Highly acclaimed shit.

2009-06-16T23:44:00.005+08:00

with much regret and heartbreak,
i declare that I won't be using blogger anymore.
arghhh!
quit the melodrama.

I QUITTED BLOGGING ON BLOGGER.
ahhh thats nicer.
short and sweet.

that said, this blog will remain as it is for keepsake memories.
maybe in the future my kids would know how stupid my post were.
and how disagree-able my thoughts might be to some people.
heh.
so yeah, my new blog would be at http://twistedhandcuff.livejournal.com/.
i wanted it to be ilovekuihtarts but alas, i think it might me sound like a retard if i were to use it.

oh and don't worry,
nobody put me at knifepoint or gunpoint or rapepoint so that i switch to livejournal.
heh.
its just that i tend to always want to change my blog skin in blogger.
switching to livejournal might curb this.
MIGHT. heh.

cya blogger.
thanks for the bloody rotating of my pictures which i don't need.
all is SWELL.
-_-.

2009-06-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

just when i thought i could slack another day,
the freaking Aircraft Fundamentals textbook stared at me in disdain.
it did make me guilty.
so i studied.

now i'm sick to my stomach seeing the book.
thanks.

now i know what impacted me during the camp.
its the avaibility of company that made my day.
i really can't deny i'm a socialite now. :D

2009-06-14T23:15:00.002+08:00

urghh i'm still missing the SPP camp.
haha.
didn't know it had that much impact on me.
maybe its really true that the first impression is will be the most important.
because i started hated camp when i went to this particular FO camp.
urghh.
bad memories.
lol.

also i just realised that i actually broke some of the rules during camp.
they kept emphasising that we shouldn't walk alone at night.
but without realising it, i did just that.
i think one of the reasons would be that i don't wanna trouble the people.
because they were very tired of the activities,
and i feel very selfish if i were to make them walk around with me.
or maybe its because the only chance i can walk in the dark is when i'm alone?
its pretty dissappointing that humans tend to walk in places with light.
SP isn't a really creepy place actually.
its a really nice place to be at night.
the gentle breeze really calmed me down when i felt like shit.
haha.
well so i hope if any of the SPP seniors read this they would forgive me lol.

cya guys!
WITH LOVE!!!

2009-06-13T22:03:00.002+08:00

went to expo today with Kerrin.
it was pretty boring considering the fact they said "Warning: You might have too much fun."
fun my ass.
lol.
ok lah at least they give us food.
haha.
too much food to be more specific.
sadly we can't get our resource pack aka goodie bag because they only started distributing it at 3.15.
we weren't prepared to wait for 2 hours just for it.

in my opinion the only fun part was like when we were disturbing each other.
for example sneering at her taking photos with my dslr.
and at last without her realising initially, i got her potrait.
it was damn funny how she reacted when she heard my loud shutter sound.
lol.

alright all is well guys!
love you guys.
especially the SPP people.
you guys rock my torn socks!
woooot!!!
ROCK ON BAYBEH!

2009-06-12T23:06:00.007+08:00

its great to be back home,
but at the same time i'm starting to miss all the people there.
it was soooo much fun interacting with them.
we don't even get tortured during the camp like how a particular club did.

ok so lets get the ball rolling.

a warning though.
its a very long post.
but i will try to post as much pictures as possible to at least make seem less wordy.

Day 1:
it all started when i saw the familiar faces of SP Photographers.
but i don't really talk much since i'm not that used to them since i had been inactive.
soon more and more people came and more and more unfamiliar faces appeared.
but soon everything changed in a good way.
it was really surprising that we all can easily get together very well.

i have to admit that at times i was pissed with some of the people because we had to keep going from clubroom to bunk and then back to the bunk and then suddenly we need to take something again from the clubroom or from somewhere else.
but i guess i have to understand that shit happens so i don't really mind actually.
actually in fact it came with more bonding between us the helpers.

that day was also i think was the first time in 2 years i ran at such distance and speed.
one of the GLs, Christina chased me because I wouldn't hold onto the plastic bag.
lol.
it was damn tiring.

ok so zoom zoom zoom(ceh mazda seh lol) to the nightwalk.
this have to be considered day 2 since it started at 12 midnite.
so yah...

Day 2:
it was pretty draggy since my station was a pretty boring station.
its just simply taking a picture that reveals a hanging ghost.
ok lah maybe not that boring since its very interesting how real the ghost really looked.
everyone who passed that station just would say "ohh ok. alright cya".
only one guy said it was cool.
hahaha.
but like what i said again, i should be appreciative that they let me help out.
so yeah i don't really mind.
but actually i prefer the really scaring stations.
haha.
i envied it when i heard people screaming from other stations.

so basically this is how the picture would look like.
sorry for the low quality since i used my 2mp phone camera to take picture of the DSLR screen.

i had to stay with her from 12 am to 5 am. shes a pretty quiet lady. :P

at around 6 am had subuh prayers and went straight to sleep after that.

i never thought i can easily fall asleep that fast.

haha obviously i'm soooo tired.

i said goodnight to everybody and before i get to realised anything the sun is already shining ony my face.

haha.

oh and haha too to my "goodnight".

i woke up with terrible cramps at my legs and shoulders.

definitely not PMS eh!

i think its because the day before we had to carry the huge speakers in preparation for Disco Night.

i really felt like shit and really didn't feel like smiling at all.

but knowing me, i can't stay un-smiley.

haha.

cramps started to go away at around 1pm when it was time for amazing race.

this was much more interesting than nightwalk.

i was paired up with a girl called Amanda to man the Minesweeper station.

a very fine partner she is.

before the deployment she made me style her hair.

i was like wth, i don't even care about my own hair.

lol.

she used my wax and i did some styling and tried to make her look gothic.

it was really gothic at first but soon after the wind spoil it.

haha uat penat jek.

so off we went drawing out the Minesweeper box.

and also did some decorations on the borders.

coincidentally i was wearing a shirt with a lot of cameras in it.

heres the pictures of out stations.

i like the camera drawings A LOT!

credits to her nice drawing and my shirt.

hahahaha.

at around 5 pm the games ended.
they did some auctioning using their hard earned macaronis at the lecture theatre.
sad thing i wasn't there to witness the funny period of time.
poor Poo Siang whose leg hair got ripped and auctioned.
lol.

at around 8 pm we went for telematch.
it was damn funny and involved a lot of cheating.
hahaha.
i helped the group i was assistant-in-charge of to cheat.
lol.
alah i'm so very sure there are other groups doing the same thing.
lol.
while i'm not encouraging them to cheat, i'm holding their flag wacking people who comes near them to disturb the balloons.
lol.
a really nice group to be with.
after that we washed up to get ready for the ultimate thing.
DISCO NIGHT!!!
hahaha.
lets zoooooooooooooom again to the climax!
:D

Day 3:
it was time for disco night.
it was the best moment of the whole camp.
everyone seemed to enjoy it soooo much.
at first the freshies were fooled into believing that the disco night was really cancelled because something happened to the turntable.
the more funny thing was that some helpers also thought that the turntable mishap actually happened.

so all the surprises happened.
Badriyah told me she really thought something bad happened to the turntable.
lol.
so cute lah the guys.
we had so much fun during the night.

everyone started very conservative, not a lot danced.
Badriyah, Karil, Wen yu and me were at the back just watched them have fun.
then suddenly we all were up front with other people who are "clubbing".
i got wilder when Karil went off to sleep.
hahahah.
i climbed onto the table with another helper called Zul and danced on it.
everybody was laughing like mad.
soon a lot more people started climbing on the tables there.
other period of times would see me dancing with the other SPP helpers and GLs.
i liked the time when i duetted with a GL called Shu Ping.
haha.
soooo funny and wild.
very very very nice and pleasant people they are.
oh and i got chased again by Christina at the Disco Night venue.
this time i gave up running and she caught up with me.
lol.
at last we danced together.
haha.

here's a short clip on how the room looked like with the PA systems and lighting.

really really fun.
i really enjoyed myself.

so like the day before we went to sleep at around 6am.
had some conversations with Badriyah and three other guys,
with some uproar of laughter.
after that everyone drifted to sleep.
and then suddenly it was time for me to go home.
if only today wasn't friday then i would stay until 2 pm.
haiz.
basically i'm missing the guys already.
i can't wait to meet them again.

the favourite person that i love to tease is actually an Indian guy called Param.
i will got "where's Param? (wait for a few seconds) more?".
haha get it? Param-more? Paramore?
haha.
very evil me.

with love guys!
i'm sooooooo terribly sleepy.

2009-06-10T09:59:00.001+08:00

cya everybody!
i hope everything turns out well with no major hiccups.

with love my dear friends!
Regards,
Rahman.

2009-06-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

less than 12 hours!
omg omg i'm hyperventilating.
haha.
i really need to get out of the house and have a sleepover somewhere.
i'm all geared up and ready to go.
only missing one apparel.
don't care ah. :p

but how to go with my damn short hair.
aiyoo i hate it when i get a haircut.
it sucks.
serve me right for trusting more than one human being into touching my hair.
lol.

today was well pretty better than average.
went to malaysia to do the usual grocery shopping.
also had pizza at Pizza Hut.
urggh whats wrong with me isn't it so obvious.
also meant more photography.
though i kinda restricted myself to where i can take my camera out.
i hope at least somebody would know what i mean.
haha.
ok so from 48 pictures i took.
i only liked 18.
rofl!
i'm really really picky.
i think i just annoyed my mum when she said she liked some of the pictures but i still threw them away.
haha.
well if she still seem annoyed till tomorrow, i will recover the RAW files from the recycle bin.
hee.

EDIT: fucking hell blogger got disconnected. i'm soooo lazy to upload already.
i'll just post a shot.
haha.
A PAPARAZZI SHOT!
hahaha.

this is not the nicest picture i took though.
i really wanna share but fucking blogger won't allow me to.

can't wait for saturday.
gonna be out with Kerrin to expo for YOG.
weee!
lets do some catching up.
miss that girl a lot.

2009-06-08T23:03:00.002+08:00

two more days before i escape from home!
really really anticipating it.
i'm kinda tired of people looking over my shoulders and pretend that they care,
when all that they did was killing me by the second.
yeah not minutes, its seconds.

but it was pretty funny when my dad actually started teaching my sister's little brat colouring.
ok lah it isn't that funny, i felt a tinge of pity for him.
being taught by my father might be one of the last things people would wanna do.
but somehow, the devil side of me loved every moment of it.
lol i'm such an ass.
my evil side said "serve you right, now you know how much torture i went through".
the same goes when my dad taught my mother with quran recitals.
i was like "serve you right, now you know how annoying when you said that i'm lazy, when the fact is that dad is more of a torturer than a teacher."
lol i'm very jahat when it comes to this things.
i think if my dad were continue doing that to me when i was in upper sec, i would have hanged myself actually.
ok fuck he DID took away my computer.
but nah i don't think its counted.
i was at fault.
i think my dad believes that iron fist ruling is necessary to discipline his kids.
but well i guess nowadays he trusts me to study on my own.
haha another evil thought from me when i got the honours thingy.
i whispered to myself "there you idiot, you want good results? that right there in your face"
lol.
i'm really really really jahat.
i've told hui yin about my dad working from 8am to 10 am daily.
she was like so wow-ed by it.
just so i don't spoil her mood, i just agreed.
i wow-ed too.
but inside i was like, oh gosh you never thought how bad an idea it is when your dad chases you everywhere.
sorry hy that i lied to you.
urghhh sometimes i really wish all my secrets to be told to someone.
someone trustworthy and who understands me.

oh and just now he asked me whether i wanted to eat dinner with him or not.
i really didn't mean it, but i said "i got some revision to do, i'll eat later"
i totally didn't mean to make him angry.
lol.
i got a mini scolding after that.
haha.
"Well what you did to me in the past carved my into what I am now Ayah, someone who cares more about his book than having dinner with his dad"
but alas, i just didn't have the heart to say it out.

so yeap i said it.
started revision.
and i will make sure i give programming more time.
i don't want the dissapoinment again.
the fucking 79 marks i got for structured programming.
it sucks. really. dissapointing. i felt a knife in me when i saw it.
hmm but i have to say bouncing in the office chair when i'm stress did help.
haha i like the springy chair.
maybe i'll give the chair a name too.
hmmm. Arianne!
:D lovely name.
i really love German names.
i wish i can Germanise my children's names.
haha.

urghh need to start packing for the little escape.
"hmmm shirt done, 2 slim jeans, 1 regular fit jeans, zss pants...what more eh? OH SHIT I FORGOT UNDERWEAR"
i'm just not the person who really remember the little "details".
heh if you get what i mean.
lol.

something had been bugging me for a while actually.
i've always said to people i care about "in case you need someone to talk to, i will do my best to be there"
and i really meant it.
but sometimes, people give me some errr..how should i say..hmm unappreciative replies?
don't know if that is a suitable word.
haishhhh i got a feeling people don't really trust me ah.
not saying that everybody is being unappreciative.
so right now, i kept thinking to myself.
should i continue doing this or should i just don't give a damn about other people and mind my own business?
i wish someone can advice me on this, so that i can decide whats best.
urghh so much for being a socialite.
it sucks.

the damn screwed up socialite signing off.
cya people.

2009-06-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

today was one hell of a day.

in a good way of course.
haha.
i went home to the voice of my father saying that SP sent a letter for OITP.
i was thrilled.
but at the same time i thought, where to get 3k more.
haha.
well i guess if my father let me go i will do my best.
if he can't pay for it, i will still work hard.

and also had a pretty memorable conversation with Aida.
ok lah at first it isn't actually nice.
fuck my immature past.
nothing better to do eh?
glad that i left it there and didn't bring it with me.

talking with one of the major people in my life was really refreshing.
the past weeks had been pretty bad(though i didn't really admit),
and having that conversation kinda dispelled the "down-into-the-ocean" situations i had been experiencing pretty much all this while.
the thoughts that distracted me, that made me go "huh sorry i didn't hear what you just asked/said", that made me(as much as i hated) break down, moodswing etc etc.
some parts of the conversation was actually pretty funneh while it was awkward.
haha.
really missed the times when occasionally she would argue when i say something in madrasah.
i will raise my eyebrows and if i got something to say i will say it out loud, else i will just shut my pie holes up.
haha.
AWWWW THANK A VERY WARM YOU LAH EH AIDA.
haha ok maybe a very cooling one since the weather's hot.
heh.

2009-06-05T22:55:00.003+08:00

feeewwwweeeeeeeetttt!
haha.
HOLIDAYS!
wooot.
ok like i told siva just now.
today i think of holidays,
but tomorrow i have no choice but to think of mst already.
mst in 3 weeks time.
its gonna be fast.

alright so to summarise about this week.
some parts of it was horrible, like what happened yesterday.
some parts of it was really wonderful.
haha.
actually i really love life because of its imperfections.
having everything too perfect is just a fairytale.

now that the holidays are here.
everyone went to their separate ways.
siva and nigel going back malaysia.
haiz.
gonna miss them a lot.
hmm but looking on the brighter side,next week would probably be exciting.
tuesday would be a trip to malaysia buying things.
then on wed to friday, it would be SP Photographers FO camp.
and i'm gonna help out.
woooot.haha big deal rahman?
i really love the planning for the night walk.
haha.
then after that would be YOG meeting.
then after that our family might be going for a little trip to malaysia again to visit some relatives.
so lucky that my dad didn't plan a shopping holiday.
i wouldn't have the mood to shop knowing i wouldn't have enough time to study.

hmm so i guess tomorrow i will be starting on Aircraft Electrical Fundamentals.
since i'm going to my sister's house and it is the thinnest book.
lol.

now gonna post some pictures that was taken this past week.

INTRODUCING ANALEIGH!!!
haha this would be the first time my little dear gets featured here.

Jolene looks like a little kid who saw a camera for the first time. hah.

i like this picture. and the picture taken by the camera. i posted the picture a few posts back.

