today household was so kecoh.
my sister wanted to buy a new house.
I find my dad funny.
"Kau nak beli, beli yang bawah 200k. Senang kau. Jangan ikut nafsu."
heh i just find the nafsu sentence amusing.
lol.

so yeah.
skipped madrasah today.
for not apparent reason.
i just felt so tired.
did math past years exam papers.
was reminded of the exams coming in two days time.
i want to improve.
i regret being a slacker during MST.
i hope next week would go by quickly.
i planned to study during the holidays.
i wanna catch up more.
hope i wouldn't be lazy.
but of course,
i wanna meet my friends too.
i missed them a LOT.
i miss secondary school.
i miss zhenghua.
i miss the time i ran so fast when you know what eh lutfi.
secret between us eh?
heh gara-gara aku eh lutfi.
also the time we learnt about condoms we made a LOT of jokes about it.
And laughed our ass till dismissal.
haha.
and weird things we said eh?
tak senonohyesyes?
haha get the pun?
noh noh becomes nono?
lol ok lame.
somehow i miss the classes and teachers too.
i now know why teachers pester a lot.
they just want you to succeed.
i'm very touched.
i feel like crying relieving the memories.
EWWW.

hmm maybe i should stop depressing myself unnecessary.
though it is hard when things don't go your away.
hmmph.

so yea i cant wait for teacher's day.
i wanna thank my teachers for what they had done for me.
Cikgu Mis for her love and care.
Mr Foo for guiding me from an F9-ner to an A1-ner in humans.
lol.
i wanna give Mr Anand a big hug too.
But it seems that it is not possible.
he's not in ZSS anymore.
i'm sad.
Mdm Tan for not giving up on me.
I'm sorry for being so slow.
Ahh everybody had done a part for my near single pointer aggregate.
Even my lovely friends.
Especially Lutfi, Hafiz and Asraf.
I hope we can go out more often. haha
Like the RP Drama Compe?
But Lutfi should make it next time. heh.

orite i should stop being so "emo".
right now i want a long sleeve(?) some of my seniors wore during archery.
i had enough of exposing myself to the sun.
lattering sun block is more expensive in the long run.
where can i buy it exactly?
how much?
hmmph maybe after exams i'll go find.
anyone who saw it before please tell me.
I BEG YOU.
Intensive bow training too after exams.
Sometimes I'm struggling with the 24 pounder after shooting from 9am -5pm.
i wanna go to the gym.
i wanna build up my muscles related to archery.
i want to carry a heavier bow.
if not possible maybe shoot more arrows without tiring out?
and i just wanna run, run, run.
hmmph.
orite i guess i'll just end here.