hmmppph.
one week past by so fast.
i'm pretty surprised actually.

to summarise the whole week,
i guess i would say that it was a pretty violent rollercoaster ride.
emotions ran high actually to be frank.
i'm not sure of whats wrong with me nowadays,
but i tend to think a lot and then after that start breaking down.
i'm terribly sorry Hui Yin, Siva and Nigel just now when i suddenly refused to talk.
what was i thinking?
i guess the added pressure i'm facing is the contributing factor.
maybe as weeks go by i will get used to the hectic schedule and stop behaving like an ass.
i think i just proven that poly education isn't for slackers after all.
in fact, i think slackers should go JC.
cos in JC if you do badly(in the sense not fail) for exams, you might still be safe.
the deciding factor is your promos and As.
but in poly you will need to be consistent in ALL exams, mini quizzes and labs to maintain the GPA.
i wanna highlight that i'm not saying any negative things against JCs.
its just my own opinion.
so anybody is free to disagree with me but i will stay by my opinion.
and those who are not happy with my opinion, you can shut your pie holes up.

i'm done venting.
as always i don't like a post to be entirely negative.
so here comes the positive part.
in 2 days time, it would be Jolene's birthday!!!
teehee.
hope you like the little gift from us.
heh.
i don't really care about the present actually,
ok let me rephrase that.
i DO CARE about the present,
but i like the birthday card message more.
hee.
it was created by hmmm..urs truly.
:D

"Happy birthday Jolene! Accept this sincere gift of ours and please don't think its because you have a bad body odour. :p".
heee i'm so funny.
just trying to be humble ok!

also, i didn't know Jolene was that insistent.
Me: Promise me one thing, don't read the card until you open the present.
Jolene: But I want to read the card!
Me: Nono! You must open the present first then can read the card!
Jolene: *rips the present wrapper in a non-ripping way* There! I opened it! I WANT TO READ THE CARD NOW. *with her act cute face*.
Me: Oh well whatever. Go on.

another one.
Me: Awww birthday girl, you want a hug?
Jolene: Ewwww. *signature disgusted face*.
Me: The hell.
haha.
alamak i forgot to take her picture with the prezzie.
lol.
she can make cool faces thats why taking pictures with/of her is so damn cool.
haha.

hmm its late now i think i better go to sleep.
full swimg programming this weekend.
please Allah, give me the courage to study hard.
and yah, last but not least, thanks Hui Yin for that sms which kinda cheered me up actually.
at least there's someone who "Hope(s) to see e cheerful rahman soon =)".
i really appreciate it. big warm thanks.