and lastly we are gonna use Starhub home line.

yeah its a package ah actually.

but their service really sucks.

the only served 4 people in 1 1/2 hours.

wat the hell man?

then there's this malay family taking their own sweet time (more than 1 hour damn it) suscribing to something(i think a new mobile phone line).

ass.
i only took 10 minutes to sign up for a line at M1.

but luckily there was Best Denki there so i went up to the second level and went inside.

i was like so monkey-ish seeing all the cameras.

hahahahaha.

i went to look for the models i shortlisted.

nope doesn't involve DSLRs.

not the time yet.

i had a really great time trying them out..

especially the full manual mode where you had to personally adjust almost everything.

but some salesperson just love to spoil my mood.

the fujifilm camera i shortlisted was apparently going to have its production stopped so the piece there was basically the last one.

then the guy keep on pestering me to buy it with the reason that it will not be available anymore.

he sounded like Hafiz when he wanted me to buy a guitar.

lol hehe. jkjk.

i felt like being rude to the guy considering how long i waited at the Starhub centre(a.k.a release my frustration at other people),

but didn't do it cos not only he let me try the cameras out,

but he went to the trouble of changing the batteries of the cameras just for me.

haha.

the funny thing was that i selected the full manual mode instead of using the auto mode he selected for me,

and he was like "eh u noe how to use full manual is it? the furthest i know is just aperture priority and shutter priority control".

maybe he is a part timer worker at the Best Denki store cos usually the rest of the workers would be professional photographers.

and i don't wanna be rude to a part timer hahahahha.

so by the time i went back to the starhub centre my dad was done,

(he was done, but not the other malay family..wth were they doing? buying the whole starhub company?)

we went to my elder cousin's working place to have lunch.

he's the one who would be getting married by 2010,

but having his tunang(what eh in english?) event this coming February.

its pretty interesting to listen to people talk about marriage preparations that kind of things.

i don't know why but now i felt closer to him.

haha in the past i hated him because he was a devil/rebel and anything related to that.

haha.

people do change.

like me ah!

i was quiet ok.

and guess what, if there are no other obstacles i might face,

i will be the wedding's official photographer!

yay!

i got thumbs up from my dad.

hehe maybe cos of all the holiday photos i took?

lol.

but holiday photos and wedding phots are soooooo different.

i'm going to start reading up on these wedding photo shoots by May next year.

i might need to set up a mini studio in my bedroom,

two lights from IKEA, two cheap2 umbrellas with white colour on the underside and white acetate papers and stands.

that would be enough.

anyone wants to go for a photoshoot?

hehe.

talking about lights,

at home there's this camping light which cannot be used anymore.

so being the typical me,

i "dissected" it.

the composition of the circuit board is amazing,

huge capacitors, two transformers.

yeah i know there are transformers, i risked electrocuting myself actually.

but with my trusty multimeter,

i'm still alive!

:D

a lot of wires.

oh btw the black box thingy is the battery.

so damn BIG.

oh and at the leftmost side is my personal multimeter!

i love you lah my multimeter.

:p

btw to those who noe how to use the multimeter,

i know i put the black wire at the wrong terminal heh.

i was like how come my multimeter not working!

hahaha.

Alright here as promised,

some screenshots of the movie, REC.

Warning: Some scenes might be disturbing.

its basically a movie about a very contagious infection in the building.

everyone was sealed in so as to prevent the virus from spreading.

at last everyone in the building were killed.

what i like about this movie is that its very original.

this is the first movie the view from a cameraman had been used to film the whole movie.

Damn cool ah thier ideas!

This was when the news reporter was at the fire station. Must she sit and make a face like that? So adorable, so cute. If only there are girls I know who look like her. hehe.

During the "rescue".

The cameraman idiot go and switch on the lights haha. See the old lady? omg sooo scary. During the time the rescuers weren't aware that she had been infected.

this screenshot is funny. it looks like as if the old lady is kissing the policeman. haha.

The scene when the old lady was shot. Damn scary. Imagine some grandmother attacking you like a lion. *Shivers*

Trapped and quarantined in the building. Without any reason whatsoever.

Another zombie attack.

An infected young girl.

Gosh her face. So damn scary. And also after this scene, the policeman was attacked. I would say its the scariest among all the attacks in this movie. Very bloody and gory.

The final one to die. Haiz. Why must she die!!! D:

well that's all for today.

i hope to go cycling again tomorrow.