"the super powerful photo when viewed big" haha.

i'm done here for now.

all is swell, guys!

urghh suddenly i remembered about the three project that needs completion.

haiz.

2009-06-04T23:06:00.002+08:00

FREAKING YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
2 LAB TEST DOWN!!!
woooooooooooooooot!
slacking time!!!
wooohoooo i bet tml i will be so slacky.
haha.
i'm really in a holiday mood already.
i really really need the holidays.

but still i got to keep my head up for MST.
gotta study real hard.
i don't what happened during my MST1 in year 1 to happen again.
so HAFIZ!
STUDY DATE YA!
hahaha.

alright so highlights for today.
had mct lab at around 1pm.
it was ok i guess.
if everything goes well, insya allah all the marks might be mine.
for servo,
hmm not sure about it.
haiz.
i hate it when i can't even score for a pathetic lab test.
fine its difficult, but imo its just me not trying hard enough.
damn.

after servo, we had a little meetup to make a decision for our CRS presentation.
haha i didn't call Jolene to come cos she's already playing pool at Moberly,
i just don't want to disturb her.
well i think its better if i didn't call her over.
something pretty big happened.
and we had to cut short the meeting.
well i just have to say that i am to be totally blamed for what happened.
i got frustrated and angry till i didn't realise i'm causing others to be affected by it.
haiz why must i overreact?
is it because i'm frustrated?
stressed out?
nah i have no excuses, i just followed my emotions too much.
i'm such a selfish person.
how the fuck can i make someone teary.
what a pile of shit i just did.
i'm sorry and i'll make up for it.
this i promise you.
:)

2009-06-03T23:09:00.003+08:00

skipping GEMs today was pretty worthwhile.
i've got a whole lot more time to study for the two lab tests tomorrow.
gosh i'm scared and nervous shitless.
microcontroller technology and aircraft servomechanism.
the two subjects that had been bugging me since day one of year 2.
and now guess what?
i'm going to do lab tests for the two modules in less than 10 hours.
yeah i said it right,
the two damned modules in one day.
i'm so lucky to have someone to share my nervousness/frustration with.
gosh.
i'm really scared!
and getting 2 questions wrong for the programming quiz just now didn't make me feel better.
wth is wrong with me, there's only 10 questions and still i can't get all correct.
worst still its MCQ.
fuck the 20 mins time limit too.

practiced for servo just now.
at one point of time i got so stressed out and frustrated at someone(sorry can't reveal).
i really felt like exploding or what.
but suddenly i was like how the hell should i explode?
just kick something?
in the end, because i don't really know how to express my frustation,
i just threw my pen on the table and slumped in my chair.
and put on the pissed look.
until now i kept thinking about the fact that i can't get angry.
it sucks.
sometimes being angry relieves people of frustration.
so basically i'm doomed because i don't know how to..
dumbfuck.

urghhh i hope everything goes well tomorrow.
after tomorrow its gonna be slack day.
but i still have to study for MST.
SHITFACE.
urgghhhhhh.
i need to bring my camera tomorrow.
i will totally need it.

hey there, thanks ya. :)

2009-06-02T23:58:00.006+08:00

don't really have a topic to talk about today.
so i think i will just post the convo between me and Nigel about some things.
lol.
that guy really is getting less shy now.
who taught him?
YOURS TRULY.
:D

Me: shit lah fb chat
Me: cannot connect my ass
Me: haha
Me: i was saying
Me: i go proces ur picture now
Me: specially for my new "Singaporean" friend
(basically he got offered a PR last 2 weeks ago haha)
Me: hehe
Nigel: cha ni lo..
(cha ni is actually insert in chinese. haha i randomly learnt a new chinese word almost everyday)
Nigel: joking joking
Nigel: haha
Me: HAHHA
Me: insert what thing!
Nigel: insert into ur tuuuuuuuuuuu
Nigel: LOL
Me: hahaha
Me: eh cool
Me: 90 pictures
(this part was about when he asked me how many pictures i took in school on that day)
Me: the 30 more actually from my other shoots
Me: so from 90 pictures
Me: i threw away 10
Me: woooot
Me: improve
Me: today i really in shooting form
Nigel: haha.. great :) so u will bring ur cam tmr again??
Me: see first
Me: lol
Nigel: haha
Me: i need to cha ni my battery grip into the camera
Me: sure heavy later
Me: haha
Nigel: LOL
.
.
.
.
Me: SEE MY NICK!
(Referring to my 2nd nick "Wo cha ni my battery grip into my camera! :D")
Me: lol
Nigel: where??
Me: the other nick
Nigel: u mean "today my photographing......." is it??
Me: yup
Me: lol
Nigel: LOL lo
Nigel: haha
Me:hahaha

haha its really clear how different our personalities are right?
i'm like so talkative and lol and haha here and there.
other the other hand, Nigel is more relaxed and well more reserved.
so yah i think this topic should be titled, "The Art Of Personalities in MSN"
hehe.

/*cout<< endl; */
why the sudden programming lang rahman?
hehe COS I GOT A BLOODY PROGRAMMING QUIZ THE NEXT DAY!
oh and i have to put */ because blogger really thought i'm typing c++ codes.
lol.

2 labtests on thurs.
urggghh.
cya GEMs.
go and die. :p

with love everybody!

2009-06-01T23:59:00.005+08:00

first of all.
thanks hui yin.
i really needed that.
i'm so glad to have you by my side.
in the sense having you as a friend close by. :D
i'm sorry that i got distracted so easily.
i know its frustrating for you to talk to me,
then after that suddenly i turn to you and say, huh what did you say?
i can't help it.
can't stop thinking about things.
i promise i will not be like that soon enough.
i really hope.
but it was surprising when you said that i kept saying "my life is horrible" from last week.
haha i seriously didn't realise i said that.
hmmph.
well maybe it really is.

ok so today as per normal.
was fun with the guys who are always looking out for each other.
siva did some mischivieous things with my camera.
haha my little darling Analeigh.
feel so sad for her.
i knew that siva had always wanted to take a picture of this girl.
lol it was funny how excited he is when he saw her and kept on giving some signals about his intention of using my camera.
lol.
he's clever to make Jolene take the photo to make it less obvious.
but i swear to god how obvious it is when she pointed the camera.
haha.
the girl realised it so she told her friend.
they suddenly turned around and eye-d me.
i was like wth i'm so innocent.

a lot more potraits by yours truly.
today i was really in form.
haha.
the photos turned out to be very nice.
i like this particular picture of Jolene.
its a really powerful picture.

erm ok somehow it didn't look that powerful when view small. anyway this was supposed to be a picture when Jolene pretends to be an old lady wearing her specs low. you can actually see my camera in her eyes. lol. i was post processing ok, so its easy to notice everything.

then during CRS we had to decide on what topic on what we should debate on.
that was when i suddenly turned super silent.
i mean like its just me that i tend to shut my pie holes up when i think.
and they think that i'm being emotional.
someone even said "what are problems of teenagers nowadays? They tend to moodswing a lot."
it felt as if a knife actually stabbed my heart when i heard that.
urghh.
people still dont understand me i guess.
well nvm i'll just keep how i feel to myself and not let it out.
i guess they need more time.
anyway its useless for me to say it out anyway.
people will just say that i have a sucky attitude and that i only care about my feelings.
so yah.
basically that's what i'm trying to say all this while.
pfft.

cya guys.
with love.

2009-05-31T23:01:00.002+08:00

wow i didn't realise that my previous post was the 500th post.
i never thought that there were that many post.
haha.
500 more to 1000.
including this.

so back to posting.
ola people.
was at sister's house for the weekends.
its the perfect place to destress haha.
i brought my baby along for the first time there.
i brought her around the area.
it was fun but tiring.
haha.
baby uhh? :)
i loooovvvveeeeee you.

ok so ya i have to realise that behind every hapiness will always be dissapointment.
i never knew why i was so excited to go to my sister's house.
i thought it was because it would be the first time i brought my baby there.
but it was actually because my sister really needed someone to talk to.
somehow its as if i knew she needed someone then.

so we talked.
it was a really emotional talk.
i never knew that my sister is facing a lot of problems.
it really really affected me.
the whole time i kept thinking on how i could help her out.
it was the first time tears slid down my cheeks after hearing her talk about her problems.
it was a really sad period of time.
my brother did a hell of a "great" job consoling her.
you fucker.
you just don't know how consoling works.
you don't go saying both parties are wrong when you're consoling.
FINE you idiot, i agree that both parties are wrong.
but during consoling, you should be siding with the one facing the real problems you idiot.
you just can't console people lah eh.
you can't even control your life and there you are, fucking up other people's life even more.
he's so damn act sia.
FUCKING BLOODY BUSTARDLY BIG EGO.
he thinks i have no right to advice.
stop saying that dad is very egoistic when you're one too.
i instantly slept the moment i lie down cos i felt so tired after thinking about this things.
to summarise this paragraph,
i'm so dissapointed with my mum.
VERY VERY DISSAPOINTED.

regarding the above paragraph.
i'm not saying that i'm perfect.
i have my personal imperfections.
DON'T FUCKING TELL ME TO CHANGE MY ATTITUDE.
I AM DIFFERENT FROM YOU.
i have a different dad.
i have a dad who would make my life so difficult.
fine i don't really face any financial difficulties so far.
i thank Allah for that.
but having a dad who controls everything you do isn't the best thing in this world.
you can say that i can't be acting like that.
BE IN MY FREAKING SHOES AND YOU WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL.
i'm always afraid to say out the truth,
because why?!
it always turned out badly.
you know what?
its better to be friends with the very same person you said isn't a good idea to be friends with.
cos i think she has a similar pair of parents and she knows how it feels.
"there's restrictions everywhere."
lastly.
if you are a good person, sms her friend and apologise to her.

2009-05-29T23:20:00.005+08:00

ahhh.
the weekends.
wooot.
i'm so not going to talk about the past few days.
ok maybe about one incident.
damn funny.
it happened yesterday.
Jolene has this phone pouch which is VERY hairy on the insides.
so i turned it inside out so the hairy part is outside.
i really have no intention of scary anyone.
i was just trying to fool around.
so i put my fingers in the pouch and moved it as thought its a caterpillar.
ON SIVA'S SHOULDERS so its like he can only see it with a sideglance.
LOL.
he damn freaked out.
lol, i should have taken a picture of his reaction.
Jolene and me immediately burst into laughter.
our laugh was really OMG.
hahaa.
the lecturer clearly was shocked by the sudden outburst.
haha.
we only stopped laughing 2 minutes later.
eh no.
we stopped a while, but somehow Jolene cannot take it so she laughed again.
and it really affected me so we laughed for another 5 mins.
ahhhh what a way to destress.
heh.
sorry siva i really have no intention of scaring you.
lol i'm just bored.

ok so other than that the past few days had been pretty horrible.
but it went well today.
the trip today from the mosque to home was a really a memorable journey.
HAH.
i asked dad about the possibility of me going for overseas attachment.
and for the first ever, he didnt say NO immediately.
he told me to go for the briefing first,
and enquire about things (one of the most important things would be whether halal food can be found hehe).
then after that if everything seems fine and its within budget,
he, by all means will let me go.
its so heartwarming to hear that from him.
serious.

this i promise to all parties involved, i will do my best if i were to be able to get OITP.
ok lah i will work hard if i have to go local ITP but would work harder if i were to be able to go OITP.
:)

and today somehow the HDR photgraphy madness infected me.
i think i talked about this before.
its basically a style of photography when i take pictures of a scene 3 times with -2,-,+2 exposure compensation.
then combine them to bring out A LOT of details.
therefore the term HDR(High Dynamic Range).
oh and you will need a tripod to do it.
but i actually didn't cos i'm using a high shutter speed.

here's one of my virgin attempts.

Before:

Today was really foggy.

After:

More detailed. Too detailed actually. haha. Dirty spots on lens could be seen.

Anybody is welcomed to steal the HDR picture to get a closer look.

i know its small.

Till then, with love everyone!

2009-05-28T23:45:00.002+08:00

"i hated today.
for a couple of reasons.
and i REALLY REALLY hope its gonna be better tomorrow.
shucks."
quoted from yesterday.
same for today.

this week is probably the 2nd worst week after the first week of year 2.
and one of the reasons is that.
MY PICTURES FUCKING SUCK TODAY.
i took 78 photos but only liked 13 of them.
wat the heck lah.
is it because i didn't use the battery grip provided?
cos most of the shots are shot in a potrait position.
didn't know the battery grip could really spoil me.
in the sense spolit brat.
heh.

with love erm, everyone.
it had been fun, you made my day.

2009-05-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

i hated today.
for a couple of reasons.
and i REALLY REALLY hope its gonna be better tomorrow.
shucks.

2009-05-27T00:19:00.002+08:00

hmmph i guess i have to apologise to Hui Yin and Siva.
about the secret i've been keeping to myself for more than 2 1/2 years.
ok lah actually i have to apologise to everyone.
but since they are the only people who know about this.
i guess i will only apologise to them.
haha.
i was really surprised Siva did noe about it.
cos i only gave him hints.
lol.
hui yin's reaction was cuter.
HAH i always love her reactions.

2009-05-25T23:06:00.002+08:00

continuing from yesterday.
hmm where did i stop uhh.
alright got it.

my 3rd reason.
ok so basically my bedroom is kinda well equipped with almost anything.
i have my laptop which can basically do anything (eg radio, movies)
i've got snacks in my side table.
and soon there's gonna be a small bar fridge right below my bookshelf.
so i don't see the need to go scavenging for food in the kitchen.
cos i got my own kitchenette! :D
oh ya for this, i have to admit i'm pretty selfish.
i don't like sharing my snacks.
haha.
alah i have to use my monthly pocket money to buy everything.
from clothes to stationaries to other things that i want.
its always, i give you this (little) amount of money,
you pandai pandai take care of your budget cos i don't care if its enough or not.
wow i really like my dad.
the way he says things.
i wish one day he would really ask me why i am so selfish with my money.
really. i got a script already.
ah whatever.
oh and if the overseas internship is considered affordable and yet he still refuses to let me go.
i'm gonna dig everything out.
i promise.
i told myself, nothing will get in my way of wanting the experience for my future career except Allah.
so back to the point, that would be my 3rd reason.

4th!
and last.
finally.
ok this is a very sweet and simple.
i'm not that friendly at home as compared to when i'm outside.
so basically i won't smile at home.
and this ~~might~~ did cause some misunderstandings among the family.
so i think its better for me to stick inside my darkroom to prevent some anger provocation.
i'm positive i will lose in terms of fun factor at home to my brother but outside, i'll own.
ok lah nt saying i fun, but at least better than at home.
i just don't feel the chemistry at home.
the way i think is totally different from others.
which most of the time i appreciate.

2009-05-24T23:44:00.003+08:00

what my father told me really made me sit down in front of my laptop..
and stare into blank space, deep in thoughts.
he said "Why are you treating this house like a hotel? You're always in your bedroom."
i wish i could just say my opinions out loud.
but like always, i always avoid arguments as much as i can.

i think i will just type the reasons in here and keep it to myself.
well if somehow they happened to read it.......

1st reason: i myself actually noticed it, since i the day my sister moved out of the house and i shifted rooms.
a room ALL by myself.
it does felt awkward at first, without all the late night conversations with my brother,
all the hysterical laughter we had that woke mum up.
but soon, as weeks go by,
i don't miss these things anymore.
i'm used to it.
or is it that i'm getting more independent, taking control of my life instead of being influenced easily.
so back to the point, the reason is that actually i find my room really comfortable.
its big enough to be a living room, dining room, study room, bedroom and a kitchenette for someone as small as me.
toilet is only about 4 feet away from the door.
i find peace being all by myself, without the voices of other people polluting my mind.
also i got everything i need in my room.
i will elaborate this later in the 3rd reason.

