what a cold day today.

i was shivering the whole day.

or is it because i'm having a mild fever?

oh i dunno.

or maybe i don't care.

structured programming started today.

it was cancelled last week cos the lecturer couldn't make it due to some meetings(?)..

so it was all about rushing through the powerpoint slides.

codeblock..

cool program.

i like it.

*note: like..NOT LOVE.*

figure out wat i mean.

i'm quite pissed that i got 4/5 for the first quiz.

i wanted full marks considering it hadn't gone so difficult yet.

haiz.

must really work hard for 2nd quiz.

even though its only 5 marks.

its a big deal for ME.

i want to maintain my 3.8 GPA.

or maybe raise it.

we(the usual group, Hui Yin, Siva, Jolene, Nigel and me) were talking about our GEMS.

Hui Yin and Siva are in the same module..

it's a pretty cool course i can say.

like you can really make out what a person's personality is like without the need to really know them.

so i was asking which personality group i belong to.

there were options a to d.

and Siva said e.

i was like "huh?wth?"

then he continued..

ur personality is undefined.

*i remained confused*

then i gt to know that they already knew the kind of person i am.

very unexpected.

like super extremes.

haha.

sad to the core.

pissed to the core.

happy to the core.

everything relating to emotions for me is "to the core".

and i dun like it actually.

its con's outweigh its pros.

then there i was also practising what i learn in my GEM.

i looked straight into people's eye when talking to them.

and the group finds it rather disturbing.

hah i'll consider whether to continue it or not.

piercing stare they say eh?

nowadays i wonder why i opened up quite a lot to Hui Yin.

i dunno is it because i trusted her so much?

it is a mistake?

i hope not.

yeah maybe cos i trust her.

but somehow i felt guilty.

cos i told someone who is just a friend my "secrets" instead of the someone i really like.

oh man whats wrong with me nowadays.

its always about me doing something then suddenly realise it might not be a good idea after all.

and sorry Hui Yin if my blocking attempt from you smacking me hurt your finger.

heh.

sorrrrry. :D