EDIT: well i find what i said pretty inappropiate, so i guess i'll just delete them
i don't really know what i was thinking yesterday.

well lets change topics and look on the bright side,
this week had been a wonderful week.
its wayyyyy better than last week.
i get so motivated by what the lecturer told me.
haha.

ooh ya i remembered to bring my phone just now so i managed to take a picture of the machine that freaked me out.
lol.
actually eveything in the labs are now HUGE.
do see the pictures below.

these are our lab mates during year 1. ok this maybe not the exact one because its all digital. everything in year 1 is analogue. we use these thing in year 2. Even the multimeter(in yellow) is bigger by 1/4 as compared to the ones we use in year 1. OH and the power supply can only supply 40V max. You will know why i mention this later.

alright! there u go! THE BLOODY MACHINE THAT FREAKED ME OUT. haha.ok lah its my best friend now. i love it more than my crush. err okay..haha just exaggerating. saw the 4 "windows"?. there are super huge motors inside them. and they ARE REALLY FAST. lol 5000RPM. the heck?! oh yeah now i'll mention abt the voltage. they stepped up the 24V to 240V. one zap and i'm dead. :) btw spot the black laptop to the left of the monster to know how big it actually is.

haha i forgot all the pain in my heart now when i view the things i'm working with.they are very well dear to me.i really love my course and i don't regret taking it.
especially when i'm studying in SP.rare pretty girls, but i don't care.

hmm first day of the 2nd week.
well ITS WAY BETTER.
haha.
microcontroller can actually be deemed hopeless.
lol.
looks like i have to study more own my own.

aircraft fundamentals was DAMN FUN.
haha.
i was freaked out my the humongous motor.
all the lecturers fault.
haha.
instead of starting from 0 volt then gradually increasing to 240v,
he immediately started it from 240V.
it started with such a force the whole workstation shook.
haha.
its so different from year 1.
for year 1, we have 240V being stepped down to get to 12V for us to use.
but now, its 24V, stepped up to 240V.
wth.
haha.
i think its time to buy a life insurance.
lol.
hmm from what I know we will be working from 0V-240V and 415V.
SCARY STUFF.
hope the workstation is grounded properly.
even the switch is a scary thing.
the sound it makes when switched on sounds exactly like a circuit breaker blowing.
haha.

this wednesday will be going to UniSIM for a glance of how aerospace degree works.
then on thursday i will be attending the briefing for private pilot license.
hmm i wish i can take up the license.
isn't it weird if i take aircraft theory tests before car BTT?
haha.
another paper i'm looking towards to is LAE.
its my license to be able to touch the internals of an airplane and repair it.
its really nervousness + excitement.

i'm so gonna be dead tomorrow because i will have to bring my laptop and 3 bloody books.
damn it.
tuedays sucks.
and i dunno but these few days,
i haven't been able to think straight.
hmm to be frank, i'm not in love with it.
bleah.
anyway i made a dunno-if-possible-or-not-promise to make my year 2 the most stressful year.
i am gonna do my best and if it requires me to slit my wrist i will do it.
LOL ceh.
haha.
ok my eyes pretty droopy actually i wanna go to sleep.
with love guys.

awww man.
the weekends end so fast.
haiz.
i seriously need a longer rest.
lol.
ok nvm i'll endure for the next 4 days.
there won't be school on friday!
:D

haha right now i totally dig Lily Allen.
lol isn't it weird suddenly i like pop?
haha ok maybe specifically british pop.
I LOVE HER ACCENT.
wanna try it tomorrow.
hope i can cheer people up with that accent.
lol.

well as promised,
i'll feature Asraf in my blog.
LOL.
hmm what can i say about you eh?
oooh he just got his guitar and now he's acting like a monkey who jsut gotten a ring.
lol.

well dude just wanna say again, you can't copy sounds from a song exactly unless you have the same exact equipment yah?
:P.
enjoy your instrument!

took my madrasah results from Shah just now.
well i have to say, i'm pleasantly surprised by the results.
but nevertheless after a few minutes, i kinda forget the results.
lol.
well unless i wanna be a religious teacher or what,
the results seemed pretty..well urm useless i guess.