2nd reason:
ok this might be pretting surprising/shocking for some people.
but i prefer darkness than light.
not that i hate light.
just that i tend to go to darkness more.
so basically the living room is always full of light, especially from the sun.
its been a while since i considered the living room a skylight room.
the sun, as seen from the windows, is at the same level as the living room's glass panels.
light will be shone directly into directly into the area.
hence the nickname skylight room by me.
not the most appropiate nickname but i think that's the closest.
living "in-the-sky" isnt great at all to be frank.
its full of light.
so thats actually the reason i tend to avoid the living room.
with the exception of nights or during raining months when it would be prefectly dark and cool.

how does my lovely room look like?
hmm. it looks dark and spooky.
yup positive on that.
when my other family members close curtains in the night, i close them in the day.
and have it wide open during the night.
i love the view of the night sky from my bed.
its really cool to sometimes have moonlight shine throught my window.
yup moonlight. i love them. again not saying that i hate sun's light.
just that i prefer moonlight.
perfect Twilight setting.
theres also sometimes a single start in the sky at the same exact spot everytime.
ok maybe not that exact.
but still i can spot it easily.
i gave it a german name, Arianne.
i would love to take a photo of it,
but i just couldn't,
cos i need a damn long range lens.
even if i were to have it, i still need a tripod.
just so that i can have a slow shutter speed without blurred images.

the artificial lighting in my room is also positioned in a way its biased to one side of the room.
the part of the room i would least likely to be at.
so basically the place i'm always at is pretty dim.
the lighted part is usually where i do experiments and soldering.
yeah i do some experiments people won't think i would do.
i'm not a really easy person to figure out, nor am i that difficult.
my room is painted brown for the same reason,
to make the room dark.
i wanted to paint gray, but dad wouldn't allow it.
well.
brown sure darkened my room a lot.
and i'm happy with it.
i love my room the way it is.
i get pissed when my room had to been given up to visitors.
i have to say, i don't really like my brother's bedroom.
also the different smell.
i'm not being selfish, i'm paranoid.
i wouldn't like it when i hear people comment about how eerie my room is.

i guess i will stop at the 2nd reason today.
i will continue on the 3rd and last reason tomorrow.
have fun in the darkness. :)
with love, friends and Arianne. :D

2009-05-23T23:28:00.002+08:00

oh my.
sometimes i really get irritated by my sister's kid.
but sometimes, he's pure hilarious.

Him: Nenek, i don't want the rice anymore.
Mum: Finish it lah, later the rice cry how?
Him: Then nenek make it stop crying lah.
Mum: *shuts up*

hah.
the heck.

gah i'm damn tired.
my body's getting better.
i just hate being sick.
especially when i'm not used to it.

2009-05-22T23:09:00.004+08:00

omg i just read my school email.
ITP is so near than ever.
it kinda made me nervous.
there's gonna be a talk on 8 july about overseas ITP.
i think i'm gonna go for that talk.
i can't wait.
haha but i have very slim hope of being able to do overseas ITP.
i wish i'm rich.
haiz.
if i am, i can study all i want.
airplane theory, overseas ITP.
hmmmph.

so basically these last few days i went back to microsoft flight simulator.
guess what!
I'M ABLE TO SET UP AUTOPILOT NOW!
WOOOT.
i'm so proud of myself.
its a really steep learning curve.
oh one more thing.
also, today.
I LEANRT HOW TO ILS LAND MY PLANE!!!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
i'm really really happy.

haha.
and suddenly i realised how childish i am with all the WOOOOT and WEEEEE.
well wtv.

here is the screenshot of the ILS landing.
so fun and thrilling. :D:D:D.

other than that,
i think i'm gonna fall sick soon.
i think its because of the guava juice i drank.
i got sore throat right after drinking it.
then now i feel heaty.
aiyoooo.
i just hate being sick.
i need to recover soon.

Someone: What's the diff between a physcho killer and a serial killer?
Me: Physcho u like kill ppl cos u crazy. Serial is when u kill a lot of people cos its fun.
Someone: Serial hamster killer?
Me: U ah.*sticks out tongue*

2009-05-20T23:10:00.003+08:00

it was a pretty great day today.
well actually positive thinking overwhelms all the bad events and there you go!
a seemingly perfect day.
:D
i get so irritated today seeing frowning people i didn't even want to glance at them.
pfff.

today was my first lab test in year 2.
it was object oriented programming.
c++ thingy.
i pretty much hate it actually.
but somehow it went better than expected.
again, i will have to say its because of the positive thinking i'm training myself to have.
if everything goes well, i might get full marks for it.
insyaallah.

i love my new phase of life now.
its now me, my camera and the new her.
:D
oh btw haha fine i will remember to go home with you.
and not leave you alone.
LOL.

2009-05-18T23:16:00.007+08:00

haiz emotional days are here.
i just got hit pretty hard.
i can't believe that in a few days time, it will all end.
i hope it will end for the best.

and i hope at least after the heartbreaking ending, i will find a new path.
to find a new person and forget her for she deserves someone better.
i hope you always succeed for your future endeavours.
and i won't forget the memories because you changed me so much.
sometimes i wish reality isn't this cruel.

urghh.

it hurts to know that, i will have to start from scratch.
but i hope with this experience, i will not do the same mistake again.

it had been days since i last ended my blog with a positive note.
so here i am again.
well forcing myself to end this post with a happy ending.
also i would like to thank the usual guys i can depend on.
though they don't really know whats happening to me except lutfi who had been with me throughout this.
i just look forward to seeing this people, because they make my life shine and school enjoyable.

so back to topic.
just now i brought my beloved camera to school.
for 2 reasons,
siva wanted to see it, haha.
and of course i wanna take pictures of people whom i want to take a picture of.

so here are the pictures.
i'm still new to the camera, so don't expect really nice pictures.

i used the lens to take a picture of the bag which had been keeping it safe. I suddenly recalled the malay phrase "bagai kacang lupakan kulit". ahah

siva's finger on his laptop?

dreamy siva..hee

i don't know how to describe this, just wanna say that this beautiful picture was taken by hmm...
urs truly. :D

OI, why use my phone to call! you pay my bills ah! :P

somehow i love this picture a lot. not sure of why though.

good night everyone.

hope you guys have a wonderful week ahead.

i need to practice wearing eyeliner more.

2009-05-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

lutfi and me are now undergoing talks about well...my life.
it isn't a really happy conversation.
my heart is aching now.
i know i am ready to move on.
but leaving her just like that is just so...painful.

its like i'm going to be back to square one.
i screwed up everything.
it had been weeks.
its been a painful experience for me to be true.
i might be smiling sincerely but deep down inside, i'm actually thinking of how to patch up the pieces i screwed up.
but well, now i'm so sure i wouldn't be able to mend it.
its like a stage 4 cancer.
nothing can be done to save this.

urghhh.
i suck.
i suck.
i suck.
i suck.
.
.
.
.
.
..

2009-05-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

ahhh the weekends.
its one of the times i really appreciate a weekend.
it had been a pretty hectic and tiring week.
literally running here and there.
i'm gonna have a "well deserved" rest,
BUT i have to be back to work by tomorrow 12 noon.

CRS need to be done,
i need to revise my programming,
i need to revise my servomechanism.
haiz.

and guess what, my whole body is aching like shit now.
i get so demoralised when i don't feel good.
i had quite a difficult time concentrating in lectures and tutorials the last two days because of it.
oh did i mentioned for the first time ever,
i was on the verge of dozing off in MCT practical.
wth?
I AM THAT SHAGGED?

i am pretty lucky to be in the Director's Honours List.
if not, i bet this week would be a sleeping week.
i'm motivated, and i'm happy with it.
even my parents are clearly pleased with it.

one last thing,
i'm so glad you're back to the normal you.
the one who attempted to joke but just fail to do it.
and i laughed because you failed to be funny.
which is pretty funny.
:D
haha like i said, friends are meant to be insulted eh?
HAH.

hmm at least i'm verrrry nice today.
it really felt weird to not be able to just shoot with my mouth.
haha.
please don't do that emo thingy again please.
it kinda freaked me out actually.

2009-05-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

it was a pretty fine day today.
siva got excited over my new camera cos it would mean that he can see girls through my camera.
-_-.
haha.

someone from my clique had a pretty bad day i think from her looks.
somehow i was pretty much affected by it,
i don't really know why,
its kinda sad to see her like that.
i watched my words the whole day(which is a good thing) and tried to comfort her.
i hope it does at least a little bit cheered her up.
well, i'm gonna say back to you.
I hope to see the cheerful you soon. =)

other than that,
Jolene was really high today.
kept on walking like a drunkard and disturbing me and blocking my way.
haha.
wth man.

2009-05-14T00:07:00.002+08:00

today was a really great day.
well actually its just a normal day but what i've got to know really perked me up.
positively of course.

my name was at the noticeboard today!
haha who wouldn't be happy about it kann?
its like having ur name on the banner because you did good in o lvls.
i am now in the Director's Honours List.
take a look at this.
heeee.
i'm seriously proud of myself for all the "study-like-no-tomorrow" attitude i had for my year 1.
http://www.sp.edu.sg/SPweb/ShowBinary/BEA%20Repository/assets_EEE/news/april_june2009/honour0809/DHL2008-09_1st_year.pdf
its a good and bad thing.
yeah theres a really bad thing.
now my father reminded(read pressure) me that i should continue to work hard and remain in the honours roll.
what ayah?
higher than the current one?
you want GPA 4.0?
GILER.
hahahaha.
2nd year is really tough.
especially with the core subjects taught by well erm, lecturers who don't know how to teach.
heh.

i'm so happy that my whole clique got the honours,
Jolene (Han Zhong Wei), Hui Yin (Lim Hui Yin), Nigel (Nigel Han) and last but not least!
Siva(Sivanesh Karrupiah)!
congrats you guys hurhur! :D
oh ya also congrats to Siva's friend too for making it in also.
Congrats Thenmugilan!
heee you guys rock.
thanks for being by me and motivating me always.
i wouldn't be able to get those resutls without help from you people.
:DD.

today there was programming test.
THE FIRST TEST IN 2ND YEAR.
and of course being the new me now,
i feel so pressured.
haha.
i don't wanna get low score for my first test seh...
memories of my MST1 scores in year 1 really send chills up my spine.
but luckily, with help from codeblock,
i got full marks.
phewww.

GEMs was the usual so-so to boring.
after that was muay thai.
well it was fun, but really strenous.
i really enjoyed it especially its like my first official exercise in like hmmm...1 1/2 years?
haha.
then after that got my DSLR.
YAY!
THANKS LUT FOR HELPING ME OUT!
I LOVE YOU.
LOL.
jkjk...
oh god IT IS HUGE.
lol.

i only realised how peaceful SP can be when lutfi and me went for Asar and Maghrib at the school.
it was a wonderful night.
the breeze and the tranquility.
oh man i love it so much till the fact i told lutfi i won't mind sleeping at the musollah area.
:p

i'm done with my day here.
to add some emo-ness.
i just wanna say.
it really felt weird to not think about you.
heh.

2009-05-11T22:56:00.003+08:00

just when school days went so smooth.
it all get disrupted by a short message.
and there goes all my sincere smiles and laughter.
surprisingly, it didn't affect me really much.

maybe its just that, i've got over you.

2009-05-10T21:55:00.004+08:00

just before i posted this post,
i've realised that i did not post yesterday's one.
so i guess i will be combining today's post with yesteryday's.

Saturday, 9 May 2009

i had the weirdest breakfast today.
there's garlic bread, mushroom soup and salad with tomatoes in it on the table.
ok so its obvious that i should eat the garlic bread with the soup,
but then the salad?
where should i dump it?
inside the soup and then scoop it up with my bread and then eat it?
it really made me sit there thinking for a few minutes before i started eating.
i was dumbfounded.

sometimes i believe that my parents can't really blame me for having a lack of interest in malay culture.
its them who just wouldn't expose me to the culture.
hmmmmm.
pretty ironic isn't it?
oh well.

later i will be spending the night at my sister's.
i kind of like that place.
its really a nice place to be at.
especially with stress building up in me.
it really does release some steam.
oh and of course there's always the playstation to accompany me there.
not like the pathetic PS1 at my place which i couldn't find any nice game to play.
lol.
the downside would be that there isn't any freaking useable wireless there.
haha.

with love guys. :)
nah actually i don't really feel like smiling ah. hmmph.

Sunday, 10 May 2009

so yah, back from sister's house.
it was heaven there.
lol.
some of my stress gone, all the "aman get ready for prayers" gone.
playstation accompanied me while i'm there.
but now i'm back to reality.
back to the horrendous modules like OOP and Servomechanisms.
back to the super strict rules at home.
seriously i'm getting sick of it and at times i feel like just stuffing a pillow into my face and just hope i can escape from all this if you know what i mean.
and now, its back to school tomorrow.
i don't really know how i will perform in school this week.
i'm so afraid that i will break down again and in the process start hurting my friends feelings.
haiz.

looks like i will be starting this week with pretty fucked up.
as much as i hope it will get better, i'm pretty much sure it just won't.
maybe i really need to talk to someone about this.
but then, i just wanna share it with her.
and now she's "dissapeared".
who should i turn to?
dear friends,
if you were to see me wearing a freaking shit attitude, please forgive me.
and no matter what happens, i still love my friends. :)

2009-05-08T23:29:00.005+08:00

hmmppph.
one week past by so fast.
i'm pretty surprised actually.

to summarise the whole week,
i guess i would say that it was a pretty violent rollercoaster ride.
emotions ran high actually to be frank.
i'm not sure of whats wrong with me nowadays,
but i tend to think a lot and then after that start breaking down.
i'm terribly sorry Hui Yin, Siva and Nigel just now when i suddenly refused to talk.
what was i thinking?
i guess the added pressure i'm facing is the contributing factor.
maybe as weeks go by i will get used to the hectic schedule and stop behaving like an ass.
i think i just proven that poly education isn't for slackers after all.
in fact, i think slackers should go JC.
cos in JC if you do badly(in the sense not fail) for exams, you might still be safe.
the deciding factor is your promos and As.
but in poly you will need to be consistent in ALL exams, mini quizzes and labs to maintain the GPA.
i wanna highlight that i'm not saying any negative things against JCs.
its just my own opinion.
so anybody is free to disagree with me but i will stay by my opinion.
and those who are not happy with my opinion, you can shut your pie holes up.

i'm done venting.
as always i don't like a post to be entirely negative.
so here comes the positive part.
in 2 days time, it would be Jolene's birthday!!!
teehee.
hope you like the little gift from us.
heh.
i don't really care about the present actually,
ok let me rephrase that.
i DO CARE about the present,
but i like the birthday card message more.
hee.
it was created by hmmm..urs truly.
:D

"Happy birthday Jolene! Accept this sincere gift of ours and please don't think its because you have a bad body odour. :p".
heee i'm so funny.
just trying to be humble ok!

also, i didn't know Jolene was that insistent.
Me: Promise me one thing, don't read the card until you open the present.
Jolene: But I want to read the card!
Me: Nono! You must open the present first then can read the card!
Jolene: *rips the present wrapper in a non-ripping way* There! I opened it! I WANT TO READ THE CARD NOW. *with her act cute face*.
Me: Oh well whatever. Go on.

another one.
Me: Awww birthday girl, you want a hug?
Jolene: Ewwww. *signature disgusted face*.
Me: The hell.
haha.
alamak i forgot to take her picture with the prezzie.
lol.
she can make cool faces thats why taking pictures with/of her is so damn cool.
haha.

hmm its late now i think i better go to sleep.
full swimg programming this weekend.
please Allah, give me the courage to study hard.
and yah, last but not least, thanks Hui Yin for that sms which kinda cheered me up actually.
at least there's someone who "Hope(s) to see e cheerful rahman soon =)".
i really appreciate it. big warm thanks.