:D

yeah!

i love the cycling trip just now.

it was so damn fun,

though some parts of the journey were rather painstaking.

super steep uphill slopes that sort of things.

but after turning around, it was so fast paced.

at one steep sloped i refrained from braking at all.

by the time i reached level road, all i could see was blur.

it was that fast.

exhilarating!

then we also went to this mountain bike trail cos we were using mountain bikes anyway.

it was so difficult and tiring.

the big rocks and unstable ground makes it very tough.

the moment i speed up, there will be a stupid big road in my way,

so before i had time to brake the tires will hit the rocks and i will be sort of flying with the bike.

haha.

i was lucky to be able to control my balance during the jumps if not i would surely had fell.

and the surface are rocky mind you.

by the time we turned around and arrived at the concrete roads,

my butt and the other part was in pain.

well actually untill now the pain exist.

hah.

looking forward to next mountain biking!

oh and after the biking,

the moment i reached home then shower everything,

i watch REC.

wtf it was so damn scary.

its the first time this kind of movies frightened me like that.

it was damn scary.

there's this point of time, a zombie pounced at the cameramen,

the heck i yelped.

haha.

i was caught offguard.

oh btw REC is the Spanish version of Quarantine.

eh no no.

Quarantine is the English version of REC.

cos REC came out earlier and Quarantine copies it.

just like Juon(Japanese? created) and The Grudge(English copied and modified). 

oh and also the main actress of REC a.k.a the reporter was damn gorgeous. haha.

pity she was killed in the movie.

the last to survive.

after that i tried watching Quarantine.

wth it isn't as nice as REC.

its not scary at all.

and the reporter not pretty.

HAHA.

the movie reminds me of Resident Evil.

screenshots of the movie will be shown at my blog tomorrow.

and i think its because of the multiple times the movie shocked me,

i'm running a minor fever.

haha i was THAT shocked.

lol.

omg my brother is on ADO duty!

oh man i'm going to be alone tonight it seems.

i need a shotgun under my pillow!

eyes fixed on a Sony DSC-H50.

:D.

no DSLR for me please!

still noob.

heh.

i tried out the PS3 at Paragon.

omg the graphics is so stunning!

but then i'm the kind of person not that into console games,

so i'm only amazed by the graphics.

and i don't know why,

but it seems like as if i was invisible.

everyone keeps on bumping into me.

am i that small and skinny?

but i do like some bumps(oh wth? hehe),

and also loathe the others.

school starts in less than a week's time,

so i'm thinking of revising my work.

starting from tomorrow.

I HOPE.

heh please give me the motivation i need Allah.

rehearsal for tomorrow:

ayah, aman nk gi exercise ah..(makes a stone face)

(whispers to self)exercise meaning cycling! hehe. 

I've resisted contacting you for reasons I know you continue to appreciate. 

But, to be honest, some unexpected dimensions of my new life are eating away at any resolve I have left.

I'm lonely, uncertain of my ability to live like this.

haiz.

but well,

today was definitely a great day cos I threw a vulgar word at a stranger.

the MALAY guy was acting cool crossing the road when the man was still red.

and its a damn bloody busy junction.

so when the green light went on, i walked till i'm near him,

then i looked at him then i said kanina.

haha it was damn fun.

i wish i could do it more often.

cos i'm bored.

and lonely.

OFF TO PARAGON TOMORROW!

oh my god i'm so relieved i'm home now.

being in Malaysia the WHOLE DAY makes me sick.

but its once a year "reunion" so i didn't mind lah actually.

the food was good so my experience of a whole day in Malaysia not including hotel stay is pretty good.

but i don't really like the new Malaysian Customs.

the planning of the routes kinda sucks.

its so long winded and squeezy.

but at least i really like the fact that at least now the workers there have a more comfortable place to work at.

and i think its because they wanna signify a Malay country,

the immigration checkpoint are mostly painted in green.

and yeah the high walls and winding roads makes the checkpoint look like a fortress instead.

and the whole family were so pissed with the GIANT hypermarket.

they said they couldn't accept credit cards at that moment because the card system is down.

and they even dare to say that 3 days have gone by without any success of putting the system back up.

wth man?

we ended up leaving our trolley full of necessities behind because most were paid by credit card.

so we went to Kotaraya.

gosh another stupid supermarket,

not enough trolleys.

but nevertheless we somehow managed to grab a trolley so yeah we ended up buying necessities there.

then off we went to our main intention of going Malaysia!

a family "reunion"!

my mother's twin's family and my sister's family came.

it was fun and kecoh.

haha.

as usual lah.

the Maleks family what!

and omg i never imagined to see a lot of beautiful girls there!

