today would be officially the start of holidays for me!
the last day of lectures for me is the unofficial start of holidays.
haha whatever that means.
also i would love to thank SP for the "grand finale" just now for PEEE.
fucker lah the setter.
that idiot made it so tedious.
its like the weightage is 35% of the whole year,
not only that, but PEEE has 13 credit units.
13 FOR GOD'S SAKE!
dumbass setter.

but right now whats done is done and life has to go on.
so basically right now i'm desperate for a job.
i really need to work.
i can't stand being at home already.

and from today onwards,
out of nothing to do.
i'll do a random trivia about me starting for today.
lol.

1st of all!
Nobody will ever see me going out without wearing AT LEAST two layers of clothings.
haha basically the first reason the inner layer covers my collar bones.
i hate it when my collar bones "pop out" when i wear one layer due to the fact that i'm erm..skinny?
2nd reason would err haha actually no 2nd reason cos i'm basically an outerwear kind of guy.
1st trivia done! :D

hold my hand.
hold onto it tightly.
for we will go forward into the tunnel of journey, together.
once again don't let go.
for it will the opportunity of a lifetime.
and we will grasp that opportunity together.

its been a while since i felt like this.
i keep on feeling that something is not right.
its like i keep trying to figure out something i don't know how to figure out.
it leaves be dazed and confused.

i'm already stressed out with the fact that PEEE is coming.
now my body feel uncomfortable.
i forced myself to sleep but alas!
i just couldn't close my eyes and rest.
i stuffed in little tidbits but still it doesn't feels right.

i'm getting annoyed by everything.
i don't feel like talking to anybody.
i even refused to look at my family members.
i locked myself in my room the whole day.
i'm pretty much hungry now.
but i just don't wanna care about it.

starve to death i don't care.
i feel my shoulders being weigh down with burden.
and i wonder when it will all disappear.
when i die?

one thing's for sure.
I'm FUCKING tired.
my shoulders are aching.
i need my well deserved rest.

sorry for being rude. i'm just already depressed.q

oh hell.
never will i want to paint ceilings anymore.
haha.
neckache lahhhhh!

other than it was fine.
i loved the purple colour, though its like the international gay colour(?).
the funny thing is that my father didnt really have much paint on his body.
but for me halamak~!
like i painting my own body like.
body art they call it?
haha i think its because i sat on the floor and did all the other positions(alamak sounds so wrong) just to reach the little parts.
and i'm also the most idiotic and clumsy painter ever existed i guess.
i accidentally stepped into the paint tray and my whole feet got white.
clumsy lah!
ok lah at least i'm smart enough to not overwork and then get headache like yesterday.

tomorrow would be the living room turn.
haiz i will do my bes to avoid being asked to paint the ceiling.
haha i'm really sick of it.

oh haha i can't really resist the temptation of doing wiring.
so i helped my dad wire up the tv cable and run it all the way to the future tv feature.
it was fun, nobody got electrocuted.

quite an accomplishment i had today.
haha ok fine its not that significant.
i helped to tape up the skirtings of the walls to get ready for painting.
i did the whole house by myself ok?!
haha and i ended up having a backache after that.
and somehow my fever got worse.
its pretty weird i fell sick twice this month.
maybe like the doctor told me, i get sick when i'm depressed.
lol.

oh and i helped my dad figure out the wirings in the house.
where it comes from and where it goes that kind of things.
i just love my multimeter and my test pen.
they had been VERY useful.
from school to home.
haha he funny thing is that my father asked me if I can do wiring.
haha i was like so shocked.
i don't dare wiring up 240V.
1V to 15V i still can.
haha i'm not a qualified electrician yet Ayah.

tomorrow will be painting day!
hope i get better by tomorrow morning.

OH OH!
guess what!
my father sounded me about taking the driving license!
hahahaha!
i was so damn happy to hear it but then because its like sooo early in the morning(like 5.45 am) i can't really show my emotions.
haha so what i did was just a stoned face.
ngantuk katekan.

alright i will need to sleep now.
hope my tomorrow - ALAKAZAM! - my fever disappears.

went to the doctor just now for fever medication.
and guess what.
i'm having the same condition as Hui Yin.
i have to make sure i don't stress myself up for studies or else my body immunity will drop,
in turn causing fevers that kind of things.
and now the doctor made me eat anti depressants before i ever start study.
no matter how long i will be studying.
and the pill is BIG.
haha.

ok well at least the maths paper just now was at least easier than the past year exam papers i did.
oh and i'm pretty much confident i will get full marks for section A.
LOL.

left on the exam timetable would be PEEE.
another scary module.
luckily its on the 26th.
i can study with more peace.

