it had been great to be with you,
virtually.

it had been two days since i've touched the computer to do something.
haha well i'm online but certainly not there.
i just reformatted my laptop.
oohhhweee.
its nice to know that ur hardrive is clean and not filled up with unnecessary things anymore.
:)

tuition today was cancelled.
though she did ask for my help to teach 3 sec 3 people for 2 hours.
lol dun call me an ass or what.
haha but i rejected it because shes paying me the same as when i teach 1 person for 2 hours.
where can seh.
1 person already i like super drained.
no need to mention three.
i will be a lifeless dummy.
erm yeah wth am i talking about,
dummies are lifeless.

it had been an average week.
soso.
not so bad not so good.
i'm waiting for good friday cos my sister will be hosting an open house(for invited only lol) for her new house.
its gonna be chaotic.
haha call us "sanguines under one roof".
i can't wait!
it will be exciting i guess.
heh.


"you know i wonder why you aren't in a relationship - you're such a nice guy"
well i guess because i'm nice that i'm not in any?
haha cos i heard someone saying girls for for badder(such word?) guys.
lol.
well not sure about it.
hmm.
i hope people won't say that to me anymore.
its pretty dissapointing really.
can't help but sometimes i feel like i "fail" in this.
how does it feel to be rejected?
nah don't need any answers.
experienced this, experienced that.

today was the first day i taught someone.
well it was definitely weird to have someone call you cikgu..
lol.
ok lah at least he isn't problematic(phew Hafiz! lol)..
but he's really weak in his languages.

oh and did i mention?
alamak the house smell of cat pee.
HAHA guess what!
when i first typed in pee, i typed in peee.
lol.

i need to get the peribahasa list from cikgu mislimah.

wow.
didnt know bukit panjang has its own air show!
hah.
just now ard 12.30 pm,
2 apaches and a super puma for 1/2 hour hovered around my area.
it was spectacular.
you can actually see the pilot inside the cockpit.
its that close.
but i was slow to react.
the shadows they made on the road junction was huge.
sad that i didnt take the picture.
but i did take a picture of the super puma making it runs!
:D

btw i realised just now how my family and me treat toddlers.
we dont pamper kids much.
only like 30% of the time we pamper them.
that was when i realise that so many people pamper their kids so much they would literally step on their heads.
what made me realised this was when i compared how my nephew behaves when at my parents house and his parents house.
he wouldn't even dare to punk with us because he knows the consequences.
but when he's at his parents house,
omg he's like a devil.
lol.
ah well maybe different people has different ways of bringing up their children.
for me i will be a very strict one.
heh.

hmm.
i've discovered another thing that pisses me off.
people sitting in the front seat of a car who never wears seatbelt.
hah.
Ayah: I know you are concerned about her safety but you mustn't sound so aggresive towards your mother.
LOL sorry mother.

another thing would be people asking stupid questions especially when someone is eating.
it happens everytime at the religious class i go every Tuesday with my parents.
not only the uncles or aunties will ask stupid obvious questions,
they ask them during the eating time when the teacher is eating.
as if there's not enough questions and answers session set aside.
i find it really rude especially considering their questions are so outright obvious.

haiya these people ah.
no manners at all.
whatever!

nights and sweet dreams everybody.
no i'm not pissed, just saying my thoughts out loud.

haiz i envy my brother,
he's gonna start his practical driving this Friday!
NOT FAIR!
lol.

oh and now i'm crazy about Germany.
Can i at least go there pleaseeeeee?
the best would be to migrate there.
heh.
i'm seriously sick of Singapore.
there i said it again.

i intended to blog on saturday evening,
but suddenly theres last minute plans to go to my sister's house.
so here i am today blogging about saturday.

haha basically its all about my brother passing his FTT!!
at first time!
lol pretty weird because he only passed his BTT after the second time.
then i also told my dad about what Hafiz told me.
i didnt know that i can take license already.
then suddenly my brother in law cut in and told me to let my brother get his license first.
haha.
like i cannot cut queue like that.
haha similar to marriage.
my brother must get married then i can!
heh.
whatever lah eh.

then hmm about today,
i got injured by the hammer drill.
LOL.
my face kena smack by the drill.
heh revenge of the drill.
theres actually two handles.
one for the trigger part where i place my left hand.
yeah i'm a lefty when drilling lol.
the right hand will be holding the support handle.
but somehow just now the support handle went loose and get stuck on the revolving part.
so it spins then hit my mouth.
LOL damn pain sia.

