hey hey!

tomorrow's hari raya!

i'll get back to your issue after tomorrow..

(:

quite pleasantly i found my baby pictures while helping my mum..

haha..

here they are!

wow i do noe how to sideglance when i was a toddler eh? haha

ok i bet i just taken my shower with the amount of powder on my face! =P

basically this post will be a post not with words but pictures..

ENJOY! (?enjoy?)

haha.

oh yeah plus the fact my bro and i were wide-eyed(again) cos we had to do solat Tasbih..

LOL..

first time..

must be the ustaz my father had been learning from.

-_-.

ketupat before being stuffed inside the big pot..
the sweet selling cooked ketupat! HEHHEH.

oops sorry this are for kids only..hehe of cos mum will give their sons also..hehe..SHE BETTER!(:

Night view of the kelap-kelip at home..thats just my father slacking..and watching tv..

omg i can't believe my father cried just now haha!

weee! KUIH BABE! haha..my style..put one in container put another in mouth..:D
the place to put all the candies...i am so gonna be excited!! ((((((;

alright done here.

there will be another post at 12 midnite tonight lol.

oh btw sorry my VIPs i wouldn't be at Al-Iman tomorrow somehow my dad wants to pray at Orchard's mosque..heh

wow i've reached 300 posts haha.

ok yeah lets do a separate post because this post don't deserve anything negative.

so it was akhirutarawihirahimakumullah..

lol i hope i spelled it right.

and now i feel like changing my blog song; again haha.

lol at last the emo raya song..

LOL..

well it seems like the only song there's guitar in it lol.

tomorrow's the day to cook the ketupats..

the day after tml is hari raya..

but heck i'm still not having the mood.

damn.

what should i do?

To Wai Jack,

Fine, wow you are one of the best archers in the club.

I'm impressed.

Ok fine I hadn't IKO-ed and beaten you.

But archery isn't the only thing that this world consist of.

I mean look,

like seriously,

I can just say,

hey i'm good at guitars.

are you?

i bet you don't even know how to hold the pick.

oh man enlighten me, how do pickups work?

yeah you will need proper form in guitar playing too.

like archery.

so you get it?

and yeah,

i don't say "special" words without any reason.

you had been criticising a lot of people.

We Yong did a great job as a QM.

i had been shooting with him a lot of times.

so i noe roughly how he had been doing his job.

he thought me how to do a nocking point.

+1 for WY.

oh wow you mentioned that Daniel is so blur.

how dare you judge people like that?

the "lagging" issue about him is just supposed to be treated as a friendly joke and not meant seriously.

you need to rethink.

are you that perfect?

you know all the times i asked you about archery.

not a single time there's no arrogance in your tone.

Hafiz maybe be curseful from morning to evening.

but if i were to get lucky and catch him in good mood,

he would be so sincere teaching me..

especially that time during the bow training i asked about stabs.

that's why i bothered to give him a good review. 

+1 to Hafiz.

i guess i have to thank him for what he had done if i were to meet him.

i even recalled about you criticising the year 2s about some of them not getting metal bows cos they are lazy to train.

wat accusations.

well at least they are smart enough to save up without using up their bank money to buy a bow and leave themselves with less money for the future.

example?

Schazwan.

seriously your morals are so fucked up i wonder how you managed to find your way to SPAC.

and you won't have a bright future with that kind of attitude.

so this explains when i use that "special" word.

scroll down for meaning.

And yeah i'm not old enough to drink.

oh wait.

well i'll just pretend that you're are busy being good in archery and being intelligent in your studies,

but i just wanna let your general knowledge be wider,

Muslims can't drink.

Oh well i think i know why you're saying things not related to this topic.

you just wanna imply that you are older than me and i can't disrespect you.

i'll tell you something..

i seriously don't give a damn.

you don't know what i dare do.

ask this particular group of sec 4 or sec 5 people what i said to them when i was in sec 2.

lutfi witness?

hope you remember lutfi lol.

i do admit i'm so far from being perfect. but some people do have to rethink before calling people "dogs" or "show offs".

BTW, (NOT!) is just so last time.

so don't call Daniel a lagger when you are one.

Period.

With Regards,

Rahman.

Main Entry: los·er 

Pronunciation: \ˈlü-zər\

Function: noun

Date: 1548

1: a person or thing that loses consistently

2: a person who is incompetent or unable to succeed; also : something doomed to fail or disappoint

Source: www.m-w.com.

"...I win you in anything for sure.."
never had i seen such outrageous phrase.

its pretty hilarious though.

so yeah today..

it was all about cleaning.

climbed up the latter..

got dust in my nose..

cleared up my 24/7 messy table..

vacuumed and mopped the room floor..

and hanged the red bear because it hid under my bed.

yeah it was really hanged.

haha sadist.

just now's madrasah exam was err i dunno how to comment.

alright the sirah was i guess ok?

haha tafsiran was quite horrible cos theres no mcq.

and there's 5 super long essay question.

heck.

and now the ustazah gave us this 2009 calender..

ok maybe nt gave, we have to sell it for $6 each.

lol i'm rather lucky my parents said they would pay for it.

ahh senang hati..

oh yeah my face is in there so shit.