anyway heard this new song by Lily Allen.
its called "Fuck you".
haha its a really nice song.
guess who she is dedicating it to.
click on the video and see the info to know the answer.
:D



i need to work hard if i were to get her.
and i'm willing to do it.
but would she give me the chance?
i wish and hope she would.

the first week of year 2 had came to an end.
its a week filled with emotions actually.
from boredom, to being pissed, then somehow sad then my hysterical laughter.
haha lol.

ok lah i would say this week wasn't that nice as what i experienced in first year.
its not more honeymoon for me.
work hard and smart i shall force in my head now.
well at least today wasn't that bad.

i started talking again.
hah.
i wish i could mention more of Mustafa's antics but hmmm maybe i shouldn't.
you know like errr it sounds wrong if i keep mentioning him.
haha.
what really wow-ed me today is how considerate lecturers are.
my servo tutorial lecturer actually changed our tutorial timeslot just so that i can go friday prayers without the need to rush.
he's so nice to me.
thanks Mr Peh.
wow my first tribute to a lecturer.
wait..
ok maybe second.
haha.

back at home,
my bro brought home his civil defence helmet.
and well...
being me.
i snatched it off his bag and started adjusting here and there to fit my head.
and wore it..until abt 5 minutes before i started this post.
when he saw me wearing it, he was like YA ALLAH.
haha.
that's how muslims say "OMG".
haha.
i started doing crazy things with it.
i started knocking my head into walls.
and of course some people would noe,
i took pictures of myself wearing it.
my favourite would be the "emo fireman".
haha.
its actually my display picture in MSN now.
lol.

And lutfi won't believe that my hair smells nice. LOL.
http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c346/rahman1991/1-3.jpg

lets hope next week won't be that horrible anymore.
AMIN.
:D
thanks Allah in advance.

i went to school pissed off.
so it means that i'm pissed the whole day in school.
ass.
some people really do know which buttons to press.

well at least today wasn't that bad.
practicals was fun.
we had microcontroller and servomech practical.

so basically for the whole semester we will be using this board.
its the most complex board i've ever worked with.
and its cool because i can use c++ to program it.
hehheh.
the downside is,
if i'm nt good at C++, i'm dead.
if i'm nt good at MCT, i'm dead..again.
so yeah i have to be good at both the module.
oh did i mention MCT is one of the core modules.
FUCKING SHIT.
LET'S PANIC.

i had even more fun during servo practical.
(but still have the pissed off feeling in my heart).
the lecturer was talking about the male-to-female connector.
then the guys were like woooooooo!
then the lecturer goes "pushing it in is easy".
the whole class roared into laughter.
then the lecturer went "you won't put it in the wrong direction or hole because its already so obvious".
more roars of laughter.
obviously the lecturer has a dirty mind himself.
ROFL.
the funniest comment was well obviously, Mustafa.
he said stick-in-the-ring. more laughter.
haha.
wth.
oh and that was the most hysterical laugh i did.
o.0.
scary stuff.
heh.

should i go to school pissed tomorrow?

today was kind of one of that bad days for me that everyone might have encountered.
i don't know why but somehow the starting of year 2 is pretty bad for me.
and i'm breaking down now.
i need help. seriously.

after two days of dressing up,
i dressed down today.
i wore all black.
not only that, but the hues are different.
my slim jeans was black with blue hue,
and my shirt was actually a brown hue.
i felt really like shit haha.
it does have a lot of consequences.

now i can't help but keep thinking about the impression i made on her.
i mean its like every time i met her, i was so warm towards her.
but just now suddenly its like i turned out cold and arrogant.
not even want to look at her.
my self esteem horrendously went to ground zero.

Well life sucks sometimes. Like now.

