meeting with lutfi just now made me feel better.
we joked more than the time spent playing badminton.
i guess i got better now.
well except the fact that a bee stung my finger.
that would be the 5th time..so yeah.
i tink i taste and smell like honey.
SHOOT.

to end this post,
i'll just state that;
I'll just stop being affectionate to people..
eh wait!
wait wait wait.
i don't even know the meaning of this "affection" word.
THAT'S SHIT.
i'm such a failure in this kind of things.
i cant even make her happy.

I miss you.
I love you.


yupyupyup.
i mean it.