haiz after a few days of depression..
another hit today..
the block 337 nenek whom taught me how to ngaji was admitted to MICU..
so sad sia..
haiz haiz haiz..
nvm nvm..
she's getting better..
i gonna go her house after she recovers..

and now i just wanna reveal a song i wrote..
its not that good..
as always..
what can u expect from me..
i wrote it on impulse..
lutfi dun like it..):

Time To Step Back.
(Intro)
All the things you said to me,
Looks like it's time,
Time to step back into reality,
Cos i can't just stay like this,

Some may say,
It's never too late,
But it's just that i feel like giving up,
Seeing you with him again,

(Bridge)
You would have guessed it,
How much it hurts me,
Killing all my hope,
But it seemed inevitable,

(Chorus)
Even if i were to say,
I will be ok,
Deep in my heart,
Couldn't i contain my sadness,

It really hurts me to see you,
With someone i thought you had forgotten,
Just that i had brought,
Brought my hopes high too far,

(Interlude)
I tried so hard,
Just to be there for you,
But now it seemed,
It's time for me to step back,

How can i be so blind all these years,
Not realising something this bad could happen to us,
I'm sorry if i had not been good enough,
Sorry i can't always find the right words to say,

I had been waiting for so long,
Just to hold you in my arms,
But now all my hope,
Just dissapeared in a blink of the eye,

I have to make believe this as a fact,
Though my heart resisted the thought,
So torn am I living in this world,
Wish i could just get over it,

I have to make believe, (this as a fact)
Though my heart resisted the thought,(resisted the thoughts)
So torn am I living in this world,
Wish i could just get over it,

(Chorus)
Even if i were to say,
I will be ok,
Deep in my heart,
Couldn't i contain my sadness,

It really hurts me to see you,
With someone i thought you had forgotten,
Just that i had brought,
Brought my hopes high too far,

Ohhh..
Wish i could just get over it,
Get over it...
(Outro)


thats all..
how sucks..
haiz.
nevertheless, special thanks to all my VIPs for at least trying to help me out..
oh maybe 3/4 of my VIPs...haha!
i got 4 VIPs ok!
lol