then another incident i accidentally pressed a button.
the drill wont stop.
i panicked.
LOL!
well at least it was thrilling.
experiencing thrill live is better than experiencing it when watching movies.
:D
wise words.
nah.

my dad has the coolest job!
lol.
its pretty funny when he get called up for duty roster.
the moment he pick up the phone he gets overtime pay.
haha.
damn cool ah!
i wonder if aerospace like that.

oh yeah talking about aerospace.
i have though of a new way of motivating myself to work even harder.
before i get to my new "motivation",
my goal for year was to simply adapt myself to the different education system and get a GPA of at least 3.5.
looks like i fulfilled my goal.
so here goes my main goal.
the only goal.
GET IN AN OVERSEAS ATTACHMENT.
i may be 80% wrong but to just make sure i'm motivated, i'll tell myself the ITP will be at Berlin, Germany.
haha so its kind of lying to myself for my own good.
aiya as long as overseas i happy already, BUT NO CHINA please.
that would be the last country i will go to.
i rather work in Singapore aerospace firms.
hope year 2 will be another good year for me.
AMIN.
haiz i realised how much i wanted to go Germany.

hmm yeah i also mentioned to my dad that i wanted to migrate if i have a chance.
IF i have a chance.
the countries would include Germany, Dubai, Qatar etc etc.
no offense but i'm pretty sick of Singapore.
seriously.
but then, haiz the difficult things is to leave the things and people i love.
that would be REALLY HARD.

well lets not think about these things now.
its time to work very hard cos without the hardwork there won't be overseas attachment offers and working overseas offers.
goodnight everyone.
and i'm certainly miss everyone.
and you. :)

oh gosh my shoulders are aching from the swimming just now.
haha and err sorry hafiz we though you didn't wanna go.
lol kene tinggal seh.
hahah.

hmm i myself wouldn't believe i said this.
but i like Demi Lovato's song.
omg.
hahahaha.
i like her pop rock genre.
which is my favourite genre.
well for the very very first time.
i will embed a Disney star's song.
haha hope people don't go omg so EEEE post her song.
lol.
she screams good!

and also!
this season's american idol is superb.
what really caught my eye is the American Top 11 contestants specifically Scott.
omg how the heck did he play the piano even though he's visually challenged?
what a talent he has.
seriously, i look up on him.
and i now got attracted to country music.
haha then Alexis(?) sang Jolene!
LOL.
it was amusing.
oh Jolene, Jolene don't take my man.
LOL!

alright i need to rest my shoulders now.
with love guys!

hmm.
today might be the day that i am most "satisfied".
haha of course.
its results!
i'm very happy with my results!
i got a cumulative GPA of 3.98!
:D
i mean its like i studied with blood, sweat and tears ok!
well deserved i guess lol.
like what Hui Yin said,
she's just averagely intelligent, but hardwork makes her day.
well guess that applies to me too!
but i find it unfair that some people need a study only a fraction of the time i spent studying but still score better than me.
haiz.

actually its pretty true.
when revising my toe hit something sharp then it bled.
then of course when i was studying i my butt got lazy so i didnt switch on the fan.
there u go, SWEAT!
hmm and tear?
well PEEE really make me wanna cry.
lol.

so there i really wanna work hard for the rest of these two years.
especially since i will be starting to specialise in Aerospace Electronics startng from April 20.
i told my dad that i promise i will work hard and try to score As for the rest of the two years.
hope i can fulfill my promise.
AMIN.

anyway congrats to everybody!
:D
oh btw after the results came out, i got spammed with Diploma Plus applications.
aiyoo.
irritating you know.
want to sleep also cannot.

i just couldn't stop myself about thinking of the upcoming results.
GOSH!
i wish i can just hibernate until 18th March 10 AM.

haha its pretty ironic that i've been so into Lily Allen's The Fear.
haha.

anyway i think it was part of trying to keep myself from thinking about the results,
i did the most childish thing ever.
as usual when my brother would come home and go straight into my room first.
but this time the moment i hear the gate opening, i ran straight to the kitchen.
lol and hid in the dark.
its really dark so basically i dont need to hide behind anything.
and being in the dark is FUN!