Aida was so lucky she was alone at that time so the photographer didn't take her photo.

damn my lips so thick.

haha.

hmm 3 more days to raya.

and i'm still not in the mood.

hmm..

and tomorrow would be the last terawih.

so yeah embrace the last terawih cos it will only happen next year.

well thats even if we managed to reach the next Ramadhan.

oh lol pretty weird to have such words coming from me eh?

haha.

so now i guess i'll change my song to a hari raya song.

sorry Aida i never put Sudirman's song..

haha his songs like so not me hehe.

so i'll just put Suasana Hari Raya ah..

lol i had no idea i have so little knowledge about raya songs.

heh.

buat malu jek.

even Suasana Hari Raya i'm thinking a few times whether to put or not.

haah!

oh btw thnx hafiz for telling me the different raya songs which i never had known existed LOL.

i can't believe i just put a raya song omg haha.

PS: I'm having a mild fever. I think I breathe in to much dust. Haiz. And congrats to Alonso for winning the F1. I'm so pissed with Massa's crew because of them his car cannot race. Stupid crew people. I bet they are so gonna get it.

damn now i'm missing her. wish i could talk to her.

seriously,

i tink i need to buy a guitar compressor pedal and sutff it in my my voicebox.

i pity my little nephew who instantly got hiccups after i shouted at him.

well actually not my fault that he needs some shouting.

he mischievious.

hehheh.

ok so.

erm yeah tml would be madrasah exams..again.

damn sick of it lol.

i dun even feel like doing it seriously..

i'm not even aiming for top 5 like last year..

i just wanna pass now.

LOL.

seriously, i lost all my mood and focus.

preparations for raya had been very smooth.

with 4 people in the family knowing how to make ketupat,

we made 130+ within a considerably short amount of time.

why 130+?

cos my mum will give out to my married sister and my father's friend.

oh not to forget our chinese neighbours.

haha sometimes i wonder if they can really take spicy food.

ah hell tomorrow will be full swing cleaning of house.

and i'm gonna risk my life by climbing the 2.5m ladder.

just to reach the ceiling.

DANG.

but its pretty fun to see outside the window at that height.

imagine having a bird's eye view of everything from the 29th storey plus a 2.5m ladder.

lol.

ok now i'm wondering if i should put a raya song on my blog.

and if i were to put, wat song?

the emo2 kind?

siapakah yang sudi menghulurkan simpati, kepada nasibku ini!

LOL.

or maybe the happy2 kind?

berlalu dah sudah ramadhan sebulan berpuasa! tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan gembira!

oh well..

suggest me a song people!

i wonder if Ungu has a raya song.

i wan a song with guitar solos.

lol.

i really fell in love with the baju raya my mum got me..

well thanks to my mother's twin a.k.a obek for converting a piece of dumb cloth into a nice baju raya!

haha its blue colour but when light shines on it, a tinge of white could be seen.

and in case you people don't know, i love white.

haha.

and the white thingy is definitely not bedak(face powder) =P.

ok i guess i'm done with today's post so i gtg sleep so i won't be sleeping tml at the exams.

oh ya watch this vid.

pretty funny.

what are you sinking(singing) about?
LOL.
improve english guys.

yeah!

i'm so happy we are done!

QATAM-ED!

lol..

glad "metalhead" was there..

hehe...

oh yeah we both were so wide eyed the doa qatam was 4 pages long.

HAHA.

so well today we started the making of ketupat..

i'm so happy i didnt forget that much though i need some refreshers.

haha seriously i couldnt really focus much on making it..

the F1 is really addictive..

i'm so amazed by the acceleration of the cars..

imagine from gear 3 to gear 7 in 3 secs.

COOL KAN!

my father's car(he uses tiptronic so most of the time use manual) couldnt even do it in 6 secs..

haha maybe cos the police would bust him b4 he does just that..

i thing the F1 crew uses a high gear differential setting for the cars due to the tight turns at the circuit..

also i realised the cars had been tweaked to have an oversteer..

its like the moment they turn at tight corner,

the car's back will like slide a bit..

i tink so i might be wrong..

haha..

ok actually i have no more idea to blog about now..

so peace off!

oh btw, this someone who thinks that i'm referring to him as the one hurling curses..

u are such an extra cos i'm not referring to u..

well actually everyone hates you lah, you cant deny.

so just mind your own business and dun be an attention seeker (or sicker?) lol.

LOSER. 

hmm!

yea!

"metalhead" went home early today.

well he IS my brother.

haha.

i called hime after Ray Toro from MCR.

lead guitarist.

but it my case..

lead quran reciter..

haha!

he recite so fast.

wh wouldn't like it.

now left with last 16(?) pages.

and i'm very sure we can finish by tml.

after that..

DOTA WITH HIM!!!

haha..

okok i miss fighting and arguing with him lah...

i dunno why but somehow nowadays we are so good to each other..

even during terawih the doa2 part we are laughing discreetly..

