i just won a competition!

the best curler-when-its-cold competition.

hah!

gosh my mum,

she went and took a picture of me sleeping in a curl.

hah.

and obviously i'm nt going to show the picture.

ok just imagine a snail in a shell.

happy?

i got to know from Siva about my temperament blend.

some sort of individual personality.

my primary one is a San-guine and my secondary is Choleric.

i'm pretty impressed by how true they are.

well most of them, not all.

i'll post up about the personality once i get hold of his notes.

well other than that nothing interesting actually happened.

oh yea.

this is for you Lutfi.

fine i think its not right for us to just treat each other like enemies.

but it just painful that you accused me of jumping to conclusions.

you should noe how i will react if i were to be accused wrongly rite?

4 years man.

btw i hope you noticed that i said "if".

fine on my part, i'll apologise for being like potassium dipped into cold water(what kind of analogy is that)

and don't blame me for being sensitive.

i hate it even more.

right now the thing is,

if you wanna break our friendship, i welcome it.

but if you wanna retain this friendship, i'll welcome it too.

i just don't want Hafiz to have this dilemma of which party to side with.

i'm done here.

sorry that i didn't reply to ur sms.

the only thing that stops me from confessing to you is how afraid i am if i would not be able to take good care of you. And make you happy.