Stiffness in me...

my mind and body are both feeling so stiff right now..
and i dunno why my body kept shivering for no apparent reason..
i was so pissed off with myself for going to the wrong place and waste lutfi's time and money...
i tink he might notice how quite i was in the bus...
i'm terribly sorry lutfi...

this few days i had been observing my father very very closely..
and i felt that he is trying to change to a better person...
it started when we ate at KFC at johore bahru...
usually he would ask us to carry the food cos he's lazy..
but that time it really surprised me that he actually volunteered to carry the trays...
and now he wanted to bring us to the air show this saturday...
in the past he wouldnt bother to bring us anywhere in Singapore as he hated congestions...
but he had to cancel his plans cos tickets are sold out...
i knew he wanted to exposed me to aersopace since i got into the course...
even though he had to cancel, i really appreciate him trying to change his ways...
i think its time to be more careful when talking to him cos i feel that i should be supporting him...
thnx dad!

aniwae just now suria msged me again asking where i was posted to...
then i was like...
wth should she care?
i mean i didnt reply to most of her smses in the past...
and yet y is she so concerned bout me?
well i had to reply to her sms for the sake of replying and satisfying her...
she obviously had no idea how much it cost for an sms dont she?