then when apparently he realised that i'm not in my room,
he went looking for me in my parents bedroom (sometimes i watch tv with my mum).
but still cant find me. LOL.
meanwhile i ran into my bedroom and hid under the bed.
ZOMG!
i didnt know i'm that small to be able to fit under the bed.
haha.
then i think he gave up looking for me so he went into his room.
so i went out of from the space under the bed and sat on my office chair.
lol.
then when he came out and saw me he asked, where were you?
then i said i had been behind him all the time.
LOL what a liar.
nah don't think he will believe, he's palying along.
hmm maybe i can be the real Sam Fisher in Splinter Cell.
i'm so good at stealth.
hee. :)

i dont feel like doing trivias anymore.
i'm breeching my promise of being secretive about things.

its 3 more days to results!
omg.
i feel pretty nervous about it.

haha just now during isyak was funny.
after praying as usual when i have to pray with dad have to recite everything.
lol.
so i took off my songkok cos i usually do that.
then suddenly the songkok slipped out of my hand..
and guess what.
IT BLOODY ROLLED TO THE FRONT!
then my father see me as if i'm playing a fool.
wth i didnt expect the songkok to roll that far.
lol.

trivia time!
since i'm talking about songkok.
lets talk about it. hah.
my songkok(prayer hat) has the nicest smell. LOL but seriously it is.

anyway its no longer me.
it will be you.
"you" not referring to a specific person but people that i care.
cos i should stop being so selfish.

now i only had realised,
how big this world really is.
i had only been with like probably 5 people whom i can relate to in life?
now i had found it more heartwarming to know other people from other countries.
i had been playing this game Realm Of Empires from Facebook.
never did I thought this game would bring me close to people that are miles away from me.

we had been using Skype to contact each other especially now when our clan is at a major war.
some people might say "wth no life play a stupid game".
but the truth is, i really love the fact that i get to know more people and their personalities even though i can't get to meet them in person.
us planning and coordinating attacks to great and discrete details had brought us closer virtually.
and it is definitely fun.
i even have a girlfriend from Australia now.
lol inside joke.
coincidentally her name is Selena.
hahaha.

then i saw Princess Diaries just now while waiting for the time to launch attacks.
its a really good movie i have to say.
pretty inspiring.
motivates me to work harder and achieve what i want.
To be a good aerospace engineer.

hmm so now trivia time.
Before going out somewhere no matter how close the place, i will really plan on how it will go. lol call me a very schedule based person. haha. that's why when people are late or what, i get really mad.

When some people from some religion celebrate Good Friday(sorry i don't know the religion which celebrates it hehheh sorry),
my sister and her husband will be having an open house to commemorate their new house!
lol!
i bet it will be lotsa fun.
as usual it will be super chaotic.
this happens when sanguines get together.

today was pretty monotonous.
so i read up on the modules i will learning starting this April.
oh yeah it did scare the shit out of me.
one of the module descriptions.

ET0087 Analog Communication Systems

Introduces the principles and techniques used in analogue communication systems. A system approach is used, with the main emphasis being on the understanding of principles. Topics include signals and their spectrums, filters, band-limiting, noise sources, SNR, radiated and conducted interference, need for EMC compliance, noise reduction, necessity of modulation, AM, DSBSC, SSB, FM and basic operation of superhet radio receivers.

huh? SNR? EMC? DSB.. what? SSB? WTF is superhet? gosh.

ET0421 Aircraft Materials & Maintenance Practices

Students will learn how to read wiring diagram manuals, interconnection charts and schematic diagrams for aircraft equipment installation. The skills of using aircraft maintenance and measuring tools will be imparted. Students will also learn about the different types of aircraft materials, corrosion, fasteners, pipes and unions, springs, bearings, transmissions, control cables, electrical cables and connectors. The correct usage of common aircraft parts such as fasteners, washers, rigid/flexible pipes, adhesives and greases with safety precautions will be practised in the workshop. Aircraft maintenance practices like torque loading, earthing and bonding of aircraft electrical systems, crimping, making of cable looms and harnesses will be part of students' workshop training.

hey harnesses! Lutfi! I'm going to get a personal harness! wooot! lol.....