(i wouldn't say hot chicks because i find it pretty rude. respect the other sex yeah!)

the food was amazing too!

even the environment there is really suitable for the theme.

we only finished around 9.30 pm.

then suddenly my dad wanted to go through Tuas checkpoint due the fact that he didn't want to face the same 2 hour jam he experienced a few weeks back.

its a very long journey back to the place i call home.

but i find it worth it.

i'm was beyond words on how beautiful the Tuas checkpoint area is.

my hands were so itchy wanting to take photos but can't because its against the law.

its a really beautiful place.

i know it sounds stupid but it might be one of the places where you can bring your partner to find peace and tranquility.

umm nah!

don't believe me i didn't experience any relationship before so yeap no experience.

heh.

oh ya!

Question of the day: Ni Tom Yam ke Asam Pedas?

haha but nevertheless it was damn nice. only that its a bit too red for a typical Tom Yam look. 

Below are few pictures taken during the time we were there.

i was like so enjoying my sweet corn in a cup then suddenly found out that my brother took a picture of me. APE DAH!

I never did expect this picture to turn out really nice cos my phone camera is only 2.0 MP with NO flash. Nor being able to control the shutter speed. I NEED A BLODDY CAMERA.

The interior of the seafood restaurant. Some people may not like the seafood but the environment is definitely catchy. GO VISIT IT! Singgah Selalu near Danga Bay, Johor Bahru.

What the hell was I looking at? My fingers? Oh btw, that is the youngest model in the world.

HAHA! Rock flows in the blood! :D

The theme of this picture is actually about sulking. But it kinda distract the main theme because of how horribly skinny i look.

My sister's little brat. The future supermodel. YEAH RITE! HAHA.

I really loved the journey back home via Tuas. We had to go through this highway where it was pitchblack. Everyone was asleep except for me and my dad(DUH!). I just really love pitchblack places and i will really stay awake just to enjoy the picthblackness(huh? such word?) no matter how sleepy i am. that's why some people are afraid to sleep in my room. Cos I made sure I'll darken my room till I can't even see myself. Nope I'm not a vampire.

Alright toodles!

I'm so sleepy!

did i just said toodles?

EWWWW.

i'll be making my own DeviantArt page soon so yay!

promise nice new shoots!

aww so sad!

haha my dad got his bonus cut from 3 months to 1 1/2 months.

all due to the recession.

heh.

kesian.

i'm going to be at Malaysia tomorrow for the whole day.

i don't really think it would be so fun heh.

but i surely would be happy when night arrives.

we are going to have seafood!

our family, my sister's family and my mother's twin's family!

YAY!

great reunion.

and now i'm obsessed with pictures.

i know,

my neverending interests in A LOT OF THINGS.

i read websites on how to take nice photos and realised i'm pretty natural.

HAHA!

for example, making sure the subject isnt at the dead centre of the camera.

then flash should be used even in high lighting!

yay!

haha.

and as i wrote this post,

my sister and I were talking about careers.

it was definitely motivating with her advice and everything.

now i know what responsibility really is about.

i think i better get to sleep now.

oh my its nearing 1 am.

went to the cinema with some people,

well it was a great get together!

uhuh obviously.

:D

ok now i really don't know what to do for the rest of the holidays.

and i actually though,

hey!

why not make purely my own blogskin?!

and i am gonna make sure its about photography and clothes.

haha.

so untypical of me eh?

interests that i hadn't talked about at all.

ok maybe i just started a frenzy over clothes.

but for photography,

i had been in love with it for an uber long time.
the only thing that stops me is the absence of a camera.

i am SO not gonna use my pathetic phone camera for photgraphy.

hehe bro can i borrow your phone..

hee.

i like taking super long shots, angled shoot and super close up.

which means i need a DSLR(because i can't interchange lenses in normal cameras).

and some tele lens and wide angled lens.

FINE I'M EXAGGERATING!

i think there are macros and tele functions in current cameras.

ah nvm.

let me think about it later.

gosh.

thats why i cant take it up as a hobby.

so expensive.

:(

oh yeah i was really satisfied(i know i'm an ass) on how frustrated my mum was with my dad when she recited the holy book in front of him.

hah now you know how i felt eh?

muhaha now he cannot do that to me anymore!

muhahahahahah.

erm what was i talking about?

so as usual i won't have time to blog on Tuesday.

so since today there's nothing to talk about.

well lets talk about yesterday outing with the guys AFTER A LONG TIME.

ok lah not their fault.

i'm the one who is lazy to go out.

went to standard value because his uncle wants to do guitar modding.

i was so impressed by the luthier.

he did the wiring as if its just nothing.

it was the first time i watched someone do his work so intently.

and i made sure i don't need to decrease more of lifespan.

i kept away when he was soldering.

haha.

and also it was surprising that a luthiering involves a lot of concept that i learnt in PEEE.

cool ah!

oh also got this guy he kena cheated.

he got a 99% fake epiphone guitar from some seller from some popular music forum that i often go to.

it was sad.

the guitar is supposed to be made of mahogany wood but instead alder was used.

then the tuning pegs arent the usual ones used in Epiphones.

then it has no shielding.