EDIT: It doesn't freaking help that I was freaked out by the sudden strong wind.
I thought a tornado was coming or what.
even worse when you know you are in a high rise building.

second of school.
haiz i wish i could say that it is as exciting as the second day of year 1.
but i....can't.
i can already feel the stress now actually.
well maybe its because i had been trying to change my lifestyle,
in the sense i will start my homework as soon as i reach home.
its pretty tiring especially with the fact that i'm not used to it.


well that aside.
at least i have a class that wouldn't make the day go much worse.
:P
i'm so honoured(in a way) to be in the class.
especially just now in the lecture theatre.
omg our class was the most kecoh.
haha.
Mustafa with his spontaneous jokes.
Lecturer: I have a lot of experience briefing military pilots and now it seems that I'm lecturing.
Mustafa: Sir! As long as you don't think this is Army instead of SP you will be ok.
hah.
ok as usual, words makes jokes boring.


i bet the day would go on longer without having people like them.
heh.
well talking about that,
even though i've been tasked to do it,
i feel so guilty of keep asking them for money to buy the notes.
haha.
imagine for a class, you have to pay 2 bucks for a lecture booklet.
then the next class, it would be 2 more bucks.
then when ordering the notes,
discovers that 1 of the module lecture notes is 2.80 instead of 2 bucks.
and ask for more money.
haiz really sorry guys.
didn't mean to trouble you guys.
thanks for understanding anyway.
i particularly liked Mustafa's sms reply.
haha lol.
"Can can. I transfer 80 cent to ur bank account uhh. Hahaa."
lol wth.


and now adding to more work i have to do,
i have to collect 80 lecture booklets for the class on Monday.
its not light mind you.
well time to ask for help then.
i know this is weird,
but i like the little slips of pink paper the lecturers gave me for ordering of the booklets.
and i call them pink slips.
haha.
those who play Need For Speed should get what I mean.
:DFrom left: Pinks slips of Audi R8, Nissan Skyline GT-R Vspec, Ford Mustang GT-R and Saleen S7. heh :D

well first day was quite a blast..
haha well sort of literally.
the lecture theatre was so cold.

it seems like all my lectures will be held at LTs.
well to be frank i prefer lectures to be in class like in year 1,
its so difficult to absorb in the theatre.

for microcontrollers,
we had this lecturer which I guess is from China.
the funny thing is that,
most of us were fully awake not because the lesson was interesting,
but actually its because of how he talks in English make us crack.
ahha damn funny he didn't get what we were laughing about.
aiyoo we all so bad.
but i'm really glad our class went up to year 2 together.
all the kecoh-ness had been preserved.

CRS was well..
don't wanna talk about it.
hehheh.
fun lah eh.
lol.

for maths, i always get distracted by the lecturers hair.
his hairstyle totally looks similar to einstein's.
haha.
pretty glad the day moved on pretty fast..
well at least for me.
heh.
though i'm pretty dissapointed with the new batch of year 1s.
LOL.

oh and in my opinion,
trying to be fashion forward is so tiring.
its only my first day and i'm already sick of it.
can somebody motivate me to continue with my quest to change my dressing sense?

in a blink of the eye,
its less than 8 hours before school starts.
i've got this tinge of excitement but overall felt just neutral about it.
haha i asked Jolene to come earlier so i can see the new freshmen(erm to be exact the girls).
LOL.
but she refused,
:( probably cos she wants to sleep longer.
haha.

it will be a full day.
8am - 5am.
hope it goes by very fast.
2 lectures with 1 in the lecture theatre, 2 tutorials and a practical.
hmmph.

on a side note,
i suddenly felt so different about going out these days.
i had been going in front of the mirror to check how i should wear clothes.
and for the first time ever, i bothered to check with my brother which sling bag is nicer with what i will be wearing.
i NEVER did that before and its quite an awkward change to be frank.
i also bothered to do up my hair.
well at least a little bit more than last time...

hah ok i guess i have to turn in now.
so cya guys! WITH LOVE! :D

Don't you think you should be giving a second chance? Well I do.

urghh the gastric attack was really painful.
serves me right for skipping meals for no apparent reason.
maybe I should fix a time for my meals so I won't miss them.
Just like the water parade I've organised for myself.

updates on my new lifestyle.
hah new lifestyle kepale otak.
i forced in 8 glasses of water daily.
even though I know water in food will also be included in the 8 glasses of water,
I decided to be kiasu to force in 8 glasses of water.

i just hate it when i wake up from sleep, my throat will be so dry i can hardly talk.
moreover i like my raspy voice when i drink water.
hehe shouting to breaking benjamin's songs.

hope all goes way uh.
school starting next week.
suddenly i feel so lazy.