ET0429 Aircraft Servomechanisms & Electronics

Covers the working principles of aircraft devices; synchros, resolvers, E and I transformers, inductive/capacitive transmitters. The concept of using error signal to sense rate of movement, position and control of system will be introduced. This module also helps students to understand signal processing devices such as integrators, differentiator, modulators and demodulators. Topics like the working principles and characteristics of various control systems, semiconductor devices operation, functions and application, electronic circuits on as various applications of operational amplifiers and digital test and equipment will be taught.

what the fuck she's looking at?!(*with British accent)..quoated from Kidulthood,haha or in this case, what the fuck the coordinator is saying?!(*with Malay accent).

scary stuff.

oh yeah i did something really really illegal just now.
luckily there isn't any traffic police around to ask for "the card".
haha.
i'm so loving it.

alright trivia time!
I get pissed off easily when people are not specific. Well depends on whether the person is older than me or not ah. For example just now my mum asked me to get something from her wardrobe.I really felt like saying "There are 6 fucking doors, which one should i freaking open?!". lol but alas i didn't. yeah done!

IT fair was a blast!
i really thought it would be damn crowded!
but it isn't!
lol.
so much freedom without the need to rush.
also i was proven wrong that i will keep on seeing a lot of people with big big glasses going there.
haha.

btw i got myself a CompactFlash card!
they discounted the memory card till nearly 40%.
amazing!
i'm sure going there again to get a printer.
ok maybe not me but my dad.

oh yeah did i mention how scary it is people rushing towards you (especially the females) just to sell their products?

then there's this promoter damn idiot...
but quite funny though.
he was promoting the Sony Bravia Series.
then while he was talking, there's this man who walked in front of him.
quite rude lah actually cos they promoter was talking to someone.
then guess what he did.
he took the microphone and said "This uncle sure looks like he needs a new TV".
haha idiot seh.
basket.

alright thats all for today.
i shall hit the sack now! :D
goodnight everyone.

EDIT.
lol.
forgot trivia.
here it goes.
i love music till the fact that my earphones are quite high quality..my current one is from Ultimate Ears. Go check it out. But money fly a bit eh. haha.

btw, is Kelly Clarkson getting fatter or is it just her dress making her look big? well either i don't mind. she looked better actually.

i had the most fun shopping spree today.
not a typical shopping spree.
because its actually shopping for these!
as usual fucking blogger rotate my pictures.

after that went to AutoBac(?) to change the HID foglamps.
omg i saw the rims there so bloody nice.
i know its illegal to take photos there but i can't resist it.
heh.

SEE! OMG THE RIMS! So nice! I like this particular one with green lining.
THE MOST SEXY AND MUSCULAR CAR OF THE YEAR.
HONDA CROSSROAD!
woooh i LOVE it!

anyway the event that really made me happy today.
The Adventures Of An Illegal Driver.
hehe.
just now while my brother-in-law was smoking before he enters his car,
he allowed me to move off his car and drive a bit.
haha.
so i tried ah, who wouldn't.
so followed exactly how my father moved off the car.
yeah manual very leceh to move off.
auto can just depress brake, shift to D, release handbrake then accelerate.
manual have to depress clutch fully, shift to 1, release handbrake, revv to 10 rpm, half clutch to biting point then only release the clutch fully when the car moves.
i managed to move the car at first try without stalling or what.
but i revved too much (40rpm) so that car accelerate damn fast.
haha.
so i reversed back(stalling the car in the process) then did again.
finally i did it!
wooh it feels so good.
the accelerator so sensitive.
i don't like.
lol.

i felt so happy after that.
i can't wait to be 21.
or is it 20?
hah.

alright trivia!
I am a healthy eater. I rarely eat junk or fast food. It had been months since I ate Macs. But of course if someone were to ask me tag along i wouldn't turn the person down lah. I'm not that erm you know..bad? hah.

another windy day.
i like this few days.
nice nice.

anyway i think because of my lowered quality of hygiene the last few days.
there's a freaking consequences to it.
usually i take my shower 3 times a day.
one would be in the morning, another in the evening and the last one would be when i were to call it a day.
but the last few days saw me always at my sister's new house.
so it means that I only had showers 2 times a day.
that's because I'm afraid to go to the toilet myself at night.
haha yeah seriously somehow i am a scaredy cat at the house cos my sister tole me about some erm supernatural happenings(?) in the house.
lol maybe they are just trying to make friends with new owners.
so yeah I didn't have my 3rd shower.
then heck!
the moment it was home sweet home,
i got a bloody pimple on the left of my nose bridge.
i hate it so much.
so painful.
not trying to boast but this would be only my 3rd time having a pimple.
but then the rare breakouts make the pimple feel so painful.
haiya!
oh ya fyi do read my trivia of how come i get pimples rarely.
i hope the pimple will go away soon enough.
i seriously hate it.

