I'm a guppy?

oh gawd...
i regretted so much sleeping so damn early yesterdy...
its like i practically went to bed immediately after praying isyak...
which is around 8.30pm i think...
just wanna take my mind off things....
i don't know why,
but i realised i can be easily depressed..
like a freaking guppy...
so off i went to sleep..
masuk goal at around 8.50 i think...
and i woke up at 3.13 am..
with muscle aches, fever(temp registered as 38.4 degress Celsius)..
and the sudden drop of temperature at home made it worse.
i was like wtf?
why can't morning come faster?
i cant even get back to sleep!
i was lucky there was a reading material at my disposal...
Suspicion and deceit.
a very nice book indeed..
and somehow managed to finished the book in about 2 hrs..
got up to pray subuh and forced myself back to sleep after that.

and one more thing,
my mum seemed to love taking pictures of her sick kids.
for eg, when my bro underwent surgery..
she took picture of him lying unconscious on the hospital bed...
then when i gt sick today,
she took a pic of me..
i asked her why,
and guess wats her answer..
its really rare to see me with a pale face..
GAWD!
well it really freaks me out too to see how bony white my face was..
well i guess i'm little bit better now..


yea talking about my mum...
i didn't noe my dad is that err...childish?
yesterday after driving me to madrasah,
my parents went to johor for the wet market..
after she explained what my dad had done to her(mengadulah dikirakan)..
i burst out laughing to my father's delight.
my mum was putting things in the boot,
and my dad playfully drove the car forward..
and my mum nearly dropped her fishes..
LOL..

its kinda nice to see how my father is acting nowadays,
like very cute like some sort.
haha.