goodbye SPAC.

i guess i'm done here.

i don't wanna say anything.

well except for 2 things.

i'm not someone who people can hurl unnecessary vulgarities at.

i'm not someone who likes doing pushups due to latecoming because my mum needs my help with something.

i had been patient.

but there's this thing everyone have.

the limits.

the boundary.

my personal threshold.

i don't even like people who use excuses like "i shot in th morning; i'm tired, i can't set up boards"

 

so i guess before i start exploding or what, 

i guess its better to leave.

hope SPAC would succeed.

kinda regret paying the $20 for the club shirt.

wish i could get it back.

but heck, i don't think its possible,

lastly go fuck your ancestor.

i'm done..

i noe i've changed a lot.

some people told me that.

i noe.

and i'm sorry if it affects people negatively.

maybe its time to reintro myself.

hey there, i'm rahman.

i might not smile often.

but i'm an outgoing person.

oh well actually it depends.

i kinda evaluate people first.

if i find them wanting to talk to me, i will be outgoing.

if not, well i don't care.

i do curse,

but i don't curse people who ask questions..

i'll just say 'i'm sorry i dunno".

oh yea,

i also hate people who go emo 24/7.

if ur lucky enough, i'll just ignore.

but most of the time i like to hurt even more before ignoring,

even worse with my angst now.

oh well, imo being emo is fine, but not 24/7.

it's just unacceptable.

and now i'm not sure,

my father wants me to pursue the diploma plus in business SP offered me.

but i'm not sure.

i'm afraid i cant cope.

should i grap the oppurtunity?