I've resisted contacting you for reasons I know you continue to appreciate. 

But, to be honest, some unexpected dimensions of my new life are eating away at any resolve I have left.

I'm lonely, uncertain of my ability to live like this.

haiz.

but well,

today was definitely a great day cos I threw a vulgar word at a stranger.

the MALAY guy was acting cool crossing the road when the man was still red.

and its a damn bloody busy junction.

so when the green light went on, i walked till i'm near him,

then i looked at him then i said kanina.

haha it was damn fun.

i wish i could do it more often.

cos i'm bored.

and lonely.

OFF TO PARAGON TOMORROW!