i went out for the first time just now.
with my new slim jeans!
lol!
i kinda of doubt it is slim anymore cos when i wear it, it felt like skinny jeans.
my legs big.
my bontot(correct spelling? sorry malay rusty) tersendat.
hahaha.
maybe not used to it yet.
ooh and the stupid ankle socks was so low the shoes i was wearing cut into the skin at the back of my foot.
after that i had to go out again to accompany my sister.
with my burning foot.
haha.
ok lah at least i'm a bit smarter to wear flip flops.
its pretty nice actually to wear flip flops with the jeans.

oh and did i mention its pretty awkward to get the attention of people.
nahhh i'm not a matrep wannabe.
they suck.
i'm seriously anti matrep now since what happened yesterday.

this might well be the first time i'm talking about what i wear.
haha yeah if it is pretty weird for other people, it is even weirder for me.
actually what I had done for the past months is to slowly change my dressing sense.
IT IS VERY HARD MIND YOU.
especially me coming from a very conservative family.

and I am definitely anticipating the June holidays.
hehheh I hope that month will be the month I will have my makeover.
rofl ok wth it feels so weird to talk about it here.
hehheh now what i need is a fashion advisor.
lol i might have one now but not sure whether its official or not.
-_-.
HEY long time since I did that.

With love everyone!
:P

PS: YAY school startiiiiiiiiiiing! goodbye boring holidays, hello electronic circuits! :D

today was a pretty good day for me.
went out and got jeans.
slim fit jeans to be exact.
what a drastic change of fitting.
haha.
when in the past the shop owners phsycho me, now I phsyco them.
whatever that means.
so now i've got 3 blue jeans, a black jeans and under the limelight, WHITE!
haha if dirty i die ah.

then when i reached home,
i got to know that a maid threatened to jump down.
HAHA.
lol i was telling my mum she was just enjoying the view.
then after that after the maid was convinced to go down, there was an arson.
lol somebody burnt the main rubbish centre at my area there.
ok so ya basically he updates for today done.

now i'm going to talk about a guy.
its only April and I am sure with gurantee ad lifetime warranty this is,
LOSER OF THE YEAR.
rofl.
and I think this would be the post people can see how bad I can be.

so yar basically theres this guy who wanted a girl as a steady.
don't wanna name the person no matter how much i want to put his fucking name up.
he bought flowers, chocolates for her and gave her his "treasured" taz.
not saying that i'm jealous or what ah.
but isn't it common sense that the things he gave doesn't fit giving to someone he wants to stead.
ok that aside.

when the girl rejected him,
guess what he did.
he went up to the 16th floor of a residential flat and sat on the parapet.
attempting to commit suicide is what he is trying to do.
just now when i heard about someone attempting to commit suicide at my area, i thought it was him.
*read the above sentence with sarcasm*
what a fucking loser.
just because of a girl.
urghh whatever ah don't even know why i talked about this.
well maybe its because I have no topic to talk about.
hmm or MAYBE its because of what you said to my friend you fucking bustard.

nobody talks to my friend like that you fucking nut with an empty head.
you know if you really did jump down, I wouldn't give a freaking care.
go jump if you wish, nobody stopping you.
GO!
FUCKING JUMP YOU ASSHOLE!
dah sah matrep, gi mampus ah.
oh ya no wonder i really hate you now, cos you are a matrep.
cool huh posing for a picture with a cigarette in your mouth.
go stuff the butt into your anus ah.
i fucking hate you.
again.
NOBODY BLOODY TALKS TO MY FRIEND LIKE THAT YOU ASSHOLE BRAT.
he gave you a sound advice and there you go looking down on him.
what kind of human being are you.
asshole.

this post is meant for yesterday.
i couldn't find time to post this up until around 1.45 AM lol.
i wonder what i had been doing till i hadn't had enough time for blogging only until after midnite.
i hadn't been doing much in the day.

elaborating on that.
i tried to distract myself from thinking and missing everyone by doing all sort of things i never had done before.
that would include kicking my sister's little son's butt(well literally) and washing dishes.
haha.
thats why sometimes i hate "reunions".
it kinda make me go into the breakdown region after everyone left.
like transistor like that.
everyone leaving all of the sudden.
wth.

