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Friday, November 30, 2007

i made a nice discovery....
the best time to think things over is actually after prayers during the recitals part.
my dad will blabber out the recitals while behind him, i'll start to ponder about things going on in my life...
i mean its not that i hate the recitals that i thought about my decisions during that time...
nor do i like them very much...contradictions.
its like when i'm in a gd mood, i will reluctantly follow my father...
or if i'm not in the mood, i will shut my mouth or slightly better, mumble all the way.
Usually when i'm mumbling, i lose my focus very easily...
so i thought of it, y not use the tme for thinking?

just now i thought about the 3 weeks to come...
i started classifying what i want and what i need.
first i ruled out buying a phone for now...
i feel its not quite important rite now...
then comes what i need...
a jacket.
its kind of a need cos december is approaching,
and the temperature in my bedroom will decrease drastically..
moreover in 3 weeks time we will be going on a holiday...
and the hotel, as always would be super chilly.
my first choice would be black colour while my second would be red....can dad???

talking bout the hotel at Port Dickson...
i decided about one more thing...
i dont think there would be a need for an extra bed for me...
nvm lar..just sleep on the sofa can wat...
BUT!!!
rahman stop complaining!!!!
fine wtv...
y charge an extra s$60 to my father's credit card rite...
the stay would only last 3 days wat..
jus endure lar....
gosh.

then comes annother dilemma.
b4 the PD trip, there would be a two day stay at Malacca...
cos we would be slaughtering a cow...
so my parents gave me and my bro a choice...
stay at the hotel my sis booked or stay at my grandmother's sister's house.
staying with my sis would mean she would not have privacy with her husband...
the good thing is my bro be able to relax..since his spine has some prob..
so if he is in pain or wat..he could scream all he want.
sorry bro, just to add some humour in this entry.
staying at my grandmother's sister's house would mean i would have an intimate time with the mosquitoes...and the good thing would be that my sis would have privacy...
and i hate using insect repellents..
haiz dunno lar...
just wait for the time to come...
i really hope the cow have horns...
it would mean a hat trick for our family!!
three consecutive years having cows with horns...woot.

i'm so ready for the steps i would encounter as we get ready for the travelling.
the night b4, my father would top up his battery water...check the oil lvl...put all the baggage in the car.
the next morning the whole family would do the subuh prayers togeta...then after that do the musafir prayers...
after that my father will warm up the engine first...then after that zoom zoom!!
off we go at 110kmph...
or if my father got unlucky and exceed the speed limit,
the malaysian police will stop him...
and the arguing starts....

Sunday, November 25, 2007

i'm sry but i have to edit this post.
they dont seem to get along well..
and so it ends...
and this post could bring consequences that could adversly affect the parties invloved...
and my bro gt back with his gf...!!!
i'm feel so happy for them....

anyway, Operation: Gold Reminisce failed.
she didnt want to be my victim...lol
maybe i'll wait till after tertiary education...
then i kickstart again...

Saturday, November 24, 2007

This week had been full of up and downs.
And definitely i've learnt a lot.
The lessons are related to my Kuala Lumpur relatives staying at my home for a week...
To be exact from Sunday till today, which is a Saturday.

Lesson Learnt
  • Smile more.
  • My bro's attitude.
  • Being patient.

Smiling more.

As you guys know, it's really difficult for me to easily smile, to be more specific, grin. So it's like when i helped to carry their bags upstairs, I was constantly not smiling, and regretted it. That night my father discreetly lectured me for my attitude. Thanks dad, you really taught me good values.

My bro's attitude.

They stink! I mean like there is this girl who is the daughter of my aunt. OK fine, I admit she is good looking. And as it is human instinct, crushes will develop. Then comes my bro in the picture. In front of her, he was constantly trying to condemn me by saying embarassing things about me. I mean like it's not nice lor. Imagine getting condemn in front of newly recognised relative. This brings me to the next lesson.

Being patient.

For one week, he kept condemning me. What heartache I got lor. On the first day, he said I got no life because I don't like going to town. FUCKING HELL, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. You think I don't know how to go to town? I went there a lot of times already. It's just that I don't tell people. Then at night he was saying that I tried to act cool in front of her. Indeed, of course. Who doesn't? The condemning remarks went on for 5 more days. He was lucky that I was very patient. You know what bro, it's good to learn biology because I know where to hit to worsen your slip disc. And possibly paralyse you. These two sentence really shows how much I tried to endure.

I will NEVER blame the girl, because she is definitely not at fault. I have to say both me and my brother are to blame. She is dam nice. I mean in the sense that on the first day, I started having conversations with her.