2009-05-07T23:05:00.002+08:00

I BLOODY CAN'T BELIEVE ALLISON WAS VOTED OUT.
WTF man.
aiyooooooooooooo.
freaking shit lor.
haiz.
well results can't be change.
):

ok that aside.
oh god another bad thing.
wth is wrong with today.
aiyooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
stupid servo.
i already can't do 2 questions in tutorial 1.
and guess what.
in tutorial 6, i only know how to do 1 question.
FUCK LAH.
i'm so frustrated with myself.
i wish i can absorb studies faster.
haiz.
and now i gave up doing the tutorial.
aiyooo.
really can't stand it.
a few hours of doing the tutorial and i can't even finish it.
sial ah babi betul.

grrrr.
i think i better go to sleep now and forget all the frustrations.
sleep will do wonders.
i think.
not in the mood to say "with love guys".
lol.
ok ignore the lol pls.
i'm seriously frustrated.

2009-05-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

hmmm about today....
well I was supposed to go UniSIM for a talk about my course,
but last minute Siva said he was lazy to go.
lol so after that i got lazy too.
so it all went "cya".
haha.

the good thing was that the GEMS lecturer let me off early.
so basically i went home at 2.10 instead of 3.00.
hah.
oh and lutfi is a damn good actor.
haha.
he acted as if he's also involved in the talk.
hahaha.
with so much confidence he answered the lecturer's questions about the talk I AM GOING TO.
hahaha.
mcm faham eh lut.
LOL.
muke straight seh.

urghh i really hate programming now.
its so confusing.
why the hell should i learn programming in aerospace.
haiz.
i'm sick of it.
but well, i can't do anything about it.
so i guess i have to struggle.
no matter how much i hate it, i will dedicate Friday, Saturday and Sunday to programming.
its only the 3rd chapter and i'm already hitting my head against the rocks.
aiyoooo.
but i love what i said just now during programming class.
well knowing me, i always say random things anytime anywhere.
:)
"i feel like hurling a string of vulgarities today!"
:D
"string" is a programming term.
get the pun?
hee.

awww Adam and Allison were spetacular in their duet just now.
it was really a heart pumping performance.
i like Allison, she's so cute just now.
teehee.
lol.

oh on the side note,
ceh somebody like lutfi seh!!!!
i wonder when it will be my turn.
haha lol.
i reckon it is a really good feeling.

2009-05-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

i feel like shit now....
hmm ok well i'm bluffing.

yeah bluffing without any apparent reason.

first thing i wanna say,

SP now looks more like Changi Airport.

lol.

computers everywhere near the entrances.

just to check if people are sick or not.

lol why don't they ask us to bring our passports too huh?

yeah and now everyone has to wear a lanyard.

wth.

that aside,

today's mass lecture was amazingly fun.

haha other than the irritating 12 smses everybody got that reminded us to report to our tutors if we went to any of the affected countries.

call them kiasu will ya?

haha.

ok lah they are very concerned about their students.

bravo SP.

but you don't need to spam us.

heh.

Jolene made the 4 of us camwhore with her.

lol WITH MY PHONE.

hahah.

i call it "Invasion of Jolene".

so freaking funny.

will post up some pictures later.

also will include pictures from yesterday.

gonna do a nice slideshow of pictures soon.

hope i will have enough time for them.

lol.

and the pictures begin here.

this had been news 131434 tonight.

credits roll.

nites guys!

haha i'm starting to hate blogger because they just don't post pictures properly.

so i'm going to upload in flickr and post the link here.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/38081595@N06/

there you go...

enjoy!

oh the macro shots are by me..

nice kannnn.

hahaa.

i love them!

2009-05-03T20:48:00.002+08:00

aiyooo my leg hurts so much.
haha serves me right.
go out with a girl somemore.
LOL.
i wonder if it really gets this painful if i were to really have a girlfriend.
hahahaha.

this weekend was a full house at my sister's house.
haha yeah literally.
when my brother and me meet up with our cousins,
its time for poker.
lol.
i wanna have the habit of going to my sister's house every weekend.
but hmmph i have to say i can't cos i have a lot of commitments.
hha ye la klakar kepe commitments.
ok i need to study..
really study for the aircraft..to get the maintenance license.
aww man after what happened a few days ago, its my number one priority.
i have to say, the lack of internet connection there is really a torture.
but i don't really care cos theres a PS2 there.
haha.
i took all the car licenses in Gran Turismo 3.
man i'm good with the manual transmission.
lol.
just being humble hurhur.
:P

so yah back to today.
went to city hall area to get something for someone.
meanwhile we walked around the area to places like Esplanade and Singapore Flyer.
ok ah i wasn't boring but it was really hot.
haha.
i really can't stand the heat just now.

while we were walking around the area,
10 lamborghini's roared pass us.
lol it was funny how excited we got.
hahaha.
i should get the pictures by tomorrow and i will post them up.
if i'm not lazy.
heheh.

my legs are getting better now with the help of Salonpas.
so what are you waiting for?
BUY SALONPAS! :D
with love guys.

then after that, it was all dogfighting.
haha.
i love ace combat combat 3!
hhaa.

2009-04-30T23:23:00.004+08:00

EDIT: well i find what i said pretty inappropiate, so i guess i'll just delete them
i don't really know what i was thinking yesterday.

well lets change topics and look on the bright side,
this week had been a wonderful week.
its wayyyyy better than last week.
i get so motivated by what the lecturer told me.
haha.

ooh ya i remembered to bring my phone just now so i managed to take a picture of the machine that freaked me out.
lol.
actually eveything in the labs are now HUGE.
do see the pictures below.

these are our lab mates during year 1. ok this maybe not the exact one because its all digital. everything in year 1 is analogue. we use these thing in year 2. Even the multimeter(in yellow) is bigger by 1/4 as compared to the ones we use in year 1. OH and the power supply can only supply 40V max. You will know why i mention this later.

alright! there u go! THE BLOODY MACHINE THAT FREAKED ME OUT. haha.ok lah its my best friend now. i love it more than my crush. err okay..haha just exaggerating. saw the 4 "windows"?. there are super huge motors inside them. and they ARE REALLY FAST. lol 5000RPM. the heck?! oh yeah now i'll mention abt the voltage. they stepped up the 24V to 240V. one zap and i'm dead. :) btw spot the black laptop to the left of the monster to know how big it actually is.

haha i forgot all the pain in my heart now when i view the things i'm working with.they are very well dear to me.i really love my course and i don't regret taking it.
especially when i'm studying in SP.rare pretty girls, but i don't care.

2009-04-27T22:58:00.002+08:00

hmm first day of the 2nd week.
well ITS WAY BETTER.
haha.
microcontroller can actually be deemed hopeless.
lol.
looks like i have to study more own my own.

aircraft fundamentals was DAMN FUN.
haha.
i was freaked out my the humongous motor.
all the lecturers fault.
haha.
instead of starting from 0 volt then gradually increasing to 240v,
he immediately started it from 240V.
it started with such a force the whole workstation shook.
haha.
its so different from year 1.
for year 1, we have 240V being stepped down to get to 12V for us to use.
but now, its 24V, stepped up to 240V.
wth.
haha.
i think its time to buy a life insurance.
lol.
hmm from what I know we will be working from 0V-240V and 415V.
SCARY STUFF.
hope the workstation is grounded properly.
even the switch is a scary thing.
the sound it makes when switched on sounds exactly like a circuit breaker blowing.
haha.

this wednesday will be going to UniSIM for a glance of how aerospace degree works.
then on thursday i will be attending the briefing for private pilot license.
hmm i wish i can take up the license.
isn't it weird if i take aircraft theory tests before car BTT?
haha.
another paper i'm looking towards to is LAE.
its my license to be able to touch the internals of an airplane and repair it.
its really nervousness + excitement.

i'm so gonna be dead tomorrow because i will have to bring my laptop and 3 bloody books.
damn it.
tuedays sucks.
and i dunno but these few days,
i haven't been able to think straight.
hmm to be frank, i'm not in love with it.
bleah.
anyway i made a dunno-if-possible-or-not-promise to make my year 2 the most stressful year.
i am gonna do my best and if it requires me to slit my wrist i will do it.
LOL ceh.
haha.
ok my eyes pretty droopy actually i wanna go to sleep.
with love guys.

2009-04-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

awww man.
the weekends end so fast.
haiz.
i seriously need a longer rest.
lol.
ok nvm i'll endure for the next 4 days.
there won't be school on friday!
:D

haha right now i totally dig Lily Allen.
lol isn't it weird suddenly i like pop?
haha ok maybe specifically british pop.
I LOVE HER ACCENT.
wanna try it tomorrow.
hope i can cheer people up with that accent.
lol.

2009-04-25T23:30:00.003+08:00

well as promised,
i'll feature Asraf in my blog.
LOL.
hmm what can i say about you eh?
oooh he just got his guitar and now he's acting like a monkey who jsut gotten a ring.
lol.

well dude just wanna say again, you can't copy sounds from a song exactly unless you have the same exact equipment yah?
:P.
enjoy your instrument!

took my madrasah results from Shah just now.
well i have to say, i'm pleasantly surprised by the results.
but nevertheless after a few minutes, i kinda forget the results.
lol.
well unless i wanna be a religious teacher or what,
the results seemed pretty..well urm useless i guess.

anyway heard this new song by Lily Allen.
its called "Fuck you".
haha its a really nice song.
guess who she is dedicating it to.
click on the video and see the info to know the answer.
:D

i need to work hard if i were to get her.
and i'm willing to do it.
but would she give me the chance?
i wish and hope she would.

2009-04-24T23:02:00.008+08:00

the first week of year 2 had came to an end.
its a week filled with emotions actually.
from boredom, to being pissed, then somehow sad then my hysterical laughter.
haha lol.

ok lah i would say this week wasn't that nice as what i experienced in first year.
its not more honeymoon for me.
work hard and smart i shall force in my head now.
well at least today wasn't that bad.

i started talking again.
hah.
i wish i could mention more of Mustafa's antics but hmmm maybe i shouldn't.
you know like errr it sounds wrong if i keep mentioning him.
haha.
what really wow-ed me today is how considerate lecturers are.
my servo tutorial lecturer actually changed our tutorial timeslot just so that i can go friday prayers without the need to rush.
he's so nice to me.
thanks Mr Peh.
wow my first tribute to a lecturer.
wait..
ok maybe second.
haha.

back at home,
my bro brought home his civil defence helmet.
and well...
being me.
i snatched it off his bag and started adjusting here and there to fit my head.
and wore it..until abt 5 minutes before i started this post.
when he saw me wearing it, he was like YA ALLAH.
haha.
that's how muslims say "OMG".
haha.
i started doing crazy things with it.
i started knocking my head into walls.
and of course some people would noe,
i took pictures of myself wearing it.
my favourite would be the "emo fireman".
haha.
its actually my display picture in MSN now.
lol.

And lutfi won't believe that my hair smells nice. LOL.
http://i30.photobucket.com/albums/c346/rahman1991/1-3.jpg

lets hope next week won't be that horrible anymore.
AMIN.
:D
thanks Allah in advance.

2009-04-23T22:04:00.004+08:00

i went to school pissed off.
so it means that i'm pissed the whole day in school.
ass.
some people really do know which buttons to press.

well at least today wasn't that bad.
practicals was fun.
we had microcontroller and servomech practical.

so basically for the whole semester we will be using this board.
its the most complex board i've ever worked with.
and its cool because i can use c++ to program it.
hehheh.
the downside is,
if i'm nt good at C++, i'm dead.
if i'm nt good at MCT, i'm dead..again.
so yeah i have to be good at both the module.
oh did i mention MCT is one of the core modules.
FUCKING SHIT.
LET'S PANIC.

i had even more fun during servo practical.
(but still have the pissed off feeling in my heart).
the lecturer was talking about the male-to-female connector.
then the guys were like woooooooo!
then the lecturer goes "pushing it in is easy".
the whole class roared into laughter.
then the lecturer went "you won't put it in the wrong direction or hole because its already so obvious".
more roars of laughter.
obviously the lecturer has a dirty mind himself.
ROFL.
the funniest comment was well obviously, Mustafa.
he said stick-in-the-ring. more laughter.
haha.
wth.
oh and that was the most hysterical laugh i did.
o.0.
scary stuff.
heh.

should i go to school pissed tomorrow?

2009-04-22T23:13:00.003+08:00

today was kind of one of that bad days for me that everyone might have encountered.
i don't know why but somehow the starting of year 2 is pretty bad for me.
and i'm breaking down now.
i need help. seriously.

after two days of dressing up,
i dressed down today.
i wore all black.
not only that, but the hues are different.
my slim jeans was black with blue hue,
and my shirt was actually a brown hue.
i felt really like shit haha.
it does have a lot of consequences.

now i can't help but keep thinking about the impression i made on her.
i mean its like every time i met her, i was so warm towards her.
but just now suddenly its like i turned out cold and arrogant.
not even want to look at her.
my self esteem horrendously went to ground zero.

Well life sucks sometimes. Like now.

EDIT: It doesn't freaking help that I was freaked out by the sudden strong wind.
I thought a tornado was coming or what.
even worse when you know you are in a high rise building.

2009-04-21T23:17:00.005+08:00

second of school.
haiz i wish i could say that it is as exciting as the second day of year 1.
but i....can't.
i can already feel the stress now actually.
well maybe its because i had been trying to change my lifestyle,
in the sense i will start my homework as soon as i reach home.
its pretty tiring especially with the fact that i'm not used to it.

well that aside.
at least i have a class that wouldn't make the day go much worse.
:P
i'm so honoured(in a way) to be in the class.
especially just now in the lecture theatre.
omg our class was the most kecoh.
haha.
Mustafa with his spontaneous jokes.
Lecturer: I have a lot of experience briefing military pilots and now it seems that I'm lecturing.
Mustafa: Sir! As long as you don't think this is Army instead of SP you will be ok.
hah.
ok as usual, words makes jokes boring.

i bet the day would go on longer without having people like them.
heh.
well talking about that,
even though i've been tasked to do it,
i feel so guilty of keep asking them for money to buy the notes.
haha.
imagine for a class, you have to pay 2 bucks for a lecture booklet.
then the next class, it would be 2 more bucks.
then when ordering the notes,
discovers that 1 of the module lecture notes is 2.80 instead of 2 bucks.
and ask for more money.
haiz really sorry guys.
didn't mean to trouble you guys.
thanks for understanding anyway.
i particularly liked Mustafa's sms reply.
haha lol.
"Can can. I transfer 80 cent to ur bank account uhh. Hahaa."
lol wth.

and now adding to more work i have to do,
i have to collect 80 lecture booklets for the class on Monday.
its not light mind you.
well time to ask for help then.
i know this is weird,
but i like the little slips of pink paper the lecturers gave me for ordering of the booklets.
and i call them pink slips.
haha.
those who play Need For Speed should get what I mean.
:DFrom left: Pinks slips of Audi R8, Nissan Skyline GT-R Vspec, Ford Mustang GT-R and Saleen S7. heh :D

2009-04-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

well first day was quite a blast..
haha well sort of literally.
the lecture theatre was so cold.

it seems like all my lectures will be held at LTs.
well to be frank i prefer lectures to be in class like in year 1,
its so difficult to absorb in the theatre.

for microcontrollers,
we had this lecturer which I guess is from China.
the funny thing is that,
most of us were fully awake not because the lesson was interesting,
but actually its because of how he talks in English make us crack.
ahha damn funny he didn't get what we were laughing about.
aiyoo we all so bad.
but i'm really glad our class went up to year 2 together.
all the kecoh-ness had been preserved.

CRS was well..
don't wanna talk about it.
hehheh.
fun lah eh.
lol.

for maths, i always get distracted by the lecturers hair.
his hairstyle totally looks similar to einstein's.
haha.
pretty glad the day moved on pretty fast..
well at least for me.
heh.
though i'm pretty dissapointed with the new batch of year 1s.
LOL.

oh and in my opinion,
trying to be fashion forward is so tiring.
its only my first day and i'm already sick of it.
can somebody motivate me to continue with my quest to change my dressing sense?