well i think i'm ok now.
sleep really does wonders.

home sweet home for me.
but i have to say i do miss being at my sister's new house during the open house.
i really love the facilities there.
badminton court, street soccer.
i really miss my relatives actually.
haha.
it hurts to see one by one going home.
the two days of "reunion" passed so fast.
we were having so much fun.
sorry to those people at and around block 509 who heard loud noises around 2 am in the morning.
heh.
i really miss the place.
and much more.
erm ok actually i'm just exaggerating cos i sleep at my sister's house every weekend from the day she shifted to BP.
maybe this time i felt more upset bcos i couldn't have more fun with my relatives.
hmm.

WELL.
ok i shall go on to summarise how the few days had been.
first of all, just wanna tell you guys that i no longer will post pictures in this blog.
i will be doing it in a separate blog.
the url will be http://has91.livejournal.com/
the dates for the pictures should be exactly the same as the post that I will post on blogger.
i just want my blog to be less cluttered.
well..
personal preferences i guess.

9 April 2009
the day before the actual event.
nothing much happened actually.
just us packing our three days worth of clothes and the ingredients for the Bryani(i just realised i dunno how to spell it..is it correct?) rice.
i think i played badminton with Lutfi that day.
i can't really remember.
amazingly i slept early that day.
maybe because i knew that sleeping during friday prayers is a nono.
well nowadays i'm a good person.
:)

10 April 2009
the actual day.
it was a day i really anticipated.
til the fact the i momentarily forgot about friday prayers.
i was helping mixing the pudding mixture,
the my mum went "Aman, have you ironed your prayer clothes."
and i went confused before realising that it was indeed friday.
well i don't really care about ironing my baju kurung.
i've got this idiotic thinking of not really needing to look nice when going to the mosque.
except the two hari raya prayers of course.
i'm such an ass i know that.
don't need to repeat.

after friday prayers everything suddenly went very very fast.
people started trickling into the house and soon it was full.
we mass prayed Asar then started the good luck(?) recitals.
read lecture because the person leading it just wouldn't go straight to the point.
i'm not the only who got pissed.
my grandfather was too.
haha.

then zoom zoom people started eating.
my elder cousin, my brother and me without really noticing became "ushers".
lol at least it was fun, i just have to move around.
can't stay at 1 spot for long.
we helped people throw their plates away.
took food for some people.
lol it was hilarious my elder cousin teased a girl which i think is around 11 years old?
finally i got sick of being in my baju kurung so i went into the room and looked for a shirt.
and how ironic it was, i found a black metal shirt.
HAHA.
so i was all black then.
my black slim fit jeans and my black shirt.
with my black specs.

i disturbed almost everyone i could get my hands on(not in the pervertic way ah).
even the ones i only knew around 15 mins ago i started teasing them.
there was also this gorgeous girl who is somehow related to my brother in law.
we had this moment of eye contact.
i was in the kitchen waiting for a job or someone to pounce on.
then i got really bored(it was only 30 seconds of waiting for god's sake!),
i looked at her.
then somehow she looked back me at me.
haha.
a few seconds went by before i decided the break the contact.
well maybe its just that she was amazed with my black metal shirt.
or just gawking at how gothic i look(did i say that i tend to get pale at night especially if its cold?).
or maybe just that shes looking cos she feels like punching me for disturbing a lot of people.
heh.
i gave my sweetest brief smile then looked away.
and then rolled my eyes.
haha.
how can i do that wth.
ok well actually at last we exchanged numbers but its just a relative-related kind of relationship gesture.
haha what kind of phrase did i just formed?

after that suddenly the house seemed to empty out.
so we started to clear up and then enjoyed ourselves.
i think we took pictures of ourselves on the same day cos the date on the photograph details said 10 April.
haha we made a lot of faces, with one of them the gangster look.
but my brother and my other cousin didn't do that look.
the picture is located at my livejournal - with all the other pictures that i took.
btw nope i didn't take the picture of the girl.
some things aren't meant to be shared.
LOL.

