this post is meant for yesterday.
i couldn't find time to post this up until around 1.45 AM lol.
i wonder what i had been doing till i hadn't had enough time for blogging only until after midnite.
i hadn't been doing much in the day.

elaborating on that.
i tried to distract myself from thinking and missing everyone by doing all sort of things i never had done before.
that would include kicking my sister's little son's butt(well literally) and washing dishes.
haha.
thats why sometimes i hate "reunions".
it kinda make me go into the breakdown region after everyone left.
like transistor like that.
everyone leaving all of the sudden.
wth.

well i think i'm ok now.
sleep really does wonders.