THEN the serial number very fishy.

pity him.

and he did a mistake of replacing his passive pickups with active pickups.

no shielding + coil tap push-pull potentiometers + active pickups = noise MAYHEM which Bush wouldn't been able to avoid.

after went to Lot 1 to do some program transferring and to eat.

and so we got our quote of the day: Being rich is nothing when you can even find the ATM.

:D

btw,

lutfi wore this weird looking beret with a shirt.

imagine a golfer.

yup exactly like that.

really look like pakcik-pakcik.

haha sorry.

i know you're into RNB,

but i've never seen anyone into RNB wearing like that.

i know i suck at fashion.

but the combination is kinda weird.

nvm don't bother me, i have bad taste in fashion.

just now had a super long chat with lots of CAPITAL LETTER with an ex-classmate of mine, Zakiah.

What my ex-classmate think of me. :D

wateva zakiah.

:p

oh oh just now i overheard my dad asking my mum.

Dad: How come nowadays Rahman don't seem to want to talk to me?

Mum: How I know, he's been talking to me like usual.

Dad: THAT IS THE PROBLEM.

Mum: Well you go ask him youreself.

omg Mum don't tell him to talk to me about this things!

its just i just couldn't connect to him.

i just can't.

we will end up arguing and because of my super loud voice he will think that i'm rude.

and i don't want to make him angry anymore.

that's why i won't talk to him.

period.

ok?

these few days had been so cold!

i didn't even switch on the ceiling fans but yet they were still spinning.

wind powered fans.

lol.

my sister's son had the slap of the year 2008 from me.

i was so damn pissed with him.

especially with how he behaved within the few days back with his parents.

then i think he feels that we won't punish him even after his parents aren't there,

he continued with his stubborn head.

what a mistake.

yeah as i was saying,

so damned pissed with him,

i told him to stop running around and making so much noise but he stuck his tongue out at me.

and omg i didn't know i had that much rage.

i pulled his shirt bringing him towards me and i gave him a major slap.

his face got this red impression of my hand.

after that he sat on the sofa and didn't move for a pretty long time.

i think he was shocked heh.

actually after that i cant believe i did it and felt pretty sympathetic for him.

so i went to sit beside him and soothe him.

gosh the impulse things i do at times.

i'm the kind of person who just cannot tolerate nonsense.

i don't care if its  a 3 year old or someone older than me.

of cos i won't go beating up someone older.

i'll just shout or wat.

but so far i hadn't had a chance to do just that.

gosh mengirap darah aku lol.

EDIT: I realised its December. No wonder its so cold. lol.

alright so as promised the korban pictures.

don't worry though,

no gory pictures will be shown for sensitive reasons.

oh btw seeing the slaughter is like a soldier killing another enemy after having his first kill.

i don't feel frightened of the gushing blood as compared to the first slaughter.

but seeing the slaughter is way different from doing the slaughter.

i wonder how the old man did his work.

scary.

oh btw i think its because of the recession(lol), the price of 1 cow shoots from 1900 bucks to 2400 bucks.

but then its better to feed the poor than keep the money to ourselves rite?

ok lets halt and show the pictures! 

LOL! what a mistake! i wonder why am i so excited about the 2009...its supposed to be 2008!

the gigantic and fierce cow...it nearly kicked me as i recorded the footage

the smell-and-kick-my-ass pose. :p

from this moment, for one day, i avoided being near to my fathers hand. lol. he was actually massaging the cow so as to relieve it from stress.

i saw on youtube some people showing their korban video.

i personally think they shouldn't show this kind of videos because it is insulting to other religions.

btw people who thinks this is cruel,

well at first i also though of this as being cruel but as i grow older i realised the better things abt this sacrifice.

and this way of killing the cow is the fastest so as to make sure it dies fast and suffer minimal pain.

btw the car video i showed last few days.

notice the rope at the boot?

yeah it was the exact same rope they used to hold down the cow.

luckily my hand didn't smell.

haha.

omg i can't believe my dad forced me to get a haircut..

haiz so long to the three new hairstyles i figured out during the Hari Raya Haji trip..

haiz.

but nevertheless, i think i look fresher with shorter hair..

the long hair i previously had kept on covering my eyes and it gets pretty irritating sometimes.

oh well maybe its ok to have a haircut after all.

moreover i still have to cut it when i apply for relief teaching.

oh yeah.

talking about being irritated.

the moon irritated my eyes the moment i woke up around 6.15am.

i was like rubbing my eyes cos its itchy then suddenly when i removed my hand,

i was blinded by the moonlight.

it was right in front of my room's window and it was damn bright.

its also because since my bro slepover at my bedroom,

we slept perpendicular to the window, thats why i woke up facing the moon.

it was terrible.

imagine when waking up in a dark room then suddenly someone switches on the light.

yup its like that, only worse.

i did take a picture of the moon.

see what i mean?

aiyoooo.

ok i'm done complaining.

but the moon was beautiful though.

and uhuh this post is all about the MOON.