2009-04-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

in a blink of the eye,
its less than 8 hours before school starts.
i've got this tinge of excitement but overall felt just neutral about it.
haha i asked Jolene to come earlier so i can see the new freshmen(erm to be exact the girls).
LOL.
but she refused,
:( probably cos she wants to sleep longer.
haha.

it will be a full day.
8am - 5am.
hope it goes by very fast.
2 lectures with 1 in the lecture theatre, 2 tutorials and a practical.
hmmph.

on a side note,
i suddenly felt so different about going out these days.
i had been going in front of the mirror to check how i should wear clothes.
and for the first time ever, i bothered to check with my brother which sling bag is nicer with what i will be wearing.
i NEVER did that before and its quite an awkward change to be frank.
i also bothered to do up my hair.
well at least a little bit more than last time...

hah ok i guess i have to turn in now.
so cya guys! WITH LOVE! :D

2009-04-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

Don't you think you should be giving a second chance? Well I do.

urghh the gastric attack was really painful.
serves me right for skipping meals for no apparent reason.
maybe I should fix a time for my meals so I won't miss them.
Just like the water parade I've organised for myself.

2009-04-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

updates on my new lifestyle.
hah new lifestyle kepale otak.
i forced in 8 glasses of water daily.
even though I know water in food will also be included in the 8 glasses of water,
I decided to be kiasu to force in 8 glasses of water.

i just hate it when i wake up from sleep, my throat will be so dry i can hardly talk.
moreover i like my raspy voice when i drink water.
hehe shouting to breaking benjamin's songs.

hope all goes way uh.
school starting next week.
suddenly i feel so lazy.

2009-04-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

i went out for the first time just now.
with my new slim jeans!
lol!
i kinda of doubt it is slim anymore cos when i wear it, it felt like skinny jeans.
my legs big.
my bontot(correct spelling? sorry malay rusty) tersendat.
hahaha.
maybe not used to it yet.
ooh and the stupid ankle socks was so low the shoes i was wearing cut into the skin at the back of my foot.
after that i had to go out again to accompany my sister.
with my burning foot.
haha.
ok lah at least i'm a bit smarter to wear flip flops.
its pretty nice actually to wear flip flops with the jeans.

oh and did i mention its pretty awkward to get the attention of people.
nahhh i'm not a matrep wannabe.
they suck.
i'm seriously anti matrep now since what happened yesterday.

this might well be the first time i'm talking about what i wear.
haha yeah if it is pretty weird for other people, it is even weirder for me.
actually what I had done for the past months is to slowly change my dressing sense.
IT IS VERY HARD MIND YOU.
especially me coming from a very conservative family.

and I am definitely anticipating the June holidays.
hehheh I hope that month will be the month I will have my makeover.
rofl ok wth it feels so weird to talk about it here.
hehheh now what i need is a fashion advisor.
lol i might have one now but not sure whether its official or not.
-_-.
HEY long time since I did that.

With love everyone!
:P

PS: YAY school startiiiiiiiiiiing! goodbye boring holidays, hello electronic circuits! :D

2009-04-15T21:23:00.003+08:00

today was a pretty good day for me.
went out and got jeans.
slim fit jeans to be exact.
what a drastic change of fitting.
haha.
when in the past the shop owners phsycho me, now I phsyco them.
whatever that means.
so now i've got 3 blue jeans, a black jeans and under the limelight, WHITE!
haha if dirty i die ah.

then when i reached home,
i got to know that a maid threatened to jump down.
HAHA.
lol i was telling my mum she was just enjoying the view.
then after that after the maid was convinced to go down, there was an arson.
lol somebody burnt the main rubbish centre at my area there.
ok so ya basically he updates for today done.

now i'm going to talk about a guy.
its only April and I am sure with gurantee ad lifetime warranty this is,
LOSER OF THE YEAR.
rofl.
and I think this would be the post people can see how bad I can be.

so yar basically theres this guy who wanted a girl as a steady.
don't wanna name the person no matter how much i want to put his fucking name up.
he bought flowers, chocolates for her and gave her his "treasured" taz.
not saying that i'm jealous or what ah.
but isn't it common sense that the things he gave doesn't fit giving to someone he wants to stead.
ok that aside.

when the girl rejected him,
guess what he did.
he went up to the 16th floor of a residential flat and sat on the parapet.
attempting to commit suicide is what he is trying to do.
just now when i heard about someone attempting to commit suicide at my area, i thought it was him.
*read the above sentence with sarcasm*
what a fucking loser.
just because of a girl.
urghh whatever ah don't even know why i talked about this.
well maybe its because I have no topic to talk about.
hmm or MAYBE its because of what you said to my friend you fucking bustard.

nobody talks to my friend like that you fucking nut with an empty head.
you know if you really did jump down, I wouldn't give a freaking care.
go jump if you wish, nobody stopping you.
GO!
FUCKING JUMP YOU ASSHOLE!
dah sah matrep, gi mampus ah.
oh ya no wonder i really hate you now, cos you are a matrep.
cool huh posing for a picture with a cigarette in your mouth.
go stuff the butt into your anus ah.
i fucking hate you.
again.
NOBODY BLOODY TALKS TO MY FRIEND LIKE THAT YOU ASSHOLE BRAT.
he gave you a sound advice and there you go looking down on him.
what kind of human being are you.
asshole.

2009-04-14T02:12:00.002+08:00

this post is meant for yesterday.
i couldn't find time to post this up until around 1.45 AM lol.
i wonder what i had been doing till i hadn't had enough time for blogging only until after midnite.
i hadn't been doing much in the day.

elaborating on that.
i tried to distract myself from thinking and missing everyone by doing all sort of things i never had done before.
that would include kicking my sister's little son's butt(well literally) and washing dishes.
haha.
thats why sometimes i hate "reunions".
it kinda make me go into the breakdown region after everyone left.
like transistor like that.
everyone leaving all of the sudden.
wth.

well i think i'm ok now.
sleep really does wonders.

2009-04-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

home sweet home for me.
but i have to say i do miss being at my sister's new house during the open house.
i really love the facilities there.
badminton court, street soccer.
i really miss my relatives actually.
haha.
it hurts to see one by one going home.
the two days of "reunion" passed so fast.
we were having so much fun.
sorry to those people at and around block 509 who heard loud noises around 2 am in the morning.
heh.
i really miss the place.
and much more.
erm ok actually i'm just exaggerating cos i sleep at my sister's house every weekend from the day she shifted to BP.
maybe this time i felt more upset bcos i couldn't have more fun with my relatives.
hmm.

WELL.
ok i shall go on to summarise how the few days had been.
first of all, just wanna tell you guys that i no longer will post pictures in this blog.
i will be doing it in a separate blog.
the url will be http://has91.livejournal.com/
the dates for the pictures should be exactly the same as the post that I will post on blogger.
i just want my blog to be less cluttered.
well..
personal preferences i guess.

9 April 2009
the day before the actual event.
nothing much happened actually.
just us packing our three days worth of clothes and the ingredients for the Bryani(i just realised i dunno how to spell it..is it correct?) rice.
i think i played badminton with Lutfi that day.
i can't really remember.
amazingly i slept early that day.
maybe because i knew that sleeping during friday prayers is a nono.
well nowadays i'm a good person.
:)

10 April 2009
the actual day.
it was a day i really anticipated.
til the fact the i momentarily forgot about friday prayers.
i was helping mixing the pudding mixture,
the my mum went "Aman, have you ironed your prayer clothes."
and i went confused before realising that it was indeed friday.
well i don't really care about ironing my baju kurung.
i've got this idiotic thinking of not really needing to look nice when going to the mosque.
except the two hari raya prayers of course.
i'm such an ass i know that.
don't need to repeat.

after friday prayers everything suddenly went very very fast.
people started trickling into the house and soon it was full.
we mass prayed Asar then started the good luck(?) recitals.
read lecture because the person leading it just wouldn't go straight to the point.
i'm not the only who got pissed.
my grandfather was too.
haha.

then zoom zoom people started eating.
my elder cousin, my brother and me without really noticing became "ushers".
lol at least it was fun, i just have to move around.
can't stay at 1 spot for long.
we helped people throw their plates away.
took food for some people.
lol it was hilarious my elder cousin teased a girl which i think is around 11 years old?
finally i got sick of being in my baju kurung so i went into the room and looked for a shirt.
and how ironic it was, i found a black metal shirt.
HAHA.
so i was all black then.
my black slim fit jeans and my black shirt.
with my black specs.

i disturbed almost everyone i could get my hands on(not in the pervertic way ah).
even the ones i only knew around 15 mins ago i started teasing them.
there was also this gorgeous girl who is somehow related to my brother in law.
we had this moment of eye contact.
i was in the kitchen waiting for a job or someone to pounce on.
then i got really bored(it was only 30 seconds of waiting for god's sake!),
i looked at her.
then somehow she looked back me at me.
haha.
a few seconds went by before i decided the break the contact.
well maybe its just that she was amazed with my black metal shirt.
or just gawking at how gothic i look(did i say that i tend to get pale at night especially if its cold?).
or maybe just that shes looking cos she feels like punching me for disturbing a lot of people.
heh.
i gave my sweetest brief smile then looked away.
and then rolled my eyes.
haha.
how can i do that wth.
ok well actually at last we exchanged numbers but its just a relative-related kind of relationship gesture.
haha what kind of phrase did i just formed?

after that suddenly the house seemed to empty out.
so we started to clear up and then enjoyed ourselves.
i think we took pictures of ourselves on the same day cos the date on the photograph details said 10 April.
haha we made a lot of faces, with one of them the gangster look.
but my brother and my other cousin didn't do that look.
the picture is located at my livejournal - with all the other pictures that i took.
btw nope i didn't take the picture of the girl.
some things aren't meant to be shared.
LOL.

11 April 2009
i'm pretty positive this happned on the 11th because everyone was asleep but the bachelors(meaning me, my elder cousin, my other elder cousin and my bro) were still awake.
we played with poker cards.
we played a lot of different kind of games.
blackjack, taiti, chinese taiti, bluff, texas hold'em, pair call, raise(or race idk).
hope i listed all the games we played correctly.
it was amazing how creative we are to use scrabble pieces as our poker chips.
heh.
the part when my elder cousin (all-in)ed his chips cos he knew he was winning made everyone held their breath.
it was really hilarious.
we couldn't contain our laughter some adults would have to hush us.
haiz i kept losing at pair call.
really sad indeed.

when the adults woke up,
we went asleep.
aren't we cool or wat.
hah.
we woke up at around 11 then showered, then played cards again.
hee.
at around 1 went greenridge mall with my elder cousin to get starch for my brother.
i thought he waited for me at 7-11 so i rushed to get the starch and back to prevent him from waiting.
but he actually left me by myself!
haha.
when i arrived at my sister's place, they were playing scrabble.
the whole place erupted with laughter and shouts.
haha.

starting from 3pm,
relatives kind of dissapear to their own homes.
it was a short lived fun time.
haiz sad sad.
after 11 April everything went back to normal as in nothing interesting happened.
except me and my dad discussing about getting a RSAF scholarship which i dismissed after the long discussion.
heh penat bapak aku..kesian.
ooh and if somehow a screeching sound woke some people around 509 or what,
i'm really sorry.
heh.
didn't notice the humongous hump linking 507 with 508.
so i sped up then last minute saw it.
luckily managed to hard brake.
and stall the car of course.
haha.

actually can't really say i'm happy now,
because i feel pretty sad and sick from my sore throat.
firsty, again i will say, i miss my relatives.
secondly i am dissapointed in myself for not working hard to get the person i want.

2009-04-10T18:14:00.000+08:00

i've had the weirdest breakfast today.
there was garlic bread, mushroom soup, salads with tomatoes in it on the table.
ok it was obvious that i should eat the garlic bread with the soup.
but then the salad?
where the heck should i dump it?
inside the soup and then scoop it up with my garlic bread?
lol.
haha.
actually to say the least, my parents shoudn't be displeased with my lack of interest for malay culture.
cos they are the one who wouldn't expose me to the culture.
lol heee.

tonight i will be at my sister's for the night.
i'm so dead tired of studying OOP already.
i need a break.
i need the playstation at my sister's house.
nt the pathetic PS1 at my place.
lol.

with love guys.
:)
i don't really feel like smiling though.

2009-04-10T18:06:00.000+08:00

i've had the weirdest breakfast today.
there's garlic bread, mushroom soup and salad with tomatoes in it on the table.
ok so its obvious that i should eat the garlic bread with the soup,
but then the salad?
where should i dump it?
inside the soup and then scoop it up with my bread and then eat it?
i really sat there thinking for a few minutes before i started eating.
i waas dumbfounded.

sometimes i believe that my parents can't really blame me for having a lack of interest in malay culture.
its them who just wouldn't expose me to the culture.
hmmmmm.
pretty ironic isn't it?
oh well.

later i will be spending the night at my sister's.
i kind of like that place.
its really a nice place to be at.
especially with stress building up in me.
it really does release some steam.
oh and of course there's always the playstation to accompany me there.
not like the pathetic PS1 at my place which i couldn't find any nice game to play.
lol.

with love guys.
:)
nah actually i don't really feel like smiling ah.
hmmph.

2009-04-08T16:40:00.001+08:00

hmm this few days I will be at my sister's house for her "new house celebration".
cya guys on Saturday!
though i will be bringing my laptop.
but i'm pretty negative that there will be internet there.
so yah..
with love guys.

ooh ya just now I registered for GEMs.
haha lutfi was happy we got into the same class.
it was weird to see how happy he is.
LOL.

2009-04-08T16:19:00.004+08:00

School holidays had been pretty boring.
Pretty glad that in within two weeks time, I will be starting school.
For this three months I had been teaching tutees ranging from kindergarten till secondary two tuition.
it was pretty worthwhile.
But obviously I didn't spend the whole day teaching people.
About a fraction of the free time I had, I managed my villages and troops.
Yeah.
Villages and troops.
Haha since when did I own a village huh?
Well it is all part of a medieval game in facebook.
Realm of Empires.
I really love this game for multiple reasons.
The first reason is that, it doesn't take much of my time.
See above and realise that I said "fraction of my free time".
playing this game doesn't require a lot of time spent on it as compared to other games.
its just making sure my treasury doesn't get filled up (it hurts to see a red treasury icon) and its military power at operational ready.

The village overview when all buildings had been built. Sorry but I cannot disclose troops for some reasons.

Having clanmates as neighbours its one of luxuries you can have.

The second good reason that people should be playing this is that,
indirectly, you enlarge your social circle.
I am in a clan called Land Of Protection.
about a few weeks ago we had a huge war.
everybody started getting paranoid about spies in our clan forums.
so it was decided that we only communicate through skype.
it was definitely effective.
we get to receive real time updates at the fastest possible time.
we managed to coordinate attacks very effectively.
this is proven when half the villages a huge player had in an enemy clan had been seized by our clanmates.
even after the war, we still make use of the IM program to chat with each other about our lifes.
it was definitely fun making friends with people from other countries.

The messaging program we used.

I wish I could continue on further but if I were to continue it will be a very long post.
Basically RoE is a very nice application suited for people from all walks of lifes.
So what are you waiting for?
Do join RoE today at http://www.realmofempires.com/ !

2009-04-07T20:01:00.002+08:00

haha i so slow man.
lol today the i realised my new timetable had been posted up.
well i have to say,
I LOVE IT.
lol.
though not really happy about friday cos of the clash with friday prayers.
but nevertheless, i've got a plan!!
muahaha like evil plan gitu.
ok a bit evil.

nice kan?
haha i'm getting more in love with my course.

hmm within this two weeks i might need to do some shopping.
haiya burn hole in pocket again.
haiz.

2009-04-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

ok i finally got over being hesistant about starting a new post,
just because i wanna retain Mary's picture on the top of my blog.
so everytime i open IE, i see her first.
:P
haiz shes soooo pretty.
i want girlfriend like her ah!
lol.

i spent the whole day crashing airplanes in the flight simulator program lol.
it was definitely thrilling.
scary at times fun at others.

around 2 weeks more to school reopening.
i can't wait.
to see new people.
:::DDD.
ok looks like alien.

