its been a while since i felt like this.
i keep on feeling that something is not right.
its like i keep trying to figure out something i don't know how to figure out.
it leaves be dazed and confused.

i'm already stressed out with the fact that PEEE is coming.
now my body feel uncomfortable.
i forced myself to sleep but alas!
i just couldn't close my eyes and rest.
i stuffed in little tidbits but still it doesn't feels right.

i'm getting annoyed by everything.
i don't feel like talking to anybody.
i even refused to look at my family members.
i locked myself in my room the whole day.
i'm pretty much hungry now.
but i just don't wanna care about it.

starve to death i don't care.
i feel my shoulders being weigh down with burden.
and i wonder when it will all disappear.
when i die?