LOL so much ideas for jokes.

oh did i mention i anyam-ed(lol) ketupat for the first time this year?

well i used ribbons instead for now..

and look how screwed it was..

cant blame me hehe the ribbons were alread twisted here and there.

freaking hell i just couldn't rotate this picture i dunno why..

so yea it became a ball..

suddenly i'm thinking if its possible to make a sphere ketupat..

hmm i ponder. =P

oh btw that IS a first aid kit behind.

and now suddenly there's this senior wanting to talk to me.

i'll just trust him..

he wanted to meet me.

lol.

i dun feel like meeting him.

but my other self wants me to go for one last time.

he helped me a lot.

damn shit i hate being in a dilemma.

he wanted me to come this saturday..

freaking hell it would be the last thing i'll do..

not that i dun wanna meet him..

i just have this paranoia already..

i dun wanna meet anybody relating to archery already..

i mean like i said..

why would THEY care..

i'm not a good archer.

i dun even feel like telling him the reasons(s).

but heck.

still, thnx Eddy for your concern.

i'll talk to u soon.

hope i still remember i was an archer. (:

while waiting for hafiz to come online and play DOTA with me,

might as well i blog.

yeah i'm playing DOTA cos i'm bored.

not addiction.

just now was about meeting the two girls Jolene and Hui Yin,

discussing about the forgotten Maths PBL project.

LOL seriously i totally forgotten about it.

kinda a pity Siva and Nigel went back to Malaysia.

so like i'm outnumbered.

ok fine it it went well.

well at least we did some work.

oh its pretty hilarious that Hui Yin really though i highlighted my hair blue.

haha!

cos i was wearing a cap to cover my obscenely short hair,

blame the barber for not being able to do my hair properly.

LOL.

oh she highlighted her hair blond.

rather nice.

so blah blah blah,

did our work then packed up to leave.

and hui yin pulled out her thumbdrive from my laptop.

then i was like "eh! don't pull like that!"

lol i was afraid that the thumbdrive would snap..

and comes this uncle who thought that i haven't shut down my lappy,

and hui yin had removed her thumbdrive without using the "Safely Remove Hardware" function.

then he was like "girl don't do that the files might corrupt"

lame guy.

its pretty weird that my "murmur" was so loud.

i "murmured" 'wtv old man" and hui yin goes staring at me.

haha i'm lucky the uncle didn't noe wat i said.

so yeah,

it was a studious day.

well at least for the two girls.

cos my brain was still switched off.

raya is coming.

haiz it means that i have to climb the 2.5m ladder just to reach the ceiling.

and wipe the fans.

damn it.

oh how pessimistic.

well on the bright side,

i get to be the "beta" tester of mum's raya goodies.

hey i deserve it ok,

i helped her.

(:

oh now i'll have to force myself to remember how to anyam ketupat.

i totally forgot.

*digs for plastic ribbons*

goodbye SPAC.

i guess i'm done here.

i don't wanna say anything.

well except for 2 things.

i'm not someone who people can hurl unnecessary vulgarities at.

i'm not someone who likes doing pushups due to latecoming because my mum needs my help with something.

i had been patient.

but there's this thing everyone have.

the limits.

the boundary.

my personal threshold.

i don't even like people who use excuses like "i shot in th morning; i'm tired, i can't set up boards"

 

so i guess before i start exploding or what, 

i guess its better to leave.

hope SPAC would succeed.

kinda regret paying the $20 for the club shirt.

wish i could get it back.

but heck, i don't think its possible,

lastly go fuck your ancestor.

i'm done..

i noe i've changed a lot.

some people told me that.

i noe.

and i'm sorry if it affects people negatively.

maybe its time to reintro myself.

hey there, i'm rahman.

i might not smile often.

but i'm an outgoing person.

oh well actually it depends.

i kinda evaluate people first.

if i find them wanting to talk to me, i will be outgoing.

if not, well i don't care.

i do curse,

but i don't curse people who ask questions..

i'll just say 'i'm sorry i dunno".

oh yea,

i also hate people who go emo 24/7.

if ur lucky enough, i'll just ignore.

but most of the time i like to hurt even more before ignoring,

even worse with my angst now.

oh well, imo being emo is fine, but not 24/7.

it's just unacceptable.

and now i'm not sure,

my father wants me to pursue the diploma plus in business SP offered me.

but i'm not sure.

i'm afraid i cant cope.

should i grap the oppurtunity?

alright man!

my final design!

wooooot!

actually i just added something at the base of the guitar..

i just liked how the full hollow bodied guitars have their bridge till the end.

so i came out with this.

A guitar within a guitar.

To be more specific, an Epiphone DOT Studio within an Epiphone DOT.

COOL TAK!

haha.

gawd actually i just couldnt get something nice at the base..

if u notice the base, its like so dark already..

drew and erased so many times.

and i drew using a 6B pencil..

LOL slenge.

then somehow i got this guitar within guitar idea.

(:

ok freak now i need to colour the guitar.

i'm so into black and white...

so planning to use only these two colours,

or should i add some gradient with red?

aww man.

start tml ah!

colour like hell.

-_-.

so yeah i said i'm into black and white.

i want a white watch.

i want a black specs.

i want black jeans.

i want white shirts with some drawings or wat heck.

i wanna change my hairstyle like one of Gerard Way's hairstyle.

i need hair wax.

(:

dye hair?

hmmm.

CRAZY GILER.

so now again...

into archery.

i think there's an 80% chance i will quit SPAC.

i dun wanna say out the reason(s).

niwae they dun need me.

i'm not one of the best archers.

so i bet they wouldn't care.

maybe after SP Open i'll quit.

i'll just "dissapear".

So it's just a boring day today,

nothing interesting happened today..

it just consist of mugging for madrasah's exam..

is it even mugging?

is 15 mins mugging?

i think its less than that.

heh.

come on man just get the exams over and done with.

i wish all the 6 papers happen in one day.