and yeah saturday we are going to help my sister and my brother-in-law paint their new house.
my father assigned me to paint one of the bedrooms.
hope i can manage it.
if i can manage painting my room that time,
the room might be easier for me.
OH SHIT.
i just remembered.
i have to paint the ceiling too!
NOOO!
ok lah looking at the bright side the ceiling isnt that high.
so i hope my neck won't ache like that time i painted the ceiling of my room.

alright cya guys.
i need rest.
yep.

frankly speaking, like what Jolene told me,
this DE paper is the most decent paper we had for the whole year.
haha.

oh yeah Jolene just wanna remind you that I'm such a loyal friend ok?
you late also i did wait for you.
hahaha.
then at last we had to run.
LOL.
worst still, i forgot my seat number.
hahaha.

one thing about this exam is that the whole DASE takes the exam in the same place.
i think 5 classes with the partition opened making it like so damn big.
AND SCARY.
haha.
so like i said earlier, the paper was pretty friendly with me.
managed to do most questions seamlessly (ceh seamlessly seh).
god willing i hope to get above 85.
really hope so.
oh i would prefer that my bladder won't get full when the exam is going on.
i left the class around 20 mins before the time limit.
just cos i need to pee.
haha.
i initially wanted to just go to the toilet then come back into the class after that,
but then changed my mind and decided to leave the class.

next on 19th would be maths.
i'll make sure i empty my bladder.
AND JOLENE YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU HAVE YOUR ADMIN CARD BEFORE YOU LEAVE YOUR HOME.
hahaha.

ok now as promised the update on the "tunang" event.
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the event was held on the 14th on feb.
it was really fun and smooth.
of course lah my father handle what.
LOL. role model role model.
the night before it was full swing preparations.
i slept at 4 am to help them cut the pandan leaves to make the "bunga rampai".
ok i'm so english deprived i guess.
at least i did help a lot ah.
cut the things and also make sure they don't feel sleepy.
seriously i felt that i can really crack jokes at night.
till the fact my father went out of his bedroom(he was sleeping so that he won't feel tired when he needs to be the "host") to check on why everyone in the living room are laughing non stop.
hehe i'm a hero.
so i slept from 4 am till 8 am.

weird as it seems,
i felt that i had enough sleep.
12 pm the bus arrived so carried all the hantaran into the bus.
in the bus it was worst.
hahaha damn chaotic.
my uncle did the pontianak dance which cracks everyone in this bus.
even the bus driver could not stop laughing till the fact he didn't move when the light goes green.
it got worst when he talked about the Batam hospital.
theres water leakage there.
then he said it the pontianak urine.
the way he said it is sooooo damn funny.

so we arrived at the place,
my father took over and said everything about the planning for the marriage.
its really funny and weird to listen my father talks because he used the formal Malay(Bahasa Melayu Baku).
haha i think others feel the same cos they were looking at each other with an amused(?) face.
oh and the photographer zomg he used the full frame Canon 5D DLSR.
not only that he used the L Canon lens series.
it is basically the luxurious series.
i was so wide eyed haha.
the camera body itself costs $3699 and the 18-200mm lens costs around $2500.
crazy giler lah.

oh and guess i met?
refer to this.
http://highlyacclaimed-shit.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html
haha yeah!
i met Azizah!
lol.
intially i didn't recognise her because 1)long time since i saw her, 2)she wears tudung.
haha.
then during the photoshoot, her mum told her to take a photo with me and the bride-to-be.
that was when i realised i noe who she was.
her mum was like saying "Azizah" many times.
so i was like thinking that i heard this name before.
then "BANG!" lol i remembered.
after that i felt pai seh.
hahahaha.

the journey back home was horrendous.
i was holding the chocolates when the driver jammed the brakes cos someone jaywalked.
expectedly, everything flew.
HAHA.
well at least i managed to savour one of the Kisses when picking up the chocolates.
LOL.
throw one stone hit two birds eh?

at home basically was just more eating.
Azizah was there also lol.
kedebak kedebuk night came so the house emptied out.
and me, my cousins, his brother and my brother in law did something illegal.
haha.
i never thought it had an age limit until the time when you called me and i told you that i did it and you said you think it is illegal.
HAHAHA.
no the illegal thingy doesn't have anything to do with sex.
LOL.
but seriously, the iced lemon tea tasted nicer in a gas form.
HAHA what a clue.
ok lah overall everything was fun.
haha.
and yeah that call really did made me feel happier.
hee. :D
POLAROID SICKNESS!
:P

hmm its been a while since i went in here.
over the next few days i will be writing about the events which happened few days ago.
i really need time to type everything out.
lol.

tomorrow i will start my exams.
hope everything goes well.

call me an extra.
but i am the one who IS VERY EXCITED about tomorrow lol.
haha.
so basically tomorrow will be the day my cousin will "tunang".
wat eh in english?
haha.

