and here i am...
blogging at 3.48 am....
i feeling so restless....
my brother had been admitted yesterday to the hospital for his chronic hamstring stretch....
chronic=miserable pain...
in the car yesterday he cried of pain...
i was so afraid that i sat stiff on the car seat...
it must be very painful...he wouldn't had cried if it was minor...
the hospital management allowed him to go home...
but just now at ard 3.10am..
my father is bringing my brother to the hospital...again...
haiz...i hope my brother gets warded.
let him have some needed rest..

i'm quite surprised that i had a perfect start fer hari raya...

nvr in my whole life i got $178 in one day...

my parents gave me and my bro $50...

instead of $10...weird..

maybe bcos my dad got promoted and pay raise...

but my fav was my wat my sis gave...

the green packet even though its not green in colour...

is like only 3 cm by 3cm...

so i tot she gave $2...bcos small mah the envelope...

but then i realised that i saw like a blue note inside...

it was $50!

i was like omg.....

came home early cos i had to mug fer my 'o's...

i watched channel V back home...

i suddenli liked FOB again...and MCR too!

omg i love my brother he drew this fer my birthday!!!

A killer clown in jail!!

The night of prison break.

And as usual I like spoiling his drawings!

thnx bro!!i miss you so much...cant wait for you to come back from camp to raya with me!!

seeing mr anand sobbing is so saddening...
he lost his grandma early in the morning...
he told our class to do the mock exam...
but when he said the intructions....
halfway he went out of class and tried to contain his tears....
i feel sry fer him...
i hope to see u soon Mr Anand...
weirdly i tot of him the whole day....
be strong k Mr Anand...

his lost really me want to do something for him...
i'll do my best and score A1 fer bio Mr Anand!
i'll make you feel good....
see you next time Mr Anand...
thnx fer everything u tot me...

this may sound weird..
but i feel in love with this song from A Walk To Remember...
gosh the sotryline is so saddening..
it reminds me of the past..
want to noe about my past??
after o lvl i tell...