a wonderful day.

maybe i should keep it a secret of why it was.

the boring maths lecture suddenly turned into a happy one for me.

only.

i think.

hah.

and its kinda hilarious that some people really believe me so easily.

am i even angry with that person?

no?

you're just overreacting.

so much for your hey-i-care-for-this-girl attitude.

habuk pun tkde.

sensitive.

MST2 is coming up in about 2-3 weeks time.

well frankly speaking, i've been anticipating it.

i just wanna get over it.

and of course do very well.

i don't know why,

but somehow i really felt like studying these few days.

i hope the motivation wouldn't die down anytime soon.

better if it goes along with me my whole life.

i wanna be successful.

oh lol kinda weird that its coming from me eh?

to prove my point above,

i'll just say this out.

i don't really care if i were to be called no-life guy.

cos i think i really was.

hah.

yesterday, i did differentiation from 8-10pm.

then just now, the whole 4 hours of maths i continued doing it.

non-stop.

omg i really didn't realise how fast the time went by.

but at least i didn't fell asleep.

which is what i wanted all along despite the boring lecturer.

i don't wanna miss any important points that might be pointed out.

moreover with the "secret" that i mentioned in the first paragraph.

its really emotionally refreshing for me i'll just say that out loud.

lol.

now i'm contemplating whether i should bring some past year MST paper to the beach this coming friday for the overnight..

hmm.

NAH!

don't think so.

its meant for me to just relax my mind.

why should i be doing something stressful when i should be having fun?