today was kind of one of that bad days for me that everyone might have encountered.
i don't know why but somehow the starting of year 2 is pretty bad for me.
and i'm breaking down now.
i need help. seriously.

after two days of dressing up,
i dressed down today.
i wore all black.
not only that, but the hues are different.
my slim jeans was black with blue hue,
and my shirt was actually a brown hue.
i felt really like shit haha.
it does have a lot of consequences.

now i can't help but keep thinking about the impression i made on her.
i mean its like every time i met her, i was so warm towards her.
but just now suddenly its like i turned out cold and arrogant.
not even want to look at her.
my self esteem horrendously went to ground zero.

Well life sucks sometimes. Like now.

EDIT: It doesn't freaking help that I was freaked out by the sudden strong wind.
I thought a tornado was coming or what.
even worse when you know you are in a high rise building.