and never did i felt so guilty of flirting with my female cousins.
ahaha.
im such an ass.

i'm so uber happy about my programming lab test today.
somehow it was easier than expected.
lol.
i only understood functions a day before the real test.
ok i put the codes in this post.
just to let people have the feel of what they are supposed to do in poly.
even if they are engineers, not IT people.
actually frankly speaking..
i kind of like programming.
haha.
it really squeezes brain juice.

today was also the day we gave Siva his advance birthday present.
haha it was damn funny.
we initially gave him a Pokemon bus.
a small one.
which kids always play with.
die cast bus.
so i planned it out "nicely",
and made it as if we were very serious about the give.
then at last after programming test, we let him have a headstart.
then we chased after him and then give him the 1:24 Lamborghini.
haha his facial expression was so damn shocked.
HAHA it was really amusing.
and sorry Jolene that your knee is hurting from the running.
LOL.

ok so right now it will be.........
arghh!
right now i'm just waiting for the moment i will be kicked out of my own bedroom to make way for visitors.
oh man i'm so going to be dead.
the rascals are coming.
damn it.
lets hope they don't climb out of the window and jump to their death from the 29th storey.

today is a pretty sad day for me.
ok well not only me but my whole IE group.
haha.
ok no haha bcos its really heartwrenching.
basically we had to return the built car back.
so its like all our dedication to the project is "wasted" cos we don't get to keep the car.
oh well we did get our boards back.
haha but yeah still it feels pretty sad to part with the car.
i missed the soldering that i did and also the connecting wires which i precisely cut to make sure the connections are not messy.
haiz.

so we took last pictures of it performing like a Ferrari(not!)..
lol.
after that even though its really hard for us, we stripped the car.
i mean like we worked so hard to design the boards.
for example the motion sensor board took us about 1 1/2 months to complete.
sad sad.
the school should have let us keep seh.
considering the fact how much they spent on "unnecessary" things.
hmm well wat to do.
well at least we were able to expand our knowledge.
if putting together 6 ICs which contains a total of 24 NAND, NOT, AND and D Flip Flops isn't enough to make a person more informed,
i would say the person really don't have his/her mind on studies.

In action

I like this photo a lot...especially with Jolene's face inside it. HAHA!

I think the car would be really be tired after so many laps of driving the motor.

we added a buzzer that sounds when the car reverses.
I call this video Moving Transit: Final Minutes
basically the difference between this vid and yesterday's is that the counting can be seen.
0-5, then reverses 5-0.

goodbye our beloved car.
for we will meet again when the time is right.
LOL.

One more assignment done.
IE crossed off the list.
the car was working perfectly,
so now we are concentrating on special features to get higher marks.

taken from my super low resolution phone.



tomorrow will be the day the TCS proposal will be handed in.
so yeah basically another assignment crossed out.
thanks lutfi for helping me print.
I FUCKING HATE MY PRINTER.

then we got really bad news from the hospital.
oh man i really felt like crying.
haiz.
i'm feeling really down actually.
i just have to hope for the best.
Please Allah help the person.
I beg you.
Please.

Looking on the bright,
and trust me it IS hard for me right now.
but just now school was a blast.
A sleepy Jolene results in cracks of laughter.
Really had fun just now laughing the whole day actually.
what happened in the elevator was terribly funny i just couldn't stop laughing in IE class.

Oh ya I have to apply for NS already alamak.

hmm the reason why these few days i hadnt been blogging,
erm wait i only didnt blog for three days haha.
consider yesterdays post an improper one.
so back to the point.
i hadnt been blogging properly because it had been very tiring.
went to the hospital in the morning and came back home at around 8.

so by the time i reached home, i'm dead beat.
i won't be releasing any info on who got admitted into the hospital.
but nevertheless it is someone significant to me.
i'm gonna miss that person who had been always made me smile.
i really miss you.

but going to the hospital means people coming to visit.
when people come to visit,
there are chances that there are babies.
BABIES!!!
:D
i definitely was excited to see A LOT of babies.
i took one of the cutest things.

i wish that my baby would be as cute as him! LOL.

it's so hard to get him to smile. so this little smile is considered really GOOD. :P

gosh!!
GERAM!
lol.
i swear the moment i get my "real" camera,
i'm gonna start a project called "Babies".
ok i know the title is boring.
hey!
maybe "The Little Things"?
haha that would be nice.

this week would be the last study week.
after that would be full swing exams!
OMG.
i better complete everything a.s.a.p.
Operation: Panic!

sometimes things can't just go the way you want it.
and it definitely sucks.