LOL.

oh ya so my design.

i kinda like it but i don't know about other people.

maybe you guys can help advice me on any improvements i can make.

i haven't colour it so it will look rather confusing.

i don't have markers or colour pencils.

haiz sad.

so yeah here it is.

compare with yesterday's picture.

of cos its not my final design.

i feel like adding more things.

i want it to look as gothic as possible.

initially i actually drew a fedora on the pick guard but at last erased it cos it's so out of place.

 as expected, the flames were so hard to draw.

 it kinda to me a very long tine and nearly unbearable patience to get it right.

 well at least i have something to occupy my time.

 seriously i don't know why i'm doing this.

 haha.

OH HELL!

i'm terribly sorry guys.

i had made a damn bloody careless mistake yesterday.

i confused myself between a full-hollow and semi-hollow guitar!

NO!

oh man a lot of guitarists will condemn me!

NO!

LOL.

ok lets stop the drama mama.

heres the CORRECT picture.

some of you might wonder.

wats the difference between yesterday's picture and today's?

well here are the differences.

1)Semi-hollows have two pickups instead of one on the full hollow.

2)Full hollows have their bridge until the end of the guitar like bass. But not semi hollow.

3)Full hollow has a concave front like Les Pauls but for semi hollows they have a flat front.

so yeah that's that.

so well today i got bored.

as usual.

so i thought of personalising(or more to recolouring) a semi hollow guitar.

so i started with this.

if u realise its the same guitar as the top picture.

i grayscaled it the printed a draft one so not all colours came out.

after that i drew the lines or is it join the lines.

haha.

drawing the violin-like resonators is VERY difficult.

i'm was so happy i did it.

LOL.

here is the end product.

lol its kinda obvious that its a drawing by hand with the curly wurly lines.

haha.

so yeah i'll be using this template to design.

oh heck i promised myself to start studying for madrasah's exams/

shoot.

well i'll try to selit2 the time to design.

hehe.

stay tuned!

Edit: I just realised my mum put up the kelap-kelip(christmas lights). I wonder who will bother to strain their necks and look up from the ground to observer the lights. -_-.

i just don't know why,

but i feel like talking about music.

"i was so excited to have a summer all about music"

LOL.

mcm kenal jek.

don't blame me for watching Camp Rock..

i was too bored!

hafiz requested an introduction to lead guitar.

HELL NO I WON'T DO IT!

HAHAHAH.

i noe nothing about it hafiz...

well maybe limited.

haha.

so yeah i had been watching A LOT of music videos.

especially this band.

My Chemical Romance.

And guess what!

I discovered something about them.

THEY LOVE USING SEMI-HOLLOW GUITARS!

WOOOT!

haha.

2 of their songs that they used these guitars are "Famous Last Words" and "Ghost Of You".

and those who don't know what this "semi-hollow guitar" is.

yeah here's the picture.

basically the difference between this guitar and the electric guitar is that is has resonators which looked like the ones on violins.

these holes allowed the usage of this guitar without the need of any amplifiers. 

some sort of acoustic. 

but plug in the cable and u can get distortion!(: 

and i show this guitar for a reason. 

HEHE. 

even Hafiz agrees to this fact. -_- =D

my blog song now uses semi hollow.

in the beginning listen for the guitar.

the one that sounds like tooint-tooint-tooint.

oh wtv good way to describe eh rahman?

so now we are at the topic of guitars..

i had been looking in Epiphone's website and found out really weird guitars.

ok this guitar might be visually look like a typical bass. BUT! it's actually a MANDOLIN! OMG!

MOREOVER IT'S ELECTRIC! omg wats wrong with this world. haha.

                   ah yesh the same mandolin...EH! WAIT! IT's 8-STRINGED! ZOMGBBQ!

                  the every so traditional Mandolin..weird shape i think this is for killing people.=D

I didn't know Epiphone actually bothered to make Banjos. HAHA.

Guess what this guitar called? Ok fine its stated there. BISCUIT? WTH? haha. apparently this guitar makes better sounding music. Sure or nt? -_-

so there.

guitars i never really cared to know about.

HAHA.

here i end my part about music.

and starts my thoughts about archery.

i noe this is VERY shocking.

LOL asraf will terperanjat beruk gurantee.

and yea Asraf please don't get discouraged by this.

U GO BUY!

i'm talking about metal bows.

yeah i had been thinking about it.

and i had decided to NOT buy a metal bow.

heh.

the reasons? ALOT.

but here are some.

i kinda feel guilty to buy $2k worth of archery products.

i mean its like my father work everyday to find source of living,

then i was spending like some hell of a rich person.

second.

i'm rather afraid that by the time i finish NS,

i will not be comitted as when i'm in poly.

the reason?

cos it would definitely be time to get myself ready for adulthood.

and be financially stable for the future.

so if i nvr use the bow, hmmpph.

haiz.

third.

i cant just simply keep saving up money for archery equipments.

like i just wouldn't have money to spend on my "well-being" like clothes and other things.

and maybe if i were to go out with my friends or maybe (ehem dah gatal rahman ni eh?)..

i cant just possibly just follow around like a stone and when they eat i just seat there and observe?

yea so that's that.

i noe some people will regard me as fickle and i'm writing this like its so easy.

frankly speaking its not.

archery is part of wat i love.

i had been thinking about this from the 1st day of archery official training.

haiz.

simply disappointing.

but i think its best for my future.

err..haha.=D

today we have this PEEE meeting..

well quite expectedly only 7 people turned up..

lol 1A/02 was better.ONE.

haha.

so yeah.

people who think Mr Teo will be sacked.

