urghh i'm still missing the SPP camp.
haha.
didn't know it had that much impact on me.
maybe its really true that the first impression is will be the most important.
because i started hated camp when i went to this particular FO camp.
urghh.
bad memories.
lol.

also i just realised that i actually broke some of the rules during camp.
they kept emphasising that we shouldn't walk alone at night.
but without realising it, i did just that.
i think one of the reasons would be that i don't wanna trouble the people.
because they were very tired of the activities,
and i feel very selfish if i were to make them walk around with me.
or maybe its because the only chance i can walk in the dark is when i'm alone?
its pretty dissappointing that humans tend to walk in places with light.
SP isn't a really creepy place actually.
its a really nice place to be at night.
the gentle breeze really calmed me down when i felt like shit.
haha.
well so i hope if any of the SPP seniors read this they would forgive me lol.

cya guys!
WITH LOVE!!!