oh and on a side note,
anyone up for IT show?
yeah lutfi you HAVE to go.
i need to speak you about something.
lol pakse eh.
hafiz please go too?
ASRAF YOU BLOODY COME TOO YOU BETTER COME!
LOL.
aiya miss one day of work only.
ape seh.
kawan gini eh.
aiyooo.

alright trivia time!
This might be hard to believe, but I'm a metrosexual. HAHA. my brother and i share face products. which means we both are metros! erm yeah fuck to those who relate metros to gays. you guys don't deserve to live. ok wait maybe partial metro because i wear face products only once a week. :D
I also use face powder. haha but not until my face looks similar to the opera people lah..i remembered that time i showered at lutfi's house to prepare for English nite class at ZSS. Then when I asked him for face powder, he gave me this weird/shocked face. lol i felt so hearthbroken after that. LOL.

anyway asraf!
my sedare went to RP!
her name Nur Faizah.
quite pretty lol.

urghh my ears are still ringing from the drilling of the wall.
though it was fun, it was deafening.
the marking mode drilling was fine.
then came the hammer mode alamak so noisy haha.

anyway today was really windy.
the fan wasn't even switched on but it was spinning fast.
to show how strong it is maybe i'll post a video.
the noise in the video is basically the wind blowing into the camcorders mic.
and the singing is actually my sister's little brat.
hah.


and i can't help but notice the road lights.
i like the way the lights "flow" into the horizon.

i swear when i get my DSLR i'm gonna take the same picture but with a sun in it.
IN HDR!
yeah!
its the craze now - high dynamic range photographs.
its like HD but in still photos version.
do stay tuned!
i'm so excited.
i already got all the necessary programs.
hehe.

alright a little trivia time.
When I eat Twisties (hope people still remember that snack, i just had it just now), i will tear open the bag and let it in open air for around 1 hour (masuk angin? get it? haha). I just prefer it like that. IDK why. lol.

btw to the people living at Bukit Panjang, do you guys know that there's this sports hub in the process of being build near BPP? Its exactly beside the big lake. I'm so excited by it, i hope there's indoor badminton courts. the zhenghua cc centre seriously sucks to the core. its only there for show.

LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!
yup thats me! :D
nah except that my pants are not on fire.
even though i'm hot (NOT!:D)

ok lah actually to tell people the fact fuck i'm not emo or wat ler.
haha.
actually its just bcos that i was constantly at my sister's new house the whole week.
so basically there wasn't a solid internet connection.
so i made use of the period to do this stupid and lame freaking prank.
HAHA.
my second similar prank.
watch out for the third one.
I noe i'm sometimes too creative.
i can't believe hafiz, asraf and lutfi really thought i was emo.
haha.
dudes i'm a sanguine.
sanguines don't emo.
lol.
ok maybe the part someone really made me an unhappy person was real.
well...
only for 5 mins lah.
haha.
i can't even bear to leave my blog just live that.

oh ya the APWP Project would be real.
haha.

alright some now asraf and hafiz are "pressuring" me to talk about their "welcoming of me back".
so erm yeah some *weird as per normal* convo with hafiz and asraf.
heh.


alright to compensate for the last few days.
two trivias!
1) I can be very smart, creative at *most* times, but pure idiot the rest. I purposely flashed an external camera flash into my eyes knowing that it will be blinding. And it sure is. heh. Another instance would be when i entered the photography darkroom (the room where film photos are developed). Guess what I commented? "Wow it is so dark in here." The things I say really are urgghh sometimes.haha.
2)I'm not into fashion. :D I have in mind of the need to dress up smartly and not slackily but not to the extend I'm like walking on a fashion runway. Sorry fashionistas out there! :P

alright it had been quite a while since I had updated my blog.
and it will stay like that.
Some people had made me a really unhappy person this days.
so basically means that I will have to mood to do anything.
even to blog.
even though its like the only way I can lash out my frustration.

I will be closing down this blog permanently(or temporarily) a.k.a making it private.
I might open it back up when I get my DSLR and kick start my A Picture When Possible(APWP) Project.

I will also be disengaging myself from the outside world.
meaning to say I will be appearing offline in MSN and not answering smses.
I have no choice but to answer phone calls.
This will go into effective on Sunday 8th March (even though I had started appearing offline since 3 days ago.)
This is so that people knows that I'm not dead cos I haven't been updating my blog and not being online in MSN.
Nah I don't think people would care if I were to just disappear from Earth.