HE'S NOT!

even though he told some people he will be sacked.

I REPEAT.

HE WILL NOT BE SACKED.

it's just a chnage of lecturers for us.

might be Andrew Goh taking over.

and i don't know why but today i just chalked out jokes on the spot.

it had been a long time since i was able to do that.

sad eh?

ye la.

stupid.

waste on you somemore.

oh man i just called Siva a monkey.

Damn it.

hope Hui Yin don't tell him.

hehe.

and yea!

i got my Earpump!

woot happy lah budak tu.

of cos like super duh.

i had been waiting for so long.

so much difference i can hear as compared to my previous Creative and my even more previous Sennheiser(did i spell it correctly?).

-_-.

GO SONICGEAR!

MAKE ANOTHER VERY GOOD PAIR OF EARPIECES.

CALL IT HYDRAULIC PUMP YEAH?

oh wtv lame.

just now was kind of amusing for me in the LRT.

ok maybe it's kinda bad and evil or wateva that's related to that.

i thought i saw my junior.

but i saw this mole on her cheek.

so i was like thinking to myself "she got mole meh?"

haha idiot seh.

i'm so ass.

:D.

oh yeah i somehow chanced upon my secondary school classmate's blog and got this photos!

wooh!

haha.

sorry Si Ying i just had to rip them off your blog.

next time put the disable right click script eh?

"Have Some Sense Of Originality! You Asshole!"

heh.

those who don't know what i'm talking about, right click my blog.

:D

its a good experience really.

so here are the pictures.

lol our seating arrangements..i think Christabelle did this. OMG find me haha.

haha our physics teacher! Mr Squidwa..oops i mean Mr Teh. heh very good understanding of Pure Physics lah he. (:

HAHA! MR CHEEELO! haha ok that's not his name. He's name is Mr Yap he substituted Mdm Yeo when she gave birth. He got his nickname because of how he pronounced zero. Only Lutfi and me know about the nickname. JAHAT EH KITER? haha. but damn he's bloody good. i improved my P. Chemistry by 3 grades.

This was a scene when both Mr Teh and Mr Yap was arguing about which technique would be easier for us to remember. I think it's about pressure. LOL klakar giler satu class ketawe mcm ape seh. Well of cos me and Lutfi the laughing masters lah. LOL.

Oh MR ANAND! I miss him so much. VERY DUPER SUPER(i know terbalik) good P. Biology teacher. Kinda regretted not hugging him that time for what he had done.LOL. Oh btw the mahjong paper with the marker ink is actually from Adam Khoo. I'll say it directly. The workshop sucks big time. Just a waste of money. But their workshops to be financially stable is good.

i just couldn't wait to buy the Earpump earpiece by SonicGear.
It won a lot of awards to date.
what i love most is the bass it can chalk out.
yea so yea..
since we are at bass,
lets talk about bass in music.

it may sound weird,
but for me i don't really like music with just the typical what-most-people-like-to-hear-music.
i mean i don't crave for sick solos or wat like Hafiz hehe.
i don't know why but i'm always looking out or in this case hearing out for bass in music.
and so far i heard songs which made me have goosebumps.
their bass players are so damn good.
they know how to create a melodious transition to cover up the flaws made by the lead guitarist(no offence hafiz hehe) and the rhythmn guitarist.
short to say they outline the tabs(for lead) or chords(for rhythmn).
they also work A LOT with the drums to ensure a more harmonious tune.
cool eh?
that's why i like bass a lot.
even though it's a fact that bassists has the least recognition.

so yeah the songs i heard having SUPER nice bass.
oh one note though, a very good pair of earpiece is required to enjoy bass.
one fo the most important equipment for a bassist.
1)Wish We Were Older-Metrostation(whole song.good bass)
2)When I'm Gone-3 Days Grace(the beginning..superb man!)
3)Myspace Girl-The Afters(after the chorus part)
4)Whatever It Takes-Lifehouse(forgot..LOL)
for malay songs, i really loved Djoker's Kapan Kau Kembali.

zomgigonnabbq their bass is so damn cool.

they don't use the regular 4-string bass.

they use this bass known as jazz/blues bass.

it has 6 strings instead of four.

the end product.

OMG COOL BASS FOR THE SONG!

so much range in the bass.

I LOVE IT LAH! haha
don't mean to criticise,

i love MCR too, 

but i feel like their drums always drown the bass.
its as if the drummer just keep whacking the drums and force the bass to try and catch up.
LOL.
i think the drummer is really just whacking. HAHA.
oh yeah hafiz did i tell you i can know distinguish rhythmn? YAY! haha

Whatever It Takes-Lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

i can't believe I'm doing this again.
i did the same the when i liked her.
Only One-Yellowcard.
and it ended disastrous.
it was really heart wrenching.
i will not forget that.

and to you, i hope you're doing alright.
'cos i'm missing you.

first time bow training with coach.

it was hand wrecking.

lol.

but then i feel rather dissapointed that my muscles ached even though its only 24 pounds.

how am i gonna cope with 32 pounds soon?

hmm maybe i need to be more seasoned.

after the bow training we had captain's ball.

nothing interesting though.

so off i went out of the game and asked the coach to check my form.

it all began with me fumbling around to get my anchor point.

then she started "tweaking" it.

so glad now i have a VERY comfortable anchor point.

after that was release.

hilarious part.

