haiz i dont know whats wrong with me nowadays..
i get so easily upset, pissed and irritated..
i just dont know why i'm being like this..
its just so unlike me..
one side of me told me that i'm depressed..
another part says that its just me..

i cant really pinpoint wats really bothering me..
is it about the people around me?
is the about the person?
or is it about school?
i just couldnt get it..
why am i like this?
i really felt like i need someone to tell how i feel..
but somehow i restrained myself from doing it..
i'm afraid people would just think the otherwise..

weird as it seems..
i may look strong on the outside..
but somehow i feel afraid i would do this thing that might shock a lot of people..
haiz i dunno..
i feel so confused rite now..
its like my life just derailed.

i guess emotions are running really high for me right now...