EDIT: Screenshots from the korban video will be out tomorrow. 

The gory parts won't be shown. :D

Quote of the day: Ok ah Hafiz become the rocker, I will be the stoner, you will the pebbler ok? Then we will be called the rockband! (Asraf in MSN conversation with me)

wow!

including this post, the total number of posts i had written equates to one post written each day for a year!

365 posts!

woot!

happy birthday/deathday/anniversary etc my blog!

and i got a rather pleasant surprise today..

i just realised that school reopens on the 29th dec instead of my previous thought of it opening around january..

i was so damn happy to hear that.

oh yeah i need to remind myself to renew my relief teaching permit(?).

i'm planning to do relief during the march holds.

IF the secondary sch people havent started their holds.

if not alamak can die.

oh wait i think i will be able to relief.

my holds starts from 28 February to 19 April 2009.

cool at least i won't be that bored.

and i need to get prepared.

i need to buy collar shirt alamak.

chong lin told me zhenghua only allow t shirts on fridays.

well actually i don't mind.

my taste for clothes had changed and i prefer wearing collar shirts now.

i'm going shopping with my bro for the shirts!

i saw this black one i like it so much i think that will be the first thing i'll take a look at.

yeah i love black don't you know.

one day i wanna go to school with white shoes, black shirt, black jeans and my bro's gray/black sling bag.

maybe the fedora too!

:D

i'm currently terribly bored.

to the fact that I accepted Asraf's plead of playing Rappelz with him.

HAHA!

i was that bored.

and now I have this crazy idea of adjusting my body clock and become a nocturnal.

yeah i'm coming up with stupid ideas this few days.

wats affecting me?

nah i think i just wanna "experience" night life.

erm literally.

i had been awake through the night before.

i remembered the times i silently went out of the house and walked around BPP and and stood by the lake trying to take the night in.

it was definitely fun but risky.

but well i had to stop it because i got more mature(OMG seriously?) and know about the danger i might fall into when i go out alone at night(or is it morning?).

so yeah i stopped it a few months ago.

oh please don't tell this to my parents.

they would kill me.

sometimes i wish i can convince my brother to go out with me in the night.

hmm.

when should i start being nocturnal?

tomorrow?

hmm lets sleep from 7 am to 3 pm.

will it affect me badly?

lets experiment.

mythbusting time!

:D

oh yeah i found something.

remember the time i talked about my personality?

the one i said my main personality is a Sanguine and secondary one is a Choleric?

yup i found the notes HY gave me.

so here they are!

omg i took so long to post it.

aiyoo.

they are pretty accurate.

though some points arent that accurate.

oh btw i will not state the weaknesses because i wouldnt want people who read this post to know my weaknesses and use it to my disadvantage.

just like how i will scowl at people who call my full name cos i don't want everybody to know me.

in the sense don't freaking call me Abdul Rahman or Rahman in public.

call me Man or something like that.

like how Lutfi, Hafiz and Asraf call me in public.

i wonder when people will call me hassig.

:P

My main personality type.

Sparky Sanguine

• Impressing. Excels at public speaking.(don't really think so, am i that impressive?)
  
• Friendly(yup!:D)
  
• Interested in people. Genuine love for people.(yup, i have this affectionate skill, seriously)
  
• Impulsive(whats that?)
  
• Involving others(huh involve others?)
  
• Instinctive(sometimes i don't trust my instincts)
  
• Initiating(i do initiate laughter!)
  
• Inspiration in new plans and projects(have not experienced any sort)
  
• Expressive(maybe? i believe in the importance of body language..CEH!)
  
• Socially-oriented(too true to be false)
  
• Fun loving(uhuh! anyone wanna go the fall out boys concert? tickets at $50!)
  
• Superficial(huh? superstitious?)
  
• Never seems to lose his childlike curiosity(OH MY BARNACLES! this is so true.)
  
• Easily forgets about the past(no i don't! i still remember my PSLE index number! 41631A!)
  
• Seldom frustrated or fearful in future difficulties(true!)
  