11 April 2009
i'm pretty positive this happned on the 11th because everyone was asleep but the bachelors(meaning me, my elder cousin, my other elder cousin and my bro) were still awake.
we played with poker cards.
we played a lot of different kind of games.
blackjack, taiti, chinese taiti, bluff, texas hold'em, pair call, raise(or race idk).
hope i listed all the games we played correctly.
it was amazing how creative we are to use scrabble pieces as our poker chips.
heh.
the part when my elder cousin (all-in)ed his chips cos he knew he was winning made everyone held their breath.
it was really hilarious.
we couldn't contain our laughter some adults would have to hush us.
haiz i kept losing at pair call.
really sad indeed.

when the adults woke up,
we went asleep.
aren't we cool or wat.
hah.
we woke up at around 11 then showered, then played cards again.
hee.
at around 1 went greenridge mall with my elder cousin to get starch for my brother.
i thought he waited for me at 7-11 so i rushed to get the starch and back to prevent him from waiting.
but he actually left me by myself!
haha.
when i arrived at my sister's place, they were playing scrabble.
the whole place erupted with laughter and shouts.
haha.

starting from 3pm,
relatives kind of dissapear to their own homes.
it was a short lived fun time.
haiz sad sad.
after 11 April everything went back to normal as in nothing interesting happened.
except me and my dad discussing about getting a RSAF scholarship which i dismissed after the long discussion.
heh penat bapak aku..kesian.
ooh and if somehow a screeching sound woke some people around 509 or what,
i'm really sorry.
heh.
didn't notice the humongous hump linking 507 with 508.
so i sped up then last minute saw it.
luckily managed to hard brake.
and stall the car of course.
haha.

actually can't really say i'm happy now,
because i feel pretty sad and sick from my sore throat.
firsty, again i will say, i miss my relatives.
secondly i am dissapointed in myself for not working hard to get the person i want.

i've had the weirdest breakfast today.
there was garlic bread, mushroom soup, salads with tomatoes in it on the table.
ok it was obvious that i should eat the garlic bread with the soup.
but then the salad?
where the heck should i dump it?
inside the soup and then scoop it up with my garlic bread?
lol.
haha.
actually to say the least, my parents shoudn't be displeased with my lack of interest for malay culture.
cos they are the one who wouldn't expose me to the culture.
lol heee.

tonight i will be at my sister's for the night.
i'm so dead tired of studying OOP already.
i need a break.
i need the playstation at my sister's house.
nt the pathetic PS1 at my place.
lol.

with love guys.
:)
i don't really feel like smiling though.

i've had the weirdest breakfast today.
there's garlic bread, mushroom soup and salad with tomatoes in it on the table.
ok so its obvious that i should eat the garlic bread with the soup,
but then the salad?
where should i dump it?
inside the soup and then scoop it up with my bread and then eat it?
i really sat there thinking for a few minutes before i started eating.
i waas dumbfounded.

sometimes i believe that my parents can't really blame me for having a lack of interest in malay culture.
its them who just wouldn't expose me to the culture.
hmmmmm.
pretty ironic isn't it?
oh well.

later i will be spending the night at my sister's.
i kind of like that place.
its really a nice place to be at.
especially with stress building up in me.
it really does release some steam.
oh and of course there's always the playstation to accompany me there.
not like the pathetic PS1 at my place which i couldn't find any nice game to play.
lol.

with love guys.
:)
nah actually i don't really feel like smiling ah.
hmmph.

hmm this few days I will be at my sister's house for her "new house celebration".
cya guys on Saturday!
though i will be bringing my laptop.
but i'm pretty negative that there will be internet there.
so yah..
with love guys.

ooh ya just now I registered for GEMs.
haha lutfi was happy we got into the same class.
it was weird to see how happy he is.
LOL.

School holidays had been pretty boring.
Pretty glad that in within two weeks time, I will be starting school.
For this three months I had been teaching tutees ranging from kindergarten till secondary two tuition.
it was pretty worthwhile.
But obviously I didn't spend the whole day teaching people.
About a fraction of the free time I had, I managed my villages and troops.
Yeah.
Villages and troops.
Haha since when did I own a village huh?
Well it is all part of a medieval game in facebook.
Realm of Empires.
I really love this game for multiple reasons.
The first reason is that, it doesn't take much of my time.
See above and realise that I said "fraction of my free time".
playing this game doesn't require a lot of time spent on it as compared to other games.
its just making sure my treasury doesn't get filled up (it hurts to see a red treasury icon) and its military power at operational ready.