2009-04-06T00:36:00.001+08:00

awww she so lawa man!

haha.

Mary Elizabeth Winstead from Final Destination 3.

see i like her till i bother to remember her name.

heh.

ok why the hell did i post a girl's picture here?

hah.

ok fine i have to really say that she looks like Demi.

haha.

urmm ya yeah.

heh.

2009-04-02T23:17:00.002+08:00

what can i say.
today's tuition was much more exciting and fun.
well other than the fact i alighted a bus stop earlier and then had to walk a bus stop away.
nah it isn't that far.
hee ok back to the point.
i get to teach 3 kindergarten students, a P1 student and a P6 student.
the P6 girl was ok, did her own work then i help her with her mistakes.
but the other 4 omg haha.
chaotic man.
LOL.
but it was fun.
one of the kindergarten kids keeps on giggling.
really cannot stop giggling ah that girl.
lol but she very cute.
and i love kids.
LOL.

ok maybe i should correct the post about how i treat kids.
i shall change fierce to strict.
i really enjoyed teaching the tutees but at the same time raised my voice here and there to make them do their work.
i have to go again on Saturday.
wonder who I will be teaching.

2009-04-01T23:17:00.004+08:00

ahh..
it had been a fun day talking to strangers.
they are pretty nice and funny people to talk with.
introducing hAs as me!
Daniel as an Australia based Singaporean studying in UWA.
Jamie is a 18yo American.
Janet would be her mother.
lol.
and here goes our crazy talks.

purposely blanked out the pictures to prevent "controversy".

hee.

who's that?

me and lutfi got mad into learning about our personality.

and here goes mine.
WORD OF CAUTION!

IT WILL BE VERY LONG.

but interesting.:D

and not 100% accurate.

especially the intelligence part.

The Inspirer

As an ENFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in primarily via your intuition. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit in with your personal value system.
ENFPs are warm, enthusiastic people, typically very bright and full of potential. They live in the world of possibilities, and can become very passionate and excited about things. Their enthusiasm lends them the ability to inspire and motivate others, more so than we see in other types. They can talk their way in or out of anything. They love life, seeing it as a special gift, and strive to make the most out of it.

ENFPs have an unusually broad range of skills and talents. They are good at most things which interest them. Project-oriented, they may go through several different careers during their lifetime. To onlookers, the ENFP may seem directionless and without purpose, but ENFPs are actually quite consistent, in that they have a strong sense of values which they live with throughout their lives. Everything that they do must be in line with their values. An ENFP needs to feel that they are living their lives as their true Self, walking in step with what they believe is right. They see meaning in everything, and are on a continuous quest to adapt their lives and values to achieve inner peace. They're constantly aware and somewhat fearful of losing touch with themselves. Since emotional excitement is usually an important part of the ENFP's life, and because they are focused on keeping "centered", the ENFP is usually an intense individual, with highly evolved values.

An ENFP needs to focus on following through with their projects. This can be a problem area for some of these individuals. Unlike other Extraverted types, ENFPs need time alone to center themselves, and make sure they are moving in a direction which is in sync with their values. ENFPs who remain centered will usually be quite successful at their endeavors. Others may fall into the habit of dropping a project when they become excited about a new possibility, and thus they never achieve the great accomplishments which they are capable of achieving.

Most ENFPs have great people skills. They are genuinely warm and interested in people, and place great importance on their inter-personal relationships. ENFPs almost always have a strong need to be liked. Sometimes, especially at a younger age, an ENFP will tend to be "gushy" and insincere, and generally "overdo" in an effort to win acceptance. However, once an ENFP has learned to balance their need to be true to themselves with their need for acceptance, they excel at bringing out the best in others, and are typically well-liked. They have an exceptional ability to intuitively understand a person after a very short period of time, and use their intuition and flexibility to relate to others on their own level.

Because ENFPs live in the world of exciting possibilities, the details of everyday life are seen as trivial drudgery. They place no importance on detailed, maintenance-type tasks, and will frequently remain oblivous to these types of concerns. When they do have to perform these tasks, they do not enjoy themselves. This is a challenging area of life for most ENFPs, and can be frustrating for ENFP's family members.

An ENFP who has "gone wrong" may be quite manipulative - and very good it. The gift of gab which they are blessed with makes it naturally easy for them to get what they want. Most ENFPs will not abuse their abilities, because that would not jive with their value systems.
ENFPs sometimes make serious errors in judgment. They have an amazing ability to intuitively perceive the truth about a person or situation, but when they apply judgment to their perception, they may jump to the wrong conclusions.

ENFPs who have not learned to follow through may have a difficult time remaining happy in marital relationships. Always seeing the possibilities of what could be, they may become bored with what actually is. The strong sense of values will keep many ENFPs dedicated to their relationships. However, ENFPs like a little excitement in their lives, and are best matched with individuals who are comfortable with change and new experiences.

Having an ENFP parent can be a fun-filled experience, but may be stressful at times for children with strong Sensing or Judging tendancies. Such children may see the ENFP parent as inconsistent and difficult to understand, as the children are pulled along in the whirlwind life of the ENFP. Sometimes the ENFP will want to be their child's best friend, and at other times they will play the parental authoritarian. But ENFPs are always consistent in their value systems, which they will impress on their children above all else, along with a basic joy of living.
ENFPs are basically happy people. They may become unhappy when they are confined to strict schedules or mundane tasks. Consequently, ENFPs work best in situations where they have a lot of flexibility, and where they can work with people and ideas. Many go into business for themselves. They have the ability to be quite productive with little supervision, as long as they

are excited about what they're doing.

Because they are so alert and sensitive, constantly scanning their environments, ENFPs often suffer from muscle tension. They have a strong need to be independent, and resist being controlled or labelled. They need to maintain control over themselves, but they do not believe in controlling others. Their dislike of dependence and suppression extends to others as well as to themselves.

ENFPs are charming, ingenuous, risk-taking, sensitive, people-oriented individuals with capabilities ranging across a broad spectrum. They have many gifts which they will use to fulfill themselves and those near them, if they are able to remain centered and master the ability of following through.

Jungian functional preference ordering for ENFP:

Dominant: Extraverted Intuition

Auxiliary: Introverted Feeling

Tertiary: Extraverted Thinking

Inferior: Introverted Sensing

2009-04-01T00:02:00.002+08:00

today was another day with old folks who just wouldn't ask good questions.
and another day when old folks have no manners and ask the religious teacher when he is eating.
and another day when old folks couldn't stop commenting about the elevator.
i'm getting sick of it.

btw i hope people now realise,
how easy it is to judge if i like the person or not.
its really obvious.
really really obvious.
just need to open your eyes.
BIG BIG.
lol.

2009-03-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

it had been great to be with you,
virtually.

2009-03-29T23:46:00.004+08:00

it had been two days since i've touched the computer to do something.
haha well i'm online but certainly not there.
i just reformatted my laptop.
oohhhweee.
its nice to know that ur hardrive is clean and not filled up with unnecessary things anymore.
:)

tuition today was cancelled.
though she did ask for my help to teach 3 sec 3 people for 2 hours.
lol dun call me an ass or what.
haha but i rejected it because shes paying me the same as when i teach 1 person for 2 hours.
where can seh.
1 person already i like super drained.
no need to mention three.
i will be a lifeless dummy.
erm yeah wth am i talking about,
dummies are lifeless.

it had been an average week.
soso.
not so bad not so good.
i'm waiting for good friday cos my sister will be hosting an open house(for invited only lol) for her new house.
its gonna be chaotic.
haha call us "sanguines under one roof".
i can't wait!
it will be exciting i guess.
heh.

"you know i wonder why you aren't in a relationship - you're such a nice guy"
well i guess because i'm nice that i'm not in any?
haha cos i heard someone saying girls for for badder(such word?) guys.
lol.
well not sure about it.
hmm.
i hope people won't say that to me anymore.
its pretty dissapointing really.
can't help but sometimes i feel like i "fail" in this.
how does it feel to be rejected?
nah don't need any answers.
experienced this, experienced that.

2009-03-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

today was the first day i taught someone.
well it was definitely weird to have someone call you cikgu..
lol.
ok lah at least he isn't problematic(phew Hafiz! lol)..
but he's really weak in his languages.

oh and did i mention?
alamak the house smell of cat pee.
HAHA guess what!
when i first typed in pee, i typed in peee.
lol.

i need to get the peribahasa list from cikgu mislimah.

2009-03-25T23:24:00.005+08:00

wow.
didnt know bukit panjang has its own air show!
hah.
just now ard 12.30 pm,
2 apaches and a super puma for 1/2 hour hovered around my area.
it was spectacular.
you can actually see the pilot inside the cockpit.
its that close.
but i was slow to react.
the shadows they made on the road junction was huge.
sad that i didnt take the picture.
but i did take a picture of the super puma making it runs!
:D

btw i realised just now how my family and me treat toddlers.
we dont pamper kids much.
only like 30% of the time we pamper them.
that was when i realise that so many people pamper their kids so much they would literally step on their heads.
what made me realised this was when i compared how my nephew behaves when at my parents house and his parents house.
he wouldn't even dare to punk with us because he knows the consequences.
but when he's at his parents house,
omg he's like a devil.
lol.
ah well maybe different people has different ways of bringing up their children.
for me i will be a very strict one.
heh.

2009-03-25T00:11:00.002+08:00

hmm.
i've discovered another thing that pisses me off.
people sitting in the front seat of a car who never wears seatbelt.
hah.
Ayah: I know you are concerned about her safety but you mustn't sound so aggresive towards your mother.
LOL sorry mother.

another thing would be people asking stupid questions especially when someone is eating.
it happens everytime at the religious class i go every Tuesday with my parents.
not only the uncles or aunties will ask stupid obvious questions,
they ask them during the eating time when the teacher is eating.
as if there's not enough questions and answers session set aside.
i find it really rude especially considering their questions are so outright obvious.

haiya these people ah.
no manners at all.
whatever!

nights and sweet dreams everybody.
no i'm not pissed, just saying my thoughts out loud.

2009-03-23T23:30:00.003+08:00

haiz i envy my brother,
he's gonna start his practical driving this Friday!
NOT FAIR!
lol.

oh and now i'm crazy about Germany.
Can i at least go there pleaseeeeee?
the best would be to migrate there.
heh.
i'm seriously sick of Singapore.
there i said it again.

2009-03-22T22:18:00.002+08:00

i intended to blog on saturday evening,
but suddenly theres last minute plans to go to my sister's house.
so here i am today blogging about saturday.

haha basically its all about my brother passing his FTT!!
at first time!
lol pretty weird because he only passed his BTT after the second time.
then i also told my dad about what Hafiz told me.
i didnt know that i can take license already.
then suddenly my brother in law cut in and told me to let my brother get his license first.
haha.
like i cannot cut queue like that.
haha similar to marriage.
my brother must get married then i can!
heh.
whatever lah eh.

then hmm about today,
i got injured by the hammer drill.
LOL.
my face kena smack by the drill.
heh revenge of the drill.
theres actually two handles.
one for the trigger part where i place my left hand.
yeah i'm a lefty when drilling lol.
the right hand will be holding the support handle.
but somehow just now the support handle went loose and get stuck on the revolving part.
so it spins then hit my mouth.
LOL damn pain sia.

then another incident i accidentally pressed a button.
the drill wont stop.
i panicked.
LOL!
well at least it was thrilling.
experiencing thrill live is better than experiencing it when watching movies.
:D
wise words.
nah.

2009-03-20T23:36:00.002+08:00

my dad has the coolest job!
lol.
its pretty funny when he get called up for duty roster.
the moment he pick up the phone he gets overtime pay.
haha.
damn cool ah!
i wonder if aerospace like that.

oh yeah talking about aerospace.
i have though of a new way of motivating myself to work even harder.
before i get to my new "motivation",
my goal for year was to simply adapt myself to the different education system and get a GPA of at least 3.5.
looks like i fulfilled my goal.
so here goes my main goal.
the only goal.
GET IN AN OVERSEAS ATTACHMENT.
i may be 80% wrong but to just make sure i'm motivated, i'll tell myself the ITP will be at Berlin, Germany.
haha so its kind of lying to myself for my own good.
aiya as long as overseas i happy already, BUT NO CHINA please.
that would be the last country i will go to.
i rather work in Singapore aerospace firms.
hope year 2 will be another good year for me.
AMIN.
haiz i realised how much i wanted to go Germany.

hmm yeah i also mentioned to my dad that i wanted to migrate if i have a chance.
IF i have a chance.
the countries would include Germany, Dubai, Qatar etc etc.
no offense but i'm pretty sick of Singapore.
seriously.
but then, haiz the difficult things is to leave the things and people i love.
that would be REALLY HARD.

well lets not think about these things now.
its time to work very hard cos without the hardwork there won't be overseas attachment offers and working overseas offers.
goodnight everyone.
and i'm certainly miss everyone.
and you. :)

2009-03-19T23:01:00.003+08:00

oh gosh my shoulders are aching from the swimming just now.
haha and err sorry hafiz we though you didn't wanna go.
lol kene tinggal seh.
hahah.

hmm i myself wouldn't believe i said this.
but i like Demi Lovato's song.
omg.
hahahaha.
i like her pop rock genre.
which is my favourite genre.
well for the very very first time.
i will embed a Disney star's song.
haha hope people don't go omg so EEEE post her song.
lol.
she screams good!

and also!
this season's american idol is superb.
what really caught my eye is the American Top 11 contestants specifically Scott.
omg how the heck did he play the piano even though he's visually challenged?
what a talent he has.
seriously, i look up on him.
and i now got attracted to country music.
haha then Alexis(?) sang Jolene!
LOL.
it was amusing.
oh Jolene, Jolene don't take my man.
LOL!

alright i need to rest my shoulders now.
with love guys!

2009-03-18T23:02:00.002+08:00

hmm.
today might be the day that i am most "satisfied".
haha of course.
its results!
i'm very happy with my results!
i got a cumulative GPA of 3.98!
:D
i mean its like i studied with blood, sweat and tears ok!
well deserved i guess lol.
like what Hui Yin said,
she's just averagely intelligent, but hardwork makes her day.
well guess that applies to me too!
but i find it unfair that some people need a study only a fraction of the time i spent studying but still score better than me.
haiz.

actually its pretty true.
when revising my toe hit something sharp then it bled.
then of course when i was studying i my butt got lazy so i didnt switch on the fan.
there u go, SWEAT!
hmm and tear?
well PEEE really make me wanna cry.
lol.

so there i really wanna work hard for the rest of these two years.
especially since i will be starting to specialise in Aerospace Electronics startng from April 20.
i told my dad that i promise i will work hard and try to score As for the rest of the two years.
hope i can fulfill my promise.
AMIN.

anyway congrats to everybody!
:D
oh btw after the results came out, i got spammed with Diploma Plus applications.
aiyoo.
irritating you know.
want to sleep also cannot.

2009-03-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

i just couldn't stop myself about thinking of the upcoming results.
GOSH!
i wish i can just hibernate until 18th March 10 AM.

haha its pretty ironic that i've been so into Lily Allen's The Fear.
haha.

anyway i think it was part of trying to keep myself from thinking about the results,
i did the most childish thing ever.
as usual when my brother would come home and go straight into my room first.
but this time the moment i hear the gate opening, i ran straight to the kitchen.
lol and hid in the dark.
its really dark so basically i dont need to hide behind anything.
and being in the dark is FUN!

then when apparently he realised that i'm not in my room,
he went looking for me in my parents bedroom (sometimes i watch tv with my mum).
but still cant find me. LOL.
meanwhile i ran into my bedroom and hid under the bed.
ZOMG!
i didnt know i'm that small to be able to fit under the bed.
haha.
then i think he gave up looking for me so he went into his room.
so i went out of from the space under the bed and sat on my office chair.
lol.
then when he came out and saw me he asked, where were you?
then i said i had been behind him all the time.
LOL what a liar.
nah don't think he will believe, he's palying along.
hmm maybe i can be the real Sam Fisher in Splinter Cell.
i'm so good at stealth.
hee. :)

i dont feel like doing trivias anymore.
i'm breeching my promise of being secretive about things.