• Optimistic(quite)
  
• Boundless enthusiasm(depends on whether i like it or not)
  
• Tender, compassionate heart(too true. refer to 3rd pt)
  
• Able to share emotional experiences(i think i did this a couple of times)
  

My secondary personality type

Rocky Choleric

• Influencing(no comments heh)
  
• Determined. Adversity doesn’t discourage him.(nah i get discouraged easily)
  
• Daring. Loves challenges.(depends)
  
• Decisive(quite true)
  
• Doing. Happiest when engaged in some worthwhile project(yup indeed true)
  
• Demands changes(nope)
  
• Delegating(huh? u talking german?)
  
• Dynamic(is it related to aerospace aerodynamics?)
  
• Confident(depends on the crowd or individual i'm dealing with)
  
• Ambitious(hah! true lol)
  
• High accomplishment(nt too sure abt this though i'm happy with my current results)
  
• Practical(i do think about the chance of something being accomplished)
  
• Keen mind for organization(nope! should see how "tidy" my table is)
  
• Domineering. Strong leadership tendencies.(nt sure)
  
• Quick and bold in emergencies(i think i will faint seeing a tiger mauling)
  
• Readily accept leadership(i had been leader for a couple of project both in sec sch and poly)
  
• Strong workaholic tendencies(quite true, but also depends on the type of work)
  
• Optimistic(same as the Sanguine's optimistic)
  

below happens with the main personality coincides with the secondary personality.

SanChlor

• strongest extrovert(though i don't go jumping around in public saying hello to people)
  
• people oriented, enthusiastic type, salesman type(true but i don't intend to be a salesmen)
• customarily talks too much (heh so true)
• highly opinionated(yup but if other people have better opinions i'll drop mine)
• expresses loudly before knowing all the facts (no i don't do this kind of things! did i?)
• becomes obnoxious if he feels threatened or insecure(erm...i do feel like killing some people if i can)
• tends to justify his actions(in the sense i need to go to the arctic region cos recession there isn't bad?)

so there you go!

my personality!

though i'm pretty shaken by the fact of how childish i will still be when i'm in the adult stage.

scary things.

oh i knew i had said so many times i wanna go low profile.

but after reading the notes,

i realised it is kind of impossible.

heh.

good.

i convinced myself to be lazy to post about my trip to Melaka.

now i don't need to be prying out memories and stating it here.

so bye bye everything.

i'm so nt gonna blog about the trip.

yeah!

though i want to post the video of the car stuck in a gravel laden soft soil.

its pretty exciting to see something new and never before seen live.

The video of the car being pulled.

it was damn cool.

my uncle's merc can actually pull an mpv!

ok i'm done with this post.

yep my lazy days are here.

so don't expect me to help out with things or anything like that.

i bet i can sleep the whole day if i want to.

the new bed is more comfortable so yeah i'll be happy to lie or sit there the whole day.

with the laptop on my lap.

eh suddenly i realised why people call notebooks laptops.

wow.

did i mention i ate A LOT at Melaka?

maybe its because of the mozzies feeding on my blood the moment i step into houses.

aiyoo why am i always the first to get bitten?

making it worse i attract damn freakingly a lots of mosquitoes.

i bet if they weere bees i would be dead now. 

erm wait mozzies? food?

how are they related.

don't ask me, don't really know the answer.

maybe i just wanna brag complain on how mean mozzies are to me.

oh wtv.

i wanna go to sleep now.

i'm tired.

in the sense DEAD tired.

wat time should i wake up tml?

alright i'm so relieved i'm back in SG,

and of cos on my bed.

i have to admit the hotel's bed is more comfortable but well nothing can be compared to your own room rite?

i'm pretty dead and exhausted right now so i'll just blog about the middle parts of the trip tomorrow since i bet tomorrow would be pretty boring..

considering how tired i am now.

so basically i'll just talk abou the trip to and from Melaka.

as always loud music is a norm at the highway to keep my dad hyped up.

yeah if anyone wants to know how it feels like to be in our family car,

watch this video.

come on dad!

why didn't you headbang like the other time?!

aiyoo.

i'm pretty surprised my mum doesn't mind the rock music.

and it is very well the first time i would take off my earphones just to listen to the music my dad loves.

in the past was rock n roll..

now its alternative,punk rock etc.

haha anyway my dad uses manual thats why his left hand keeps moving and shifting.

the immigration was damn packed.

i bet he was tired of clutching and shifting all the way.

after 1 hour of driving at last we arrived at the hotel..

so just unpacked things and i slept all the way.

that tired i was.

so the middle part will be left out for tomorrow.

whooosh to the ending.

we stopped at Larkin to have our lunch.