Me:*goes to predraw*

Me:*brought up rubber tubing(simulate as a bow)*

Me:*full drew*

Coach: Eh don't smile when you are at full draw..

Me:*puts down tubing*

Me: oh really? i cannot smile is it? aiyo cos i thought it would be good to be cheerful..

Coach: Nono you shouldn't smile..it might strain your anchor..don't smile.

Me:*full drew tubing WITHOUT any smile..so serious*

Coach:Ah thats better.

Me:-_-(makes that face)

Coach:Ok now release.

Me:*releases*

Coach: EH! You're faking your release! You should just relax your fingers...

Me: Grrr *under breath*

LOL its pretty funny when seeing in real life.

April beside me was like grinning like as if its soooo funny.

Again, -_-.

_-_.

oh whateveerrr i'm getting lame.

then after that asked ex-captain about dampers.

and he showed me the really understandable way.

He compared his damper equipped bow and my wooden bow.

then twang both bows.

I was SOOOO amazed at the difference in vibration.

gosh.

technology really rocks.

err sometimes.

ahah.

sometimes i feel that the ex-captain is soooo good at explaining things.

but sometimes i feel he's mean to me.

hmm i'll just think positive.

oh ya talking about positiveness,

i'm such a pessimist.

My new Quarter Master mentioned that my form is contant.

then i was like "huh? its constant tk bagus eh my form?"

LOL he did that -_- face lah.

LOL.

oh ya did i mentioned coach said i should be using 68 inch bow?

YAY!

so happy to hear that.

all this while i had been using the 66 inch which feels so damn stiff.

i think she measured April's draw length and 68 inch is good for her.

so i just compared my height and our arm length.

i was a little taller than her and my arms is half a palm longer than hers.

Coach called my hands monkey hands.

I feel so sad.

):.

so yeah!

68 inch babe!

woooh.

might be getting metal bow after SP Open next year.

buying cheap riser and limbs first.

but higher quality stabs, sights,etc.

then when i'm used to metal will be changing to the ever so popular InnoCarbon.

alright here i am again.

back from hiatus.

first of all.

Asraf,

you MADE me SMILE.

"man mane pegi ni?"

miss ke pe?

LOL.

alright basically the reason i did that hiatus thingy was because,

oh heck i'm not gonna tell.

(:

i'll simply put it that i haven't been smiling for the past few days.

well except the time Asraf spoilt it.

thnx dude-tte.

JK.

:D

i don't know why i'm so easily pissed nowadays.

i even have this don't-touch-me-when-i-don't-acknowlegde-you-can-touch me syndrome.

my newphew just kept on irritating me and i gave him a super tight slap.

his cheek got this red impression and well after that got scolding from my mother.

i think i'm still having it.

and yea lutfi,

the moment i smsed you,

you don't just go "eh wanna play badminton now?" when i just got better.

i feel that its rude.

i was at the SP Archery's Annual General Meeting at that time.

and its supposed to be a happy(or sad?) occasion.

and i shouldn't be ticked off.

dude i'm saying all this not because i wanna fight.

its what you call tough love?

i mean if u get a girlfriend who just got better from an illness,

you don't just go "wanna go to the movies and eat junk food?"

rite rite?

DDA mentioned that. -_-

talking about AGM,

there it was,

the year 3s stepped down.

and the comittee roles taken up.

i was neutral about the people that were chosen.

though i was rather dissapointed i wasnt chosen.

cos when i graduated from secondary school,

i told myself i want to contribute a lot to a club since i didn't have that chance in Zhenghua.

though i wanna comment about the relationship of being chosen and the popularity with seniors.

but heck i'm ok(or maybe happy?) with the selection.

the presentation was hilarious,

one of the seniors We Yong was like so funny.

words like "spam" and "suck" came out.

the way he said it was damn funny.

then the new president said something out of this world.

-_-.

he was talking to Gerald the new vice president.

not realising the microphone was still activated.

he said "fuck"

LOL it awwed the lecturers in the lecture theatre..

LOL.

AND.

I AM TERRIBLY HAPPY TAUFIQ IS THE TEAM CAPTAIN.

LOL hes cool.

ok lah ex-kapitan oso cool.

though he hates me?

o.O.

eh wait.

suddenly i'm thinking about the possibility of becoming a vice-captain.

LOL i wanna blow whistles.

haha.

hopehopehopehope.

orite done here.

now i'm missing somebody.

-_-.

oh gosh.

today was the most torturing day for me.

so good to be able to reach the break fast time.

yeah its cos i crapped all the vomit out.

ass lah.

i'll just say the SPDP today was rather fun.

though i feel rather jealous they can shoot balloons when i haven't tried before.

hmmph.

today i did the afternoon shift a.k.a facilitating Class B.

so in the morning i shot 30metres.

i actually wanted an 80 cm face considering the fact that i sense a trial will be coming right up for POL-ITE.

but didnt expected it to be a surprise trial which was held today.

i'll talk about that later.

so now i'll just talk about my anchoring.

yeah shoot.

i started from scratch.

haiz.

this guy(ex-ex-ex, i don't know how many times ex president, i always call him "the president with an apple on his bow limbs) told me that my anchoring is slightly off.

so he changed my anchor.

and hell it was sooooooo weird.

so now my form totally changed.

but i really wanna thank him for helping me.

at least he's not biased to anybody like some people.

some people will only teach people whom they like.

thnx president with an apple on the bow limbs.

i think the limbs are the Hoyt CX900?

i dunno lah.