After three months..
I CUT MY HAIR!!!
hahaha.
big deal eh?
but then the barber i went to is soooo cool.
there was this particular part of the cutting when the hairdresser dropped the comb.
noe what he did?
he threw the comb away and took a new comb.
haha like so hygienic sia!
i mean like kind of wasting oso because the floor isnt that dirty.
haha he even gave me the new comb.
well actually i dunno whats the use of the comb,
bcos i don't know how to use/ don't use a comb.

so now i suddenly felt so free.
PEEE PBIL had been handed in.
it was really a burden having the PBIL around.
i hate PBILs.
oh ya talking about PEEE,
i felt so stupid just now.
i was doing the PEEE quiz.
i wasn't aware that theres timing.
so amidst doing the quiz i went to pray isyak.
so by the time i went back to work,
theres this dialogue box saying, "Your time is up."
HAHA fucking stupid lah alamak.
haha luckily i got three more attempts.

*During IE Free Access*
I was soldering something but then it is so flimsy so I asked Jolene to help me hold the board.
Me: *solders*
Jolene: *blows smoke*
Me: OI! Why you blow the smoke at me!!!
Jolene: Then you want me to breathe in the smoke ah?
Jolene: *Breathes in*
Me: OI! You crazy ah!

Yay tomorrow going to Toy's 'R' Us with Hui Yin.
I'm going to get crazy!
::::DDD
eeew like alien like that.

oh ya now i got a noisy blog!!!
:D
AND AND AND!
I LOVE THIS SEASON'S AI!
hehe.
I hope Kara will stay for more seasons..hee. :p

yesterday i was temporarily bonkers.
suddenly everything came to me just like a snap of the finger.
i thought i was going to die.
hah.

but YEAH!
everything had been resolved today.
GEMS presentation is done and there will be no more GEMS for this year 1.
OMG i'm so near to being a year 2..
haha but i'm still so childish. gosh.
the presentation was great.
turned out better than expected.
hee.

then there was the IE car.
after 2 months of doing it, we MADE IT!
AT LAST!
gosh it had been so torturing.
its a pretty damn hard project considering the fact we had to design and build.
next give just give us PCB lah!
aiyooo.
freaking stripboard.
finally our moving car!

Bloody fuck lah why blogger keep rotating my pictures!

ah there thats our Ferrari! In disguise! haha..so cute rite like coming out of mother's womb. erm ok whats wrong with my imagination?

we are now currently planning to put some special features.
thinking about making it like the roadside cleaner..
you know the truck with the brushes one the side..
brushing away the leaves?
haha.
the fan will spin when moving forward but when the car is reversing the LED a.k.a reverse light will light up.
cool tak? haha

so yay!
two accomplishments!
now left with the freaking TCS report.
and finally the dreaded FINAL EXAMS!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
*runs around the room and finds that i is not big enough to run around so moves to living room to run...before crashing into a wall*
after that i go crazy.
like really mental.
haha.
ok done here bb!

yes!
i'm done with the DE assignment.
erm ok actually not assignment.
just preparations for the lab test.
and somehow i managed to navigate myself through the crazy amounts of wires and get full marks for the test.
hehe.
very happy.
basically i have to convert this circuit,
into a real life circuit on the digital trainer.
ok last at leas it isn't as difficult as the previous lab tests.
haha.

ok moving on.
another person asked me the super familiar question again.
she asked: "Why are you always online?".
ok so this would be the answer for everyone.
haha don't worry i'm not irritated or what.
just wanna lessen people's burden of asking me.
so actually all my notes are in powerpoint slides.
so when i need to use them to study or wat, i need to switch on the computer.
and my computer is configured to automatically connect to the Net and also launch MSN automatically.
and also i can't be bothered to log out from MSN.
there.
that's the answer.
:P

ouh ya!
tested the count limiting board just now with the group.
after minor adjustment we managed to make it move forward for 5 counts then move back.
but then there is this problem of the car reversing from 5 to 4 but then it will then move back forward to 5.
haha.
weird.
i'm smelling more troubleshooting.
ok i'm done here.

Quote of the day:
Before the DE lab test commences.
Jolene: Any last words?
Me: I'm dead.

did anyone notice that my blog is now silent?
haha i just ran out of ideas of what songs to put.

Due to much effort put in(cheh!),
PEEE PBIL -DONE!!! :D
IE Count Limiting Board - Soldered! Left to drill holes and main testing.
yay!
i'm so happy that i could finish all this up in one day.
satisfied.
now left with GEMS script.
gonna finish it by tomorrow!

just now after meeting Siva to be taught on how to use the semi loag paper,
the whole family went to Arab street to have lunch.
I DIG THE MURTABAK!
i love it!
then took away their nasi briyani!
NICE ALSO!
somehow after a few days of depression,
i feel so happy today.
btw thanks for cheering me up yesterday.
really needed that.
thank you. :)

and somehow i feel so excited to go to school everday.
i have no idea why.
or do i?
hee.