then my bro and i bought two almost matching Volcom sweaters.

alamak we like girls like that aiyoo.

we couldn't get the same colour so i got red and he got black.

it won't matter because we would exchange and exchange.

yup the things we both do.

does other siblings do that?

after that was really troublesome.

we were stuck in a 2 hour immigration jam.

it was horrible.

so i slept all the way till the Singapore Customs.

my father obviously had post-highway blues.
he forgots about the speed limit at the Singapore expressway so he brought the car up at 140km/h.

then he was like asking us why suddenly he felt that the other cars were slow.

then he saw the speedometer and started panicking.

haha.

manual cars take a longer time to decelerate.

you can brake but doing it at high speeds will caused tyre slip.

so he had to depress the clutch and disengage the gear.

pretty fun riding on clutch actually.

as if there is a difference rahman.

...

oh man i don't really know what to write in this post.

the three days non blogging days blocked out my silly ideas.

haiz.

hmm how should i start today?

ok maybe i'll start by cursing.

kanina.

my father was sounded again to work at Dubai.

the hell man.

the higher authority people don't have heart ah?

aiyooo.

i don't really mind him working there.

but it would definitely be difficult for my mum.

gosh.

alright now lets move to the topic about myself.

lol?

i got to see my secondary school report book just now.

omg i can't believe i look like that in the past.

HAHA!

no wonder some people hates me.

:D

i'm pretty tempted to post the picture up but well,

i don't want to further lower my dignity with the photo because i'm gonna lose some dignity anyway when i start about the next thing.

my history of a maths.

coolest of the coolest man yeah!

haha!

it was hilarious seeing how much i "improved".

i think everyone should be aware now of how un-talented i am in maths.

so yeah the marks i get for a maths kinda describe me heh.

ok so lets get to the announcing the marks.

first exam: 25/100

WOOOT!

second: 37/100

omg i improved.

third: 44/100

hell yeah i've improved a lot.

hah.

fourth: 56/100

finally i passed!

and finally for the climax.

o levels: dunno exact marks actually; but yeah i got a b3.

for someone who is a retard in maths,

what a fucking accomplishment!

i'm glad i didnt drop the subject.

phew. 

maybe mdm tan knew this would happen.

thats why she told me nt to drop.

thnx ma'am!

anyway i wouldn't drop it too even if she doesn't encourage me.

i need a maths for engineering anyway.

alright i'm off now.

gonna sleep early.

tomorrow need to wake up very early.

i'll be out of Singapore till Tuesday.

till then, take care!

oh freaking shit.

its been only a day and i'm already fucking bored.

wth should i do!

i had been watching movies all day.

and counted the number of times i cursed when i reached the ever so shitty short time limit for watching in megavideo.

screw you stupid host.

ass.

ok i might sound angry,

but i'm not.

i'm just slightly frustrated about boredom.

i just can't wait for 14 dec cos i'm gonna get my money and gonna go shop for things.

with who?

i dun freaking know.

hafiz is very busy nowadays so i can't afford to bother him.

asraf had no holds so of course don't need to ask thats that.

haiz.

well i guess i'll just go by myself..

plug a earpiece into my ear or wat.

yes i love my earpiece cos it just shut me out from the rest of the world.

so its between me and music only.

and i'm contented with that.

ok so back to point.

sometimes its really better to have a girlfriend or wat.

ok here i go again.

as always,

wateva.

i wanna go penin i think!

also wanna try find my way to citymusic.

i saw the pitchblack guitar tuners selling at 70 bucks from the usually 140.

its so tempting.

oh well i think i'll buy things i NEED (to survive this holds).

so it will be the white converse shoes i saw at jurong point.

jeans from penin or topman or wateva shops i see.

new guitar picks cos they previous ones were lost when i lost my wallet.

a lower gauge set of strings for my guitar cos the current one are so damn finger hurters.

and optionally if i got enough money, guitar capos.

suddenly every song that i wanted to play require capos.

but heck i don't know what capos to buy.

alamak.

i sometimes hope Subversion IS my relative.

haha Hafiz you're a lucky dude!

sad that i got a father who forgot that he was a guitarist too.

aiyooo lead pulak tu.

wasted. 

and its unofficially holidays for me!

yeah!

i was pretty confident about the maths paper just now.

i wonder if i can get full marks hehe.

wtv.

hah.

it was great to see how excited Siva was after the paper.

he really can't wait to be back at home at Seremban eh.

if only i could tag along.

hah.

thinking about it,

i don't really know what i should do during the three weeks break.

i think i'll just brush up on my acoustic until calusses form on my fingers and make them as hard as stones!

and make sure i get painful hands till i can't write or solder when school reopens!

