i'm so glad i'm back in my room.

i really dun feel like going out for raya but somehow my dad manage to convince me.

lol.

some people told me u will get the raya spirit when raya comes.

but then i still dun have the "excited feeling".

i had been doing things that i will nvr do in the past.

example?

when i get green packets, i dump them either in my pocket or maybe if i'm happy enough i will put them in my wallet.

so either they are safe in my wallet or when i reach home i take out the packets from my pocket(wow rhymes!-_-) and dump them near my laptop.

lol.

now i got two separate places where my green packets are lying at.

am i different enough?

lol.

ironically i still wanna put raya songs at my blog.

seriously i'm relieved that we went to only one relative's house.

and oh no got an update..

tml would be a bloody long day damn it.

my mild fever and flu makes it worst.

haiz.

suddenly i wish school would start earlier.

and during the long trip (yeah from Bukit Panjang to Yishun) in the car just now..

suddenly i thought about rhythmn and lead guitarists.

haha i read somewhere that lead guitarists always get the most attention.

sometimes even stealing the attention supposed to be for the vocals.

not to mention rhythmn guitarst..

they were being sucked into the background..

just like bassists.

lol.

its kinda true though i've watched many concerts and yeah its kinda true lol.

no offence hafiz!

hehe..

well my objective of saying this is not to say i feel that Hafiz is being selfish..

HAHAHAH.

i just wanna say, as a rhythmn guitarist..

WE MUST BE PROUD TO BE RHYTHMN GUITARISTS!

LOL!

but seriously, who are lead guitarists without rhythmn guitarist?

we provide the backbone of the songs man!

LOL.

HAHAHHAHA jkjk Hafiz..

ur a nice person lol.

ok i'm done here.

and i feel like it.

so here comes my random trivia.

I don't like wearing baju kurung.

lol my father do know how to tick me off when he told me to wear it to raya.

haha so if i were to wear a t-shirt to Friday prayers or wat..

it either means i'm going somewhere after that or my father isn't with me.

heh.

BTW, i forgot.

I wanna apologise to people who i've hurt especially when i got more no-nonsense.

yeah especially Lutfi since you're close to me. 

heh.

EDITED: I felt a knife penetrate my heart. Haiz.