LOL.

really BIIIIGGGG THANKS.

really really kind.

but like what he said(he's wise),

i couldn't get used to my new form in a matter of hours.

lets rephrase this.

i have to try more of my new form to not feel weird.

it was REALLY weird using the new form.

like really.

i'm still struggling with it.

i need more practice.

i was soooo depressed this senior Rachel(she shot X10 arrows! OMG) like keep telling me "relax dude".

heh.

so that brings me to the trials.

oh man it was a surprised trial.

shoot.

and i couldn't concentrate on the sight.

i was so dehydrated.

at one end, i couldn't really aim.

so i told myself,

hey why not train using the new archor form( i initially used my old style of anchoring)..

and struggle, struggle, struggle.

i don't expect to get into the POL-ITE.

so yeah.

used new form got crappy points.

so big diff from the old form.

i failed the trial finally.

i dunno why but i don't really care.

LOL.

its like i don't mind if i couldnt get into POL-ITE team.

but i get in(which is impossible now), i won't mind too.

so, i want more practice on my new form now.

struggle rahman.

really draining today.

in the mrt i nearly blacked out,

so i squatted beside fadhil who was sitting on the MRT floor.

LOL.

in the LRT my legs jammed on me.

luckily by the time i reached Phoenix, my leg was ok.

and surprisingly my father was nice to make his terawih pace faster.

he zipped to 20th rakaat 15 minutes faster than usual.

THANK GOD.

orite here comes something.

i feel that i have to do this.

i wanna go "missing" until Friday 12th Sept 12.30pm.

so starting from 12 midnite today.

i won't reply any messages or pick up any calls.

i won't be online in msn.

and to lutfi and hafiz, i quitted our guild temporarily.

in case i had been spotted outside, act as if i'm not there and don't go calling out to me.

my blog will be post-less till Friday.

i have to do it.

i'll post the reason on Friday.

bye.

today was SPDP.

its a kind of personal development program SP has for its students.

they can choose wide range of activities during the holidays.

i actually wanted to go horse riding but it was too expensive.

i wannated photography but i need a camera.

use my pathetic 2 MP phone camera?

NO.

and my parents won't trust me with the camera.

ironically, during holidays they will dump the camera on me.

and i have to take photos.

THE HECK.

well maybe i take good pictures lahh.

-_-.

actually some pictures that aren't nice i edited them in photoshop.

so yea cheated i am.

once i had nothing better to do so i retouched a photo to make the teeth of the monkey REALLY white.

i wanted to post the photo but i cant seem to find it.

finding the photo would be like finding a needle in a haystack in the computer's album.

so back to the topic.

where was i?

hmm ok got.

so just now some year 1's and somehow years 3s went for archery.

but sadly i got no one to teach cos its like manpower is a tad bit too much.

well in the morning but not in the afternoon.

me and my archery partners came back from friday prayers to see a huge bunch of people.

so in the morning was just sitting there and discussing about archery.

our captain managed to answer our questions with much understanding.

i think i wanna go full win & win bow.

the reason?

i'm the kind of person who likes equallity.

if i'm not wrong he said win & win has speed without compromising stability.

i like that.

so yeah full win & win.

but about the stabilisers part.

i'm still a bit confused cos the discussion suddenly stopped.

i forgot how it happened.

LOL.

actually before the bow brands discussion part he talked about target panic and bow shanking.

first of all target panic.

as the 2 words said.

u kinda panic when shooting at a target?

LOL.

he told us theres 3 forms of TP.

1)At full draw somehow you cant control your bow and move it to yellow. It just goes to other colours.

2)At full draw, the moment the target had been seen in the sights, arrow was shot straighaway without aiming.

3)Arrow was shot without being aimed AT ALL. My captain told us it is the worst TP.

so during my Internal Competition during the IKO rounds and the Pesta Sukan trials i kinda had the TP's 2nd kind.

i dunno how it happened but i suddenly released the arrow even before i aimed at yellow.

LOL.

during the internal compe it proved disastrous.

yea like the kind straight away eliminated.

LOL.

during pesta sukan trial my score sucked.

so thats that.

i was lucky one of my seniors taught me how to cure the TP.

if not i wonder how my Pesta Sukan will fair. LOL.

so yeah after that.

bow shanking.

i did it in pesta sukan.

and its not supposed to be done.

heh.

its basically when you realise that u made a mistake in aiming or whatsoever in the last minute,

you'll swing the bow so the arrow sort of fly in a slightly different angle.

for example if the arrow was released when the sight is at the 7 pts on the left side,

the archer will swing his/her bow to the right to compensate for the mistake.

cheating. thats that.hahahahahah.

for example is the world class archer Park Sung Hyun.

what i saw in beijing olympics on her last end was that after releasing she turned her whole body to the right. LOL

the commentator actually said she was shanking. HAHA.

idiot seh commentator.

ok so thats it.

i'll just stop blabbering about archery.

but i really look forward to know more about archery.

maybe when i get to year two or wat,

i could pass down knowledge to the year 1s.

LOL ilmu pusake nampak.

nasib baik tk puake. :D

haha this post is supposed to be posted yesterday.

but somehow in the morning i realised that it was still under drafts.

i have no idea why it wanst posted.

so its basically me introducing a newly launched web browser.

well actually its still in beta.