2009-03-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

its 3 more days to results!
omg.
i feel pretty nervous about it.

haha just now during isyak was funny.
after praying as usual when i have to pray with dad have to recite everything.
lol.
so i took off my songkok cos i usually do that.
then suddenly the songkok slipped out of my hand..
and guess what.
IT BLOODY ROLLED TO THE FRONT!
then my father see me as if i'm playing a fool.
wth i didnt expect the songkok to roll that far.
lol.

trivia time!
since i'm talking about songkok.
lets talk about it. hah.
my songkok(prayer hat) has the nicest smell. LOL but seriously it is.

anyway its no longer me.
it will be you.
"you" not referring to a specific person but people that i care.
cos i should stop being so selfish.

2009-03-14T23:55:00.002+08:00

now i only had realised,
how big this world really is.
i had only been with like probably 5 people whom i can relate to in life?
now i had found it more heartwarming to know other people from other countries.
i had been playing this game Realm Of Empires from Facebook.
never did I thought this game would bring me close to people that are miles away from me.

we had been using Skype to contact each other especially now when our clan is at a major war.
some people might say "wth no life play a stupid game".
but the truth is, i really love the fact that i get to know more people and their personalities even though i can't get to meet them in person.
us planning and coordinating attacks to great and discrete details had brought us closer virtually.
and it is definitely fun.
i even have a girlfriend from Australia now.
lol inside joke.
coincidentally her name is Selena.
hahaha.

then i saw Princess Diaries just now while waiting for the time to launch attacks.
its a really good movie i have to say.
pretty inspiring.
motivates me to work harder and achieve what i want.
To be a good aerospace engineer.

hmm so now trivia time.
Before going out somewhere no matter how close the place, i will really plan on how it will go. lol call me a very schedule based person. haha. that's why when people are late or what, i get really mad.

2009-03-13T23:16:00.002+08:00

When some people from some religion celebrate Good Friday(sorry i don't know the religion which celebrates it hehheh sorry),
my sister and her husband will be having an open house to commemorate their new house!
lol!
i bet it will be lotsa fun.
as usual it will be super chaotic.
this happens when sanguines get together.

today was pretty monotonous.
so i read up on the modules i will learning starting this April.
oh yeah it did scare the shit out of me.
one of the module descriptions.

ET0087 Analog Communication Systems

Introduces the principles and techniques used in analogue communication systems. A system approach is used, with the main emphasis being on the understanding of principles. Topics include signals and their spectrums, filters, band-limiting, noise sources, SNR, radiated and conducted interference, need for EMC compliance, noise reduction, necessity of modulation, AM, DSBSC, SSB, FM and basic operation of superhet radio receivers.

huh? SNR? EMC? DSB.. what? SSB? WTF is superhet? gosh.

ET0421 Aircraft Materials & Maintenance Practices

Students will learn how to read wiring diagram manuals, interconnection charts and schematic diagrams for aircraft equipment installation. The skills of using aircraft maintenance and measuring tools will be imparted. Students will also learn about the different types of aircraft materials, corrosion, fasteners, pipes and unions, springs, bearings, transmissions, control cables, electrical cables and connectors. The correct usage of common aircraft parts such as fasteners, washers, rigid/flexible pipes, adhesives and greases with safety precautions will be practised in the workshop. Aircraft maintenance practices like torque loading, earthing and bonding of aircraft electrical systems, crimping, making of cable looms and harnesses will be part of students' workshop training.

hey harnesses! Lutfi! I'm going to get a personal harness! wooot! lol.....

ET0429 Aircraft Servomechanisms & Electronics

Covers the working principles of aircraft devices; synchros, resolvers, E and I transformers, inductive/capacitive transmitters. The concept of using error signal to sense rate of movement, position and control of system will be introduced. This module also helps students to understand signal processing devices such as integrators, differentiator, modulators and demodulators. Topics like the working principles and characteristics of various control systems, semiconductor devices operation, functions and application, electronic circuits on as various applications of operational amplifiers and digital test and equipment will be taught.

what the fuck she's looking at?!(*with British accent)..quoated from Kidulthood,haha or in this case, what the fuck the coordinator is saying?!(*with Malay accent).

scary stuff.

oh yeah i did something really really illegal just now.
luckily there isn't any traffic police around to ask for "the card".
haha.
i'm so loving it.

alright trivia time!
I get pissed off easily when people are not specific. Well depends on whether the person is older than me or not ah. For example just now my mum asked me to get something from her wardrobe.I really felt like saying "There are 6 fucking doors, which one should i freaking open?!". lol but alas i didn't. yeah done!

2009-03-12T23:11:00.003+08:00

IT fair was a blast!
i really thought it would be damn crowded!
but it isn't!
lol.
so much freedom without the need to rush.
also i was proven wrong that i will keep on seeing a lot of people with big big glasses going there.
haha.

btw i got myself a CompactFlash card!
they discounted the memory card till nearly 40%.
amazing!
i'm sure going there again to get a printer.
ok maybe not me but my dad.

oh yeah did i mention how scary it is people rushing towards you (especially the females) just to sell their products?

then there's this promoter damn idiot...
but quite funny though.
he was promoting the Sony Bravia Series.
then while he was talking, there's this man who walked in front of him.
quite rude lah actually cos they promoter was talking to someone.
then guess what he did.
he took the microphone and said "This uncle sure looks like he needs a new TV".
haha idiot seh.
basket.

alright thats all for today.
i shall hit the sack now! :D
goodnight everyone.

EDIT.
lol.
forgot trivia.
here it goes.
i love music till the fact that my earphones are quite high quality..my current one is from Ultimate Ears. Go check it out. But money fly a bit eh. haha.

btw, is Kelly Clarkson getting fatter or is it just her dress making her look big? well either i don't mind. she looked better actually.

2009-03-11T22:20:00.003+08:00

i had the most fun shopping spree today.
not a typical shopping spree.
because its actually shopping for these!
as usual fucking blogger rotate my pictures.

after that went to AutoBac(?) to change the HID foglamps.
omg i saw the rims there so bloody nice.
i know its illegal to take photos there but i can't resist it.
heh.

SEE! OMG THE RIMS! So nice! I like this particular one with green lining.
THE MOST SEXY AND MUSCULAR CAR OF THE YEAR.
HONDA CROSSROAD!
woooh i LOVE it!

anyway the event that really made me happy today.
The Adventures Of An Illegal Driver.
hehe.
just now while my brother-in-law was smoking before he enters his car,
he allowed me to move off his car and drive a bit.
haha.
so i tried ah, who wouldn't.
so followed exactly how my father moved off the car.
yeah manual very leceh to move off.
auto can just depress brake, shift to D, release handbrake then accelerate.
manual have to depress clutch fully, shift to 1, release handbrake, revv to 10 rpm, half clutch to biting point then only release the clutch fully when the car moves.
i managed to move the car at first try without stalling or what.
but i revved too much (40rpm) so that car accelerate damn fast.
haha.
so i reversed back(stalling the car in the process) then did again.
finally i did it!
wooh it feels so good.
the accelerator so sensitive.
i don't like.
lol.

i felt so happy after that.
i can't wait to be 21.
or is it 20?
hah.

alright trivia!
I am a healthy eater. I rarely eat junk or fast food. It had been months since I ate Macs. But of course if someone were to ask me tag along i wouldn't turn the person down lah. I'm not that erm you know..bad? hah.

2009-03-10T20:18:00.003+08:00

another windy day.
i like this few days.
nice nice.

anyway i think because of my lowered quality of hygiene the last few days.
there's a freaking consequences to it.
usually i take my shower 3 times a day.
one would be in the morning, another in the evening and the last one would be when i were to call it a day.
but the last few days saw me always at my sister's new house.
so it means that I only had showers 2 times a day.
that's because I'm afraid to go to the toilet myself at night.
haha yeah seriously somehow i am a scaredy cat at the house cos my sister tole me about some erm supernatural happenings(?) in the house.
lol maybe they are just trying to make friends with new owners.
so yeah I didn't have my 3rd shower.
then heck!
the moment it was home sweet home,
i got a bloody pimple on the left of my nose bridge.
i hate it so much.
so painful.
not trying to boast but this would be only my 3rd time having a pimple.
but then the rare breakouts make the pimple feel so painful.
haiya!
oh ya fyi do read my trivia of how come i get pimples rarely.
i hope the pimple will go away soon enough.
i seriously hate it.

oh and on a side note,
anyone up for IT show?
yeah lutfi you HAVE to go.
i need to speak you about something.
lol pakse eh.
hafiz please go too?
ASRAF YOU BLOODY COME TOO YOU BETTER COME!
LOL.
aiya miss one day of work only.
ape seh.
kawan gini eh.
aiyooo.

alright trivia time!
This might be hard to believe, but I'm a metrosexual. HAHA. my brother and i share face products. which means we both are metros! erm yeah fuck to those who relate metros to gays. you guys don't deserve to live. ok wait maybe partial metro because i wear face products only once a week. :D
I also use face powder. haha but not until my face looks similar to the opera people lah..i remembered that time i showered at lutfi's house to prepare for English nite class at ZSS. Then when I asked him for face powder, he gave me this weird/shocked face. lol i felt so hearthbroken after that. LOL.

anyway asraf!
my sedare went to RP!
her name Nur Faizah.
quite pretty lol.

2009-03-09T23:06:00.003+08:00

urghh my ears are still ringing from the drilling of the wall.
though it was fun, it was deafening.
the marking mode drilling was fine.
then came the hammer mode alamak so noisy haha.

anyway today was really windy.
the fan wasn't even switched on but it was spinning fast.
to show how strong it is maybe i'll post a video.
the noise in the video is basically the wind blowing into the camcorders mic.
and the singing is actually my sister's little brat.
hah.

and i can't help but notice the road lights.
i like the way the lights "flow" into the horizon.

i swear when i get my DSLR i'm gonna take the same picture but with a sun in it.
IN HDR!
yeah!
its the craze now - high dynamic range photographs.
its like HD but in still photos version.
do stay tuned!
i'm so excited.
i already got all the necessary programs.
hehe.

alright a little trivia time.
When I eat Twisties (hope people still remember that snack, i just had it just now), i will tear open the bag and let it in open air for around 1 hour (masuk angin? get it? haha). I just prefer it like that. IDK why. lol.

btw to the people living at Bukit Panjang, do you guys know that there's this sports hub in the process of being build near BPP? Its exactly beside the big lake. I'm so excited by it, i hope there's indoor badminton courts. the zhenghua cc centre seriously sucks to the core. its only there for show.

2009-03-08T22:50:00.005+08:00

LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE!
yup thats me! :D
nah except that my pants are not on fire.
even though i'm hot (NOT!:D)

ok lah actually to tell people the fact fuck i'm not emo or wat ler.
haha.
actually its just bcos that i was constantly at my sister's new house the whole week.
so basically there wasn't a solid internet connection.
so i made use of the period to do this stupid and lame freaking prank.
HAHA.
my second similar prank.
watch out for the third one.
I noe i'm sometimes too creative.
i can't believe hafiz, asraf and lutfi really thought i was emo.
haha.
dudes i'm a sanguine.
sanguines don't emo.
lol.
ok maybe the part someone really made me an unhappy person was real.
well...
only for 5 mins lah.
haha.
i can't even bear to leave my blog just live that.

oh ya the APWP Project would be real.
haha.

alright some now asraf and hafiz are "pressuring" me to talk about their "welcoming of me back".
so erm yeah some *weird as per normal* convo with hafiz and asraf.
heh.

alright to compensate for the last few days.
two trivias!
1) I can be very smart, creative at *most* times, but pure idiot the rest. I purposely flashed an external camera flash into my eyes knowing that it will be blinding. And it sure is. heh. Another instance would be when i entered the photography darkroom (the room where film photos are developed). Guess what I commented? "Wow it is so dark in here." The things I say really are urgghh sometimes.haha.
2)I'm not into fashion. :D I have in mind of the need to dress up smartly and not slackily but not to the extend I'm like walking on a fashion runway. Sorry fashionistas out there! :P

2009-03-06T11:04:00.002+08:00

alright it had been quite a while since I had updated my blog.
and it will stay like that.
Some people had made me a really unhappy person this days.
so basically means that I will have to mood to do anything.
even to blog.
even though its like the only way I can lash out my frustration.

I will be closing down this blog permanently(or temporarily) a.k.a making it private.
I might open it back up when I get my DSLR and kick start my A Picture When Possible(APWP) Project.

I will also be disengaging myself from the outside world.
meaning to say I will be appearing offline in MSN and not answering smses.
I have no choice but to answer phone calls.
This will go into effective on Sunday 8th March (even though I had started appearing offline since 3 days ago.)
This is so that people knows that I'm not dead cos I haven't been updating my blog and not being online in MSN.
Nah I don't think people would care if I were to just disappear from Earth.

2009-02-26T23:12:00.003+08:00

today would be officially the start of holidays for me!
the last day of lectures for me is the unofficial start of holidays.
haha whatever that means.
also i would love to thank SP for the "grand finale" just now for PEEE.
fucker lah the setter.
that idiot made it so tedious.
its like the weightage is 35% of the whole year,
not only that, but PEEE has 13 credit units.
13 FOR GOD'S SAKE!
dumbass setter.

but right now whats done is done and life has to go on.
so basically right now i'm desperate for a job.
i really need to work.
i can't stand being at home already.

and from today onwards,
out of nothing to do.
i'll do a random trivia about me starting for today.
lol.

1st of all!
Nobody will ever see me going out without wearing AT LEAST two layers of clothings.
haha basically the first reason the inner layer covers my collar bones.
i hate it when my collar bones "pop out" when i wear one layer due to the fact that i'm erm..skinny?
2nd reason would err haha actually no 2nd reason cos i'm basically an outerwear kind of guy.
1st trivia done! :D

2009-02-24T22:57:00.002+08:00

hold my hand.
hold onto it tightly.
for we will go forward into the tunnel of journey, together.
once again don't let go.
for it will the opportunity of a lifetime.
and we will grasp that opportunity together.

2009-02-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

its been a while since i felt like this.
i keep on feeling that something is not right.
its like i keep trying to figure out something i don't know how to figure out.
it leaves be dazed and confused.

i'm already stressed out with the fact that PEEE is coming.
now my body feel uncomfortable.
i forced myself to sleep but alas!
i just couldn't close my eyes and rest.
i stuffed in little tidbits but still it doesn't feels right.

i'm getting annoyed by everything.
i don't feel like talking to anybody.
i even refused to look at my family members.
i locked myself in my room the whole day.
i'm pretty much hungry now.
but i just don't wanna care about it.

starve to death i don't care.
i feel my shoulders being weigh down with burden.
and i wonder when it will all disappear.
when i die?

2009-02-22T22:39:00.001+08:00

one thing's for sure.
I'm FUCKING tired.
my shoulders are aching.
i need my well deserved rest.

sorry for being rude. i'm just already depressed.q

2009-02-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

oh hell.
never will i want to paint ceilings anymore.
haha.
neckache lahhhhh!

other than it was fine.
i loved the purple colour, though its like the international gay colour(?).
the funny thing is that my father didnt really have much paint on his body.
but for me halamak~!
like i painting my own body like.
body art they call it?
haha i think its because i sat on the floor and did all the other positions(alamak sounds so wrong) just to reach the little parts.
and i'm also the most idiotic and clumsy painter ever existed i guess.
i accidentally stepped into the paint tray and my whole feet got white.
clumsy lah!
ok lah at least i'm smart enough to not overwork and then get headache like yesterday.

tomorrow would be the living room turn.
haiz i will do my bes to avoid being asked to paint the ceiling.
haha i'm really sick of it.

oh haha i can't really resist the temptation of doing wiring.
so i helped my dad wire up the tv cable and run it all the way to the future tv feature.
it was fun, nobody got electrocuted.