To my bro.

You think you are perfect? Why are you so worried that she would be more interested in talking with me? Listen, from the start of secondary school, I trained myself to not flirt. I tried my best to look average, I could dress up better than you if I want to. I'm confident of it. You think I flirt with her? No I didn't. Fine if I were to accidently do that, I'm sorry.

I have to add vulagrities in this post. I'm really pissed off right now. Bro, eventually the FUCKING REALITY WILL SMACK RIGHT INTO YOUR FUCKING FACE. YOU DON'T EVEN NEED TO FIND THE FUCKING TRUTH YOU BASTARD. COS WHEN IT'S TIME, IT WILL APPEAR IN FRONT OF YOU. YOU JUST NEED TO PEEL YOUR BLOODY EYE AND OBSERVE THE TRUTH.

I seemed to be so emo in this post. YEA I AM. DEAL WITH IT. This must be your first time seeing me saying all this things don't you. Hell yeah it's nice to let it all out. WOOOOTT!!(:.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

this are links fer the 4E1(2007) chalet outing.
I'm not used to uploading photos so sry fer the troublesome links.
anyone can suggest any idea feel free to tag me.
i'll get them done a.s.a.p.

Also, on behalf of 4E1(2007), we would like to thank our teachers for being able to be
at the outing with the class.
We would like to sincerely thank Mr Wee and his family, Mr Teh, Mr Anand, Mdm Chong who went into the chalet rooms with her shoes ON..lol.

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

omg i'm so excited..!!!!
his company forgot to invite the whole family too!!!
nvr say abdul malek bin sudin AND FAMILY...cis..
nah actually at the back of the booklet it said dun forget to bring ur family too!!


i'm looking forward to junk food especially ben and jerry's

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

it was fun going for the job application today...
it was so funny going out with hafiz,asraf and lutfi...
and we feel like fools too..
i was like very confident about the location of the standard chartered building...
so i led the three guys out frm raffles mrt and crossed the roads...
then i was like wondering where the hell is the building...
we kept searching around...
then suddenly i saw the logo in the reflection of a mirror...
then i was looked behind me and i was like omg so stupid off me...
it was the freaking same building with the raffles station...stupid me..
wat to say first time mah at CBD..
k maybe first time in 4 yrs...
that time i went with dad to CBD for a meeting with the ministers...
that was when Mr Goh was still the PM...
then we did more foolish things like forgetting to take entry pass for access, going to the wrong building, wrong level..well it was like we explored the whole building...
finally we got in correctly...
and we filled in forms...we were quite lucky though..
other applicants have to wait for thier turn...
but we staright away got into an interview...
and the department's head interviewed us...
i was lucky that i called her...
then the interview when on for barely 10 mins before we were being dismiss..

after the interview we went to Peninsula plaza...
super funny...
we played a prank on hafiz and led him be on his own...
we hid behind a pillar...asraf wa like pulling lutfi to the hiding palce until his slippers slipeed off..
so lutfi was like barefoot...i was bursting out so loud i tink some ppl looked at us as if we were retards...
so we acarried on our pranks to hafiz we were at city hall mrt already when we are are the same building with him......
LOL...
then asraf pitied him so we told him we were lying...haha
should have seen the look on his face when he saw us...hahahahah

Monday, November 05, 2007

everybody today commected that biology was easy...
yea i have to agree too...
but then i still feel very insecure...
because of this thing...
its called BELL CURVE....
haiz...

finally i'm free from paper 2s!!
wee!! i feel so relieved after much stress i got...
3 more papers 1s to go...all the triple pure sciences....

i cant wait for tml...
we are going to the CBD area to apply for a job...
yay!!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

pheww....its 6 more exams to finish within 4 days....
i just couldnt wait to finish my 'o's..
its not that i wanted to have fun after the exams,....
i'm just feeling...so weak...
oh gosh!!!
sometimes i felt really afraid that i won't do well...
now i just remembered..after 'o's still got religious exams....
ohman!!!WTH?!


haiz...
anyway i'm quite excited about the job at Standard Chartered bank...
i could't wait to go t the headquarters this tuesday to register...
and i'm going to start work at 19 Nov...
i dont need any break anymore....
furthermore...breaks??
wat gd can i do during breaks....
i couldnt go out dating...
i will just rot at home during breaks...
so might as weel start working a.s.a.p...
i feel like a loser fer not having a lover like other ppl...
but then see first lar...see my mood...
haha...mate air pun nak ikut mood...LOL