The village overview when all buildings had been built. Sorry but I cannot disclose troops for some reasons.

Having clanmates as neighbours its one of luxuries you can have.

The second good reason that people should be playing this is that,
indirectly, you enlarge your social circle.
I am in a clan called Land Of Protection.
about a few weeks ago we had a huge war.
everybody started getting paranoid about spies in our clan forums.
so it was decided that we only communicate through skype.
it was definitely effective.
we get to receive real time updates at the fastest possible time.
we managed to coordinate attacks very effectively.
this is proven when half the villages a huge player had in an enemy clan had been seized by our clanmates.
even after the war, we still make use of the IM program to chat with each other about our lifes.
it was definitely fun making friends with people from other countries.

The messaging program we used.

I wish I could continue on further but if I were to continue it will be a very long post.
Basically RoE is a very nice application suited for people from all walks of lifes.
So what are you waiting for?
Do join RoE today at http://www.realmofempires.com/ !

haha i so slow man.
lol today the i realised my new timetable had been posted up.
well i have to say,
I LOVE IT.
lol.
though not really happy about friday cos of the clash with friday prayers.
but nevertheless, i've got a plan!!
muahaha like evil plan gitu.
ok a bit evil.

nice kan?
haha i'm getting more in love with my course.

hmm within this two weeks i might need to do some shopping.
haiya burn hole in pocket again.
haiz.

ok i finally got over being hesistant about starting a new post,
just because i wanna retain Mary's picture on the top of my blog.
so everytime i open IE, i see her first.
:P
haiz shes soooo pretty.
i want girlfriend like her ah!
lol.

i spent the whole day crashing airplanes in the flight simulator program lol.
it was definitely thrilling.
scary at times fun at others.

around 2 weeks more to school reopening.
i can't wait.
to see new people.
:::DDD.
ok looks like alien.

awww she so lawa man!

haha.

Mary Elizabeth Winstead from Final Destination 3.

see i like her till i bother to remember her name.

heh.

ok why the hell did i post a girl's picture here?

hah.

ok fine i have to really say that she looks like Demi.

haha.

urmm ya yeah.

heh.

what can i say.
today's tuition was much more exciting and fun.
well other than the fact i alighted a bus stop earlier and then had to walk a bus stop away.
nah it isn't that far.
hee ok back to the point.
i get to teach 3 kindergarten students, a P1 student and a P6 student.
the P6 girl was ok, did her own work then i help her with her mistakes.
but the other 4 omg haha.
chaotic man.
LOL.
but it was fun.
one of the kindergarten kids keeps on giggling.
really cannot stop giggling ah that girl.
lol but she very cute.
and i love kids.
LOL.

ok maybe i should correct the post about how i treat kids.
i shall change fierce to strict.
i really enjoyed teaching the tutees but at the same time raised my voice here and there to make them do their work.
i have to go again on Saturday.
wonder who I will be teaching.

ahh..
it had been a fun day talking to strangers.
they are pretty nice and funny people to talk with.
introducing hAs as me!
Daniel as an Australia based Singaporean studying in UWA.
Jamie is a 18yo American.
Janet would be her mother.
lol.
and here goes our crazy talks.

purposely blanked out the pictures to prevent "controversy".

hee.

who's that?

me and lutfi got mad into learning about our personality.

and here goes mine.
WORD OF CAUTION!

IT WILL BE VERY LONG.

but interesting.:D

and not 100% accurate.

especially the intelligence part.

The Inspirer

As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.

ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.

An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.

Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.

Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.

An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.

ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.

Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they

are excited about what they're doing.

Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.

ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.

Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:

Dominant: Extraverted Intuition

Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling

Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking

Inferior: Introverted Sensing

today was another day with old folks who just wouldn't ask good questions.
and another day when old folks have no manners and ask the religious teacher when he is eating.
and another day when old folks couldn't stop commenting about the elevator.
i'm getting sick of it.

btw i hope people now realise,
how easy it is to judge if i like the person or not.
its really obvious.
really really obvious.
just need to open your eyes.
BIG BIG.
lol.