AND i'm not paid by google to advertise this.

its just that i find this browser significantly better.

this browser is called Google Chrome.

it can be downloaded at www.google.com/chrome.

well i think thats the right website.

u can just search in yahoo. or google. -_-

looks-wise it is very simple.

fine in my opinion mozilla firefox wins hands on in terms of design of the browser.

WAIT.

erm i think i haven't explore much of Chrome.

they might have settings to chnage the themes like mozilla firefox?

hmm i'll explore later.

so yeah i dun really mind about looks actually.

same applies to girls.

EH SHIT WHY AM I SAYING THIS DURING FASTING MONTH.

-_-.

the think i adore about thus Chrome browser is how fast it loads.

lets take for example my SP Archery website.

somehow when i used IE to open it.

it will take like about 7 secs to load.

i have no idea why.

LOL.

but when i used this new browser, i'm awwed by how fast it loaded.

same goes for my private website which contains A LOT of things.

and i'm telling nobody what this "private website" is.

yea i'm an undercover..... 

so yeah there goes my review whatsoever.

my 2 cents worth.

alright i wanna go exploring.

eh wait one more topic.

about the people around.

WOW people around you eh?

alright so it goes like this.

i may seem like a freaking stone to some people.

but i do noe that they are trying to make sure i make the best out of me.

i wanna thank this "some people".

i'm really sorry if i somehow unable to show my appreciation.

i'm so deprived of this module i call "People and Environment Appreciation".

i adore you "some people".

I love you "some people".

AHEM.

meeting with lutfi just now made me feel better.
we joked more than the time spent playing badminton.
i guess i got better now.
well except the fact that a bee stung my finger.
that would be the 5th time..so yeah.
i tink i taste and smell like honey.
SHOOT.

to end this post,
i'll just state that;
I'll just stop being affectionate to people..
eh wait!
wait wait wait.
i don't even know the meaning of this "affection" word.
THAT'S SHIT.
i'm such a failure in this kind of things.
i cant even make her happy.

I miss you.
I love you.


yupyupyup.
i mean it.

today was the election day for the new president and and vice president for the club i'm in..
and yeah my friend got it..
yea don't mind that.
but man the IVP jacket.
i love it so much.
i envy the people who got it.
haiz..
wish i'm one of the best archers.
hmmph..
i guess i will have to work hard to get it.
firstly i need to start with expansion.
but then i don't know who to ask for help.
might be paranoia or not.
but it seems that nobody wants to help me.
haiz.
again.

i hadn't been much in a good mood nowadays.
i wondered how i could laugh just now at the club.
i just feel worthless.
i good at nothing.
like seriously, nothing.
i'm sorry to people who i had been snapping at.
i'm sorry asraf,
i'm sorry hafiz,
i'm sorry lutfi,
i'm sorry ____________,
i'm sorry everybody.
i seriously don't feel like being socialable(?) these days..
i hadnt been smiling at home.
i hadn't been hanging around the living room with my parents and my brother.
i've been locking myself in my bedroom doing nearly nothing.
please, i don't feel like being nice nowadays.
so stop trying to annoy me.
don't blame me if i were to blurt out something nt nice.
and now i also don't care how close you are to me.

i wonder whats happening to me.
is it because;?

it seems like i have nothing to talk about today.
so yeah i tink i should talk about yesterday then.
lol.
i seriously have nothing to do nowadays.
so yah lets blog.
here it goes.

so yesterday after madrasah,
(which i luckily went bcos ustazah gave a WHOLE LOT of clues.)
we(as in the 4 members in our family) went to banquet to have a eating out trip before Ramadhan. -_-
LOL.
then after that we went to nenek's house.
been a long time since we went there.
then i saw my long lost cousin.
actually i didnt recognise her.
i was like asking my brother "who is she?"
the my brother was like "otak ko lah dier kan sedare kiter."
LOL seriously i don't recognise her.
yea really long lost eh?

but somehow,
shes like so confortable with me and my brother.
relax jek duduk sebelah aku.
disturb my ketenteraman.
haha LOL joking lah.
but then its pretty weird to have someone you never met for a long time,
AND of the opposite sex to sit beside you.

then she HIT me somemore.
firstly there were this people going door to door selling pen.
the kind of stupid useless pen which would dry out 1 day after for $2.
haha.
so these guys tried to stood outside my grandma's gate.
then she go and smack(or is it more to grip?) my arm.
MAK KAU TERPERANJAT BOBOY AKU.
HAHA.
i was so "lost my waterface in front of my brother" i simply said "what?" to the guys and said i'm nt interested.
gosh.

then when she was about to leave for her home,
she was like want to shake my hands.
err shake?
i dunno lah.
the kind when i see my malay friends than i'll greet them by doing that action.
yea.
i mean like she = girl.
same age somemore.
where can!
HARAM.
lol.

i was so damn embarassed in front of my nenek and family.
LOL.
then i pretended to cover up my embarassment by trying to get my makcik's baby from her.
then she thought i wanna shake her hands.
aiyoooo!!!
then when i pulled back my hand.
she go and HIT my leg!
WALAO!!
damn embarassing lah yesterday.
i was sooo quiet in the car on the way home.
NONONONONO.
i dont deserver this kind of things!
NO!
LOL.


I'll wait no matter how much time you need. I'm sorry.