2009-02-20T21:21:00.003+08:00

quite an accomplishment i had today.
haha ok fine its not that significant.
i helped to tape up the skirtings of the walls to get ready for painting.
i did the whole house by myself ok?!
haha and i ended up having a backache after that.
and somehow my fever got worse.
its pretty weird i fell sick twice this month.
maybe like the doctor told me, i get sick when i'm depressed.
lol.

oh and i helped my dad figure out the wirings in the house.
where it comes from and where it goes that kind of things.
i just love my multimeter and my test pen.
they had been VERY useful.
from school to home.
haha he funny thing is that my father asked me if I can do wiring.
haha i was like so shocked.
i don't dare wiring up 240V.
1V to 15V i still can.
haha i'm not a qualified electrician yet Ayah.

tomorrow will be painting day!
hope i get better by tomorrow morning.

OH OH!
guess what!
my father sounded me about taking the driving license!
hahahaha!
i was so damn happy to hear it but then because its like sooo early in the morning(like 5.45 am) i can't really show my emotions.
haha so what i did was just a stoned face.
ngantuk katekan.

alright i will need to sleep now.
hope my tomorrow - ALAKAZAM! - my fever disappears.

2009-02-19T23:34:00.002+08:00

went to the doctor just now for fever medication.
and guess what.
i'm having the same condition as Hui Yin.
i have to make sure i don't stress myself up for studies or else my body immunity will drop,
in turn causing fevers that kind of things.
and now the doctor made me eat anti depressants before i ever start study.
no matter how long i will be studying.
and the pill is BIG.
haha.

ok well at least the maths paper just now was at least easier than the past year exam papers i did.
oh and i'm pretty much confident i will get full marks for section A.
LOL.

left on the exam timetable would be PEEE.
another scary module.
luckily its on the 26th.
i can study with more peace.

and yeah saturday we are going to help my sister and my brother-in-law paint their new house.
my father assigned me to paint one of the bedrooms.
hope i can manage it.
if i can manage painting my room that time,
the room might be easier for me.
OH SHIT.
i just remembered.
i have to paint the ceiling too!
NOOO!
ok lah looking at the bright side the ceiling isnt that high.
so i hope my neck won't ache like that time i painted the ceiling of my room.

alright cya guys.
i need rest.
yep.

2009-02-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

frankly speaking, like what Jolene told me,
this DE paper is the most decent paper we had for the whole year.
haha.

oh yeah Jolene just wanna remind you that I'm such a loyal friend ok?
you late also i did wait for you.
hahaha.
then at last we had to run.
LOL.
worst still, i forgot my seat number.
hahaha.

one thing about this exam is that the whole DASE takes the exam in the same place.
i think 5 classes with the partition opened making it like so damn big.
AND SCARY.
haha.
so like i said earlier, the paper was pretty friendly with me.
managed to do most questions seamlessly (ceh seamlessly seh).
god willing i hope to get above 85.
really hope so.
oh i would prefer that my bladder won't get full when the exam is going on.
i left the class around 20 mins before the time limit.
just cos i need to pee.
haha.
i initially wanted to just go to the toilet then come back into the class after that,
but then changed my mind and decided to leave the class.

next on 19th would be maths.
i'll make sure i empty my bladder.
AND JOLENE YOU BETTER MAKE SURE YOU HAVE YOUR ADMIN CARD BEFORE YOU LEAVE YOUR HOME.
hahaha.

ok now as promised the update on the "tunang" event.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
the event was held on the 14th on feb.
it was really fun and smooth.
of course lah my father handle what.
LOL. role model role model.
the night before it was full swing preparations.
i slept at 4 am to help them cut the pandan leaves to make the "bunga rampai".
ok i'm so english deprived i guess.
at least i did help a lot ah.
cut the things and also make sure they don't feel sleepy.
seriously i felt that i can really crack jokes at night.
till the fact my father went out of his bedroom(he was sleeping so that he won't feel tired when he needs to be the "host") to check on why everyone in the living room are laughing non stop.
hehe i'm a hero.
so i slept from 4 am till 8 am.

weird as it seems,
i felt that i had enough sleep.
12 pm the bus arrived so carried all the hantaran into the bus.
in the bus it was worst.
hahaha damn chaotic.
my uncle did the pontianak dance which cracks everyone in this bus.
even the bus driver could not stop laughing till the fact he didn't move when the light goes green.
it got worst when he talked about the Batam hospital.
theres water leakage there.
then he said it the pontianak urine.
the way he said it is sooooo damn funny.

so we arrived at the place,
my father took over and said everything about the planning for the marriage.
its really funny and weird to listen my father talks because he used the formal Malay(Bahasa Melayu Baku).
haha i think others feel the same cos they were looking at each other with an amused(?) face.
oh and the photographer zomg he used the full frame Canon 5D DLSR.
not only that he used the L Canon lens series.
it is basically the luxurious series.
i was so wide eyed haha.
the camera body itself costs $3699 and the 18-200mm lens costs around $2500.
crazy giler lah.

oh and guess i met?
refer to this.
http://highlyacclaimed-shit.blogspot.com/2007_06_01_archive.html
haha yeah!
i met Azizah!
lol.
intially i didn't recognise her because 1)long time since i saw her, 2)she wears tudung.
haha.
then during the photoshoot, her mum told her to take a photo with me and the bride-to-be.
that was when i realised i noe who she was.
her mum was like saying "Azizah" many times.
so i was like thinking that i heard this name before.
then "BANG!" lol i remembered.
after that i felt pai seh.
hahahaha.

the journey back home was horrendous.
i was holding the chocolates when the driver jammed the brakes cos someone jaywalked.
expectedly, everything flew.
HAHA.
well at least i managed to savour one of the Kisses when picking up the chocolates.
LOL.
throw one stone hit two birds eh?

at home basically was just more eating.
Azizah was there also lol.
kedebak kedebuk night came so the house emptied out.
and me, my cousins, his brother and my brother in law did something illegal.
haha.
i never thought it had an age limit until the time when you called me and i told you that i did it and you said you think it is illegal.
HAHAHA.
no the illegal thingy doesn't have anything to do with sex.
LOL.
but seriously, the iced lemon tea tasted nicer in a gas form.
HAHA what a clue.
ok lah overall everything was fun.
haha.
and yeah that call really did made me feel happier.
hee. :D
POLAROID SICKNESS!
:P

2009-02-16T23:22:00.001+08:00

hmm its been a while since i went in here.
over the next few days i will be writing about the events which happened few days ago.
i really need time to type everything out.
lol.

tomorrow i will start my exams.
hope everything goes well.

2009-02-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

call me an extra.
but i am the one who IS VERY EXCITED about tomorrow lol.
haha.
so basically tomorrow will be the day my cousin will "tunang".
wat eh in english?
haha.

and never did i felt so guilty of flirting with my female cousins.
ahaha.
im such an ass.

2009-02-12T22:34:00.005+08:00

i'm so uber happy about my programming lab test today.
somehow it was easier than expected.
lol.
i only understood functions a day before the real test.
ok i put the codes in this post.
just to let people have the feel of what they are supposed to do in poly.
even if they are engineers, not IT people.
actually frankly speaking..
i kind of like programming.
haha.
it really squeezes brain juice.

today was also the day we gave Siva his advance birthday present.
haha it was damn funny.
we initially gave him a Pokemon bus.
a small one.
which kids always play with.
die cast bus.
so i planned it out "nicely",
and made it as if we were very serious about the give.
then at last after programming test, we let him have a headstart.
then we chased after him and then give him the 1:24 Lamborghini.
haha his facial expression was so damn shocked.
HAHA it was really amusing.
and sorry Jolene that your knee is hurting from the running.
LOL.

ok so right now it will be.........
arghh!
right now i'm just waiting for the moment i will be kicked out of my own bedroom to make way for visitors.
oh man i'm so going to be dead.
the rascals are coming.
damn it.
lets hope they don't climb out of the window and jump to their death from the 29th storey.

2009-02-11T22:38:00.003+08:00

today is a pretty sad day for me.
ok well not only me but my whole IE group.
haha.
ok no haha bcos its really heartwrenching.
basically we had to return the built car back.
so its like all our dedication to the project is "wasted" cos we don't get to keep the car.
oh well we did get our boards back.
haha but yeah still it feels pretty sad to part with the car.
i missed the soldering that i did and also the connecting wires which i precisely cut to make sure the connections are not messy.
haiz.

so we took last pictures of it performing like a Ferrari(not!)..
lol.
after that even though its really hard for us, we stripped the car.
i mean like we worked so hard to design the boards.
for example the motion sensor board took us about 1 1/2 months to complete.
sad sad.
the school should have let us keep seh.
considering the fact how much they spent on "unnecessary" things.
hmm well wat to do.
well at least we were able to expand our knowledge.
if putting together 6 ICs which contains a total of 24 NAND, NOT, AND and D Flip Flops isn't enough to make a person more informed,
i would say the person really don't have his/her mind on studies.

In action

I like this photo a lot...especially with Jolene's face inside it. HAHA!

I think the car would be really be tired after so many laps of driving the motor.

we added a buzzer that sounds when the car reverses.
I call this video Moving Transit: Final Minutes
basically the difference between this vid and yesterday's is that the counting can be seen.
0-5, then reverses 5-0.

goodbye our beloved car.
for we will meet again when the time is right.
LOL.

2009-02-09T23:18:00.003+08:00

One more assignment done.
IE crossed off the list.
the car was working perfectly,
so now we are concentrating on special features to get higher marks.

taken from my super low resolution phone.

tomorrow will be the day the TCS proposal will be handed in.
so yeah basically another assignment crossed out.
thanks lutfi for helping me print.
I FUCKING HATE MY PRINTER.

then we got really bad news from the hospital.
oh man i really felt like crying.
haiz.
i'm feeling really down actually.
i just have to hope for the best.
Please Allah help the person.
I beg you.
Please.

Looking on the bright,
and trust me it IS hard for me right now.
but just now school was a blast.
A sleepy Jolene results in cracks of laughter.
Really had fun just now laughing the whole day actually.
what happened in the elevator was terribly funny i just couldn't stop laughing in IE class.

Oh ya I have to apply for NS already alamak.

2009-02-08T21:49:00.005+08:00

hmm the reason why these few days i hadnt been blogging,
erm wait i only didnt blog for three days haha.
consider yesterdays post an improper one.
so back to the point.
i hadnt been blogging properly because it had been very tiring.
went to the hospital in the morning and came back home at around 8.

so by the time i reached home, i'm dead beat.
i won't be releasing any info on who got admitted into the hospital.
but nevertheless it is someone significant to me.
i'm gonna miss that person who had been always made me smile.
i really miss you.

but going to the hospital means people coming to visit.
when people come to visit,
there are chances that there are babies.
BABIES!!!
:D
i definitely was excited to see A LOT of babies.
i took one of the cutest things.

i wish that my baby would be as cute as him! LOL.

it's so hard to get him to smile. so this little smile is considered really GOOD. :P

gosh!!
GERAM!
lol.
i swear the moment i get my "real" camera,
i'm gonna start a project called "Babies".
ok i know the title is boring.
hey!
maybe "The Little Things"?
haha that would be nice.

this week would be the last study week.
after that would be full swing exams!
OMG.
i better complete everything a.s.a.p.
Operation: Panic!

2009-02-07T22:52:00.000+08:00

sometimes things can't just go the way you want it.
and it definitely sucks.

2009-02-05T23:08:00.004+08:00

After three months..
I CUT MY HAIR!!!
hahaha.
big deal eh?
but then the barber i went to is soooo cool.
there was this particular part of the cutting when the hairdresser dropped the comb.
noe what he did?
he threw the comb away and took a new comb.
haha like so hygienic sia!
i mean like kind of wasting oso because the floor isnt that dirty.
haha he even gave me the new comb.
well actually i dunno whats the use of the comb,
bcos i don't know how to use/ don't use a comb.

so now i suddenly felt so free.
PEEE PBIL had been handed in.
it was really a burden having the PBIL around.
i hate PBILs.
oh ya talking about PEEE,
i felt so stupid just now.
i was doing the PEEE quiz.
i wasn't aware that theres timing.
so amidst doing the quiz i went to pray isyak.
so by the time i went back to work,
theres this dialogue box saying, "Your time is up."
HAHA fucking stupid lah alamak.
haha luckily i got three more attempts.

*During IE Free Access*
I was soldering something but then it is so flimsy so I asked Jolene to help me hold the board.
Me: *solders*
Jolene: *blows smoke*
Me: OI! Why you blow the smoke at me!!!
Jolene: Then you want me to breathe in the smoke ah?
Jolene: *Breathes in*
Me: OI! You crazy ah!

Yay tomorrow going to Toy's 'R' Us with Hui Yin.
I'm going to get crazy!
::::DDD
eeew like alien like that.

oh ya now i got a noisy blog!!!
:D
AND AND AND!
I LOVE THIS SEASON'S AI!
hehe.
I hope Kara will stay for more seasons..hee. :p

2009-02-04T22:42:00.007+08:00

yesterday i was temporarily bonkers.
suddenly everything came to me just like a snap of the finger.
i thought i was going to die.
hah.

but YEAH!
everything had been resolved today.
GEMS presentation is done and there will be no more GEMS for this year 1.
OMG i'm so near to being a year 2..
haha but i'm still so childish. gosh.
the presentation was great.
turned out better than expected.
hee.

then there was the IE car.
after 2 months of doing it, we MADE IT!
AT LAST!
gosh it had been so torturing.
its a pretty damn hard project considering the fact we had to design and build.
next give just give us PCB lah!
aiyooo.
freaking stripboard.
finally our moving car!

Bloody fuck lah why blogger keep rotating my pictures!

ah there thats our Ferrari! In disguise! haha..so cute rite like coming out of mother's womb. erm ok whats wrong with my imagination?

we are now currently planning to put some special features.
thinking about making it like the roadside cleaner..
you know the truck with the brushes one the side..
brushing away the leaves?
haha.
the fan will spin when moving forward but when the car is reversing the LED a.k.a reverse light will light up.
cool tak? haha

so yay!
two accomplishments!
now left with the freaking TCS report.
and finally the dreaded FINAL EXAMS!
NOOOOOOOOOOOO!
*runs around the room and finds that i is not big enough to run around so moves to living room to run...before crashing into a wall*
after that i go crazy.
like really mental.
haha.
ok done here bb!

2009-02-02T22:29:00.004+08:00

yes!
i'm done with the DE assignment.
erm ok actually not assignment.
just preparations for the lab test.
and somehow i managed to navigate myself through the crazy amounts of wires and get full marks for the test.
hehe.
very happy.
basically i have to convert this circuit,
into a real life circuit on the digital trainer.
ok last at leas it isn't as difficult as the previous lab tests.
haha.

ok moving on.
another person asked me the super familiar question again.
she asked: "Why are you always online?".
ok so this would be the answer for everyone.
haha don't worry i'm not irritated or what.
just wanna lessen people's burden of asking me.
so actually all my notes are in powerpoint slides.
so when i need to use them to study or wat, i need to switch on the computer.
and my computer is configured to automatically connect to the Net and also launch MSN automatically.
and also i can't be bothered to log out from MSN.
there.
that's the answer.
:P

ouh ya!
tested the count limiting board just now with the group.
after minor adjustment we managed to make it move forward for 5 counts then move back.
but then there is this problem of the car reversing from 5 to 4 but then it will then move back forward to 5.
haha.
weird.
i'm smelling more troubleshooting.
ok i'm done here.

Quote of the day:
Before the DE lab test commences.
Jolene: Any last words?
Me: I'm dead.

did anyone notice that my blog is now silent?
haha i just ran out of ideas of what songs to put.