oh well i'm not into emo influence so i don't go hurting myself for the fun of it.

oh well sometimes i do heh.

but yeah i guess it would be guitar all the way.

i wish i could tag along with my parents to Melaka this Sunday.

well its kinda my fault too cos i didn't tell them earlier.

cos i thought of only following them when my bro follows.

we are close siblings after all.

gonna be Hari Raya Haji next week but it seems like its gonna be damn boring.

wait why am i saying this?

hadn't Hari Raya Haji been always boring?

oh well whatever then.

at least if i COULD follow my parents, i can have a bit of fun dunking in the swimming pool.

haiz.

well again its my fault not telling them earlier.

btw dad,

even though i had plenty of grudges against you,

after seeing being sick that sort of thing,

kinda made me worried ah.

well i think i should start dropping all the bad grudges and obey you like an ass.

i would surely jump down right now if you ask me too.

i would gladly do it.

i'm such a pest aren't i?

oh heck.

it had been great praying individually but seeing you sick makes me sick and somehow depressed too.

just get well soon ok?

One of the dialogues I had with mom:

Me: Mama can you buy me something at Melaka?

Mum: Oh man what is it?

Me: Toilet slippers please? Ours are tearing apart.

Mum: *Blank face*

Some of the stupid thing i DO say.

oh btw i watch this movie.

it was damn funny shit.

rated NC16 for mature content though.

there this two guys talking about sex during their work as baristas.

one was dark skinned and the other was white.

excuse me for the crude language.

Starts from somewhere(hah)

White: Look, i've known her since grade 1. And you don't go fucking someone you know from grade 1? 

Black: Excuse me? I've known my wife since kindergarten? And now she is the Queen of my world. And I had been jacking off her since then.

(A white customer steps into the scene to buy a coffee)

Customer: Excuse me I'll have a cup of coffee. Black.(in the sense black coffee)

Black: Can't you see we're talking? White?

that scene was hilarious.

it was so obvious the dark skinned guy was insulted.

ok i'm done here i wanna sleep early cos everybody are boring today.

no fun topics to talk about.

oh btw,

Aida what happened just now in the morning?

you left me confused!

hah.

do tag me, sms or offline message or send a fax or airmail whatever it takes to clear my thoughts aite?

i thought you fell asleep straight after you IMed me.

or did you?

:p 

ultimate luck today.

PEEE wasn't so bad after all.

BUT!

nevertheless its tricky!

yeap its tricky.

the super big numbers scared me though.

and question B1 reminds me of secondary school when you have to explain how circuits works that sort of things.

well that kinda shock me too.

after being trained to keep calcalating suddenly came out a question that "tests" on English.

so overall today i was in a rather good mood.

but i'm not gonna be caught unprepared for tml's maths.

i'm anticipating a tough paper.

maybe that's what our batch is for,

guinea pigs for tough exam papers.

moving on,

i don't really know whats happening to my laptop this days.

it kinda lags.

its nt at its usual.

i dunno why.

maybe its because i didn't use it often cos of the exams?

hey how ironic.

oh wtv.

i just want tml to pass by quickly and then HOLDS DUDE AND DUDETTES!

:D 

just when i tot yesterday paper was the only tough paper

i got another HORRENDOUS paper today.

wtf is wrong with our batch?

what had we done to SP to get all the tough papers?

notice that i used the word HORRENDOUS.

not horrible.

Mr Wee said,

if we want to emphasize on something,

we need to used bombastic words.

hell yeah.

if PEEE tml were to be fucking hard too,

err actually i wouldn't know how i would respond either.

maybe just keep quiet like just now.

seriously i'm still reeling from the shock.

why the hell are our papers much more difficult than the past year papers which i did?

oh wtv.

the thing is,

thursday would be the day i could just shake the trauma away.

gosh.

i get chills just thinking about the questions we got.

IN A FUCKING BAD WAY OF COURSE.

oh heck.

i'm so happy today.

it was a great start up for MST2.

the really thoughtful paper setters who wouldn't kill us.

i love you guys.

oh well, if somebody were to believe that the above paragraph is true, yeah rite!

fuck you paper setters!

go to hell!

thanks for making the month of December start like this.

shiit ass.

ok i let out my frustration already.

i'm okay now.

tomorrow will be DE.

i hope there won't be another string of curses coming from me anymore.

3 more papers dude!

you can do it!

though i'm getting lazy by the day.

aiyoo.

haha just now was pretty amazing.

its like zhenghua alumni rendezvous.

i met Adeline's friend,

then met Hafiz and Edward,

then at Macs, Hafiz and me met Jacqueline